embekkkkkkkkkk!

long time i've neve blog heh.sory had no tyme for it.like seriously.been running here and there.juggle between skool and work and piles of project works.

its PH finally.i wanted to see the korban this morning,but couldn't wake up so ya.ytd's eve of raya was like f***.i had project to do till like 9pm.like 9 im still in skool.neve do till that late b4.had to do it cos if i dun,i have to come today?like HALO.its holiday right??to tell you seriously i have no time to rest peacefully for the past few weeks.

i kinda regret working part time.yes for the sake of extra money,i had to work.actually when come to think of it,i dun really need it,actually i just wanted to 'get away' from home this month.if you know why.but after knowing all the projects that i have to do,time away from home is definately there.i had to have lotsa project meeting and discussions!plus the skooling hour sucks lately.then nearing weekend,i'm all plan for part time work!how sucky can that be.I REALLY WISH TO RUN AWAY FROM EVERYTHING.i swear i'm super tired thinking of projects and stuff!

i can only afford to chill last weekend for a drive wif cuzzins.mit the girls; aspa and shab.had a great time chatting non-stop.HAHA.apart from that i had no time to meet the rest of my frens,either their time is clash with mine or what.i dun even have time to meet nani.usually we tend to meet like 2-3 times a week!now....its difficult to even meet once a week.im sorry nani,its okay you have your bf to accompany your days.hehe

i have some photos taken like ages back.not really ages la..2 months back i guess?okay here it is.outing wif my poly mates.one of the girls bdae!FIZA.no not me.HAFIZAH HAMID. & nope they are not from my course.like duh.schoolmates.hope my blog is not wordy for you!SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA!

P.S: i'm not going out today i guess.i need finish my report!& rest maybe?if there is time.SO MUCH TO DO SO LITTLE TIME.and to all my frens,bestfrens,best pals,best mates,aquaintance,IF I NEVE MEET YOU DOSEN'T MEAN I DUN LOVE YA.I STILL DO,I SERIOUSLY HAD NO TYME.IM SORRY.JUST GIVE ME A KOL IF YOU FEEL LIKE TALKING TO ME.IM ALWAYS THERE.(for calls only at this moment) +_0

eve of diwali!(mcm paham)

i feel like blogging today.so i did.shall just talk about the sucky week that ive been thru aite.i bet no one reads my post so i shall just might as well make it like my diary entry.HAHA.cos i was trying to have a paper pen diary kinda thing but it sucks.cos i hate writing,long tyme ago i last write except for lately writing skool notes.typing is way faster and i think nicer fonts.my handwritting sucks.i keep changing my handwritting as to dunno which one seems betta(all sucks actuali).

im having school right now,right at this moment as i am typing,am having lectures.it sucks.i began to master the multi-task of listening and typing(doing my personal stuff).i also do have the ability to choose what i wanna hear.sounds amazng right?haha!actuali its more of a family gene.my brother and me have the same ability unlike my sis.she's forever LISTENING.and that is super irritating.cos she wants to know every little thing we talk about.(not necessary most of the tyme)

niwaes,the point is,everyone in this class is super smangat listening to lectures whereby im here blogging.but the thing is,when the lecturer ask questions,they are speechless.I AM THE ONE ANSWERING.(mostly correctly)(round of applause for me pls).

no.im not smart according to them,im the most bimbotic idiot around the school of science.believe me,my course is full of craps(studious people,geeks)around with like books and suitcase walking,rushing for the next class kinda faces.i felt so much worst after my clan of people(mlayu rox) gone for attachments.i felt like a loner in school having to force and be like one of them BUT WHEN I DUN FEEL like being any part of them,which i always do,i will walk away,have my lunch one corNAR,call members,talk(mcm org tak civilise).in class,msn(wif members tebiats,namely nani rp,(sucks oso,i mean her school duh),farah at aussie den ketawe mcm sial sorg),google,online window shopping are my next bff.

i have the biggest lateset confession,i hate school.it sucks.the process of it sucks.the best part i always get the WRONG GROUP when it comes to projects.one group for design project is lepak and they only cling on hope to this one girl,and when i gave ideas,they kinda reject it,like as if im super stupid!?then there was one idiot member even called me stupid for that.WTF kan.i hate you.i swear i will remember what you've said the rest of my life and make sure you pay for what you've said.

as for the fyp group, i got one of the best(geeks) teamates for it.the positive side is we are working well,duh wif the geeks around,but,the negative side is they have become my PA.giving me morning calls to ensure that i wokeup for the meetings and stuff.even my mum is not as irritating as them.i swear.

I MADE THE WRONG DECISION of watching THE LAST EXORCISM.it wasn't scary at all!i swear.

i had bout 1and half hour of shopping time alone ytd while waiting my fren end work and b4 we could proceed for the movie.so i had good time looking stuff(art stuff) at spotlight which excites me,thinking bout changing my theme for the party,LOL.went daiso,looking at all the stuffs which make me dizzy and end up buying a packet of caramel corn,den went ahead to times and yes at last the book is there!the one ive been looking for.it wasn't there when i came a month ago.saw it,grab it.keching!(gaji bru masok babe)I THINK I LIKE THIS WORK.(part time)cos they give the pay quite efficiently.fast.unlike the pervious works,like on the 7th,last day of first week then we got.i love you work(money wise)! 

and the hilarious thing. the bus ride home was super funny when the bus jam brake and my fren was having a greaT TURN TWISTING around as if she was doing some kinda ballet steps.HAHA.super hilarious.i was laughing my head off when i saw that!my face was as red as babboon's butt.i hate bus drivers.

im super excited for tmr.hope today ends fast!eve of deepavali you know(step celebrate).no point actuali,had work 300mins later.HAHA.HAPPY DEEPAVALI to all indians and those who celebrate!!

ps:i wonder at times if you are my fren.when you need me you hang on me but if you dun,you just simply cast me aside.how could you?

hazzzy,cold day!

Dear diary,

you know what?i like the weather today!last weekend was great one though,went out with the poly mates have dinner at NABIN'S!awesome!(still waiting for the photos)they(poly mates) like to keep the photos themselves.maybe they keep it,hang it in their rooms for personal view.(like hang around the bedrrom photos of me,stalking me in a way)HAHA.AND I LOVE last friday meetup with BFF.was damn bitchy and whiny mode as usual reporting news for the week.love ya BFF! 

and i swear i hate all bus drivers.fine not all,but literally most of them.i thot i might not be the victim of chasing after bus when its going off soon.but ytd, particularly ytd,ended work late,and i was particularly irritated when i have to use this coins(case card tkde duit) taking trains and buses.so ytd after the train ride back home,as usual i will take feeder bus back home.154 to be exact.you know that bitch bus always do come at long intervals.like 30 minutes after one is gone.i dun like waiting that LONG,like after a tiring day at work?and plus i need to rush home and see the handsome boy.so upon seeing the board for the timing,and it states 7.36pm the next bus is out, and the screen shows 7.35,then i saw this idiot bus coming out, without thinking much,i ran like mad dog,crazy bull chasing after the bus.i think i sprint like the world's best runner,(i know everyone had their eyes on me)and i managed to catchup with the bus.like in my heart was like THANK GOD.but know what,upon reaching two more steps.THE FUCKER APEK DRIVER SLAM THE DOOR CLOSED ON ME!LIKE OKAY??!FUCK OFF.i wave like mad crazy,I bloody know he could have seen me,or at least could have realised or maybe not but NO HE SAW ME OBVIOUSLY HE HAD TO CHECK THE BLINDSPOT.HE JUST WENT OFF LIKE THAT??WTF.and i jolly well know there's passengers in the bus,they were not helping at all!EITHER THEY SAW ME and pretend not to see me?or they were blindly ignoring me??

i swear im not gonna help telling apek(driver) to wait for some idiots chasing the bus(i did that before to people).and after which i was too embarrassed,too much embarassement till i can't afford to wait for the next,and i dun even dare turning my head around revealing my identity to people behind me,i began walking and cursing like a mad girl.my heart was beating fast after the run and i was super thirsty!DAMN YOU APEK.i swear you get it back in a way!

i got lotsa bruises lately,arms legs.my back pain(case mcm org tua).but im scared particularly with my arm bruises.mum said its becos of my late night venturing case balek sampai 6am...opps.i hope its not,and not something out of the box happen to me.like i hope you know what i meant.

i think my life's gonna be -____________- next week.skool STARTs tmr.lotsa long breaks in between.lesson ends late.plus most of my classmates went for their attachment.im left all alone.literally.how cool can that be??and my coming soon weekend gonna be burn with part time job.great.have a nice day fieza.todududu.i think im making my blog like personal diary.IM SORRY.i should get a book(i dun care if its fancy or not)to jot down my diary entries.and not blog about it.LOL.i should restrict  my blog for photos of outings or for thoughts and view on pulic issues and not some personal life issues?(okay im guilty of that lately)hehe.can't help it.oh well, i dun go great details of what i did,do, feel right?or else that's not gonna end.HAHA.but then again if you have read this far,im sure you are a fan of my post right?

SO...CHILL, I WILL BE A BETTA BLOGGER NEXT time!oh btw,just watched 'WHEN IN ROME' just hours ago.out of the blue bought the vcd ytd.ITS A GREAT ROMANTIC MOVIE.quite hilarious though!i loike!and been buying expensive lunch for breaks lately.cos i wanted to avoid FASTFOOD.trying to be healthy and actually im sick of it too!

Dear diary,
i know this post is totally unecessary.but i kinda can't help it but to tell you guys my first gym experience after so long.the last i went was about a year back.or maybe two.so that's the reason why you see fatty bom bom me.HAHA.well i start the runnings now.went to gym just now.its totally kinda weird.as much as i dun wanna report my movements but i gotta tell you this.my fren and i *exercise buddy* were the two giggly girls 'experimenting' the gym equipments and  when we find out something 'new' like how to make the seat shorter(cos  i am but not my fren,oh well),we laughed mcm pompan biol.or worst.the hunkies in the gym were giving us this strange looks.gimme a break okay??like pls sometimes you need to have fun.not like monotonous exercising routine,then again,that explains your body sizeS!HEHE.it was AWESOME OVERALL.i sweat like crazy though in an aircon area so you can see the tremendous job we did!HAHA

I'VE CANCELED one of my mission,craving.the most important one.getting a part time job!i really do hope  i can do well for the first day tmr!i'm like thinking where can i go for break tmr??(break je nak eh)yalah the area i'm working is like where all the high class goods being sold??where can i can cheap drinks and slack at?maybe i spend time walking around the shopping centre like an idiot.HOPE that my feverish feeling go off and my gastric not acting up like ytd!i shall pray hard.hope that this wikend gonna be betta!looking forward to it!love all my best girlfriends!i kinda miss all of you!!!MAR(neve catchup for so long),NANI,UMZ,ASPA,SHAB,SYARA and the list goes on.....

ZoooOoo!

it was an AWESOME trip overall though we were caght in  the rain at the last hours in there.we both had fun though *muke budak2*,since no one wants to entertain us going for this zoo trip,we had to entertain ourselves.& i especially enjoy the boat ride!!i think nani enjoy that too.well,kite dua feeling2 mcm going to some island taking ferry ride.HAHA.& we start babling if only we could go for a holiday to some island surrounded wif water,erm not Singapore for sure!& i think we both took too much of the tram ride since we bought the tix for it,making the full use of it,too much of the tram rides till one of the driver recognised us and we need not produce the tix!HAHA.he was like ''it's okay,i rememer you''LOL.

*both our faces were as red as baboon's butt*

and the hilarious part was we saw the white tigers,doing some lovey dovey act.EWW.it looks kinda digusting and wrong.pls do it in your den,secluded area.even the elephants were doing it after the show.another EWW.sungguh tk senonoh. and i didn't know that animals also do understand human language. the ah mengs clan were busy eating bananas when the the tourist had a 'meetup' live session wif them.one of the ah mengs was facing the other side,then the zookeeper slap his butt ''eh people wanna take photo!'' then he slowly turn around facing us wif his reluctant face.HAHA.den nani & me had sucha wild dream,wishing that we could work there wif the animals.talking to them,feed them,clean them.i think its betta than working wif human beings,well atleast they don't answer back verbally...-________-

& finally we had expensive dinner that night _l_

and i want to go Zoukout 2010!!tiesto is gonna be there.plus david guetta.but the thing is,the tix is f***ing expensive.plus zoukout,gonna be like a mass dance thing,whereby all the sweat shit smell you can think off gonna come up.well normal clubbing i can entertain but when there is a big party,haizzz.all the gatals,retards drunkards gonna be there. but i wanna go!!well,im just gonna dance and enjoy the performance thats all.hope i get green llight to go!i hope sooo.

xoxo

fieza hanz