good afternoon peeps,
its 12,lunch time,but i don't really feel like eating.seriously.or its just that i don't really know what to have for lunch.i wanted to have porridge or something soupy,oh well since i'm like sick again.these few weeks i have been like sick for quite alot of times.ohman.its okay,its god's gift.i'll accept it.i'm like having diarhoea plus abit of feverish.i think.popped in the pills last night,and this morning my body was aching all over.and sleepy.like am dragging to work today.what's new?today the pile of work is like,nothing.i mean like i just have like abit more to go and dats it im done for the day.mangkok.what will i do for the rest of the day.i swear i feel like taking mc again.forever.i mean okay fine i'm gonna start my new job like soon.like alamak no rest at all after leaving this.i need a break.dumb me for not tendering like a week before that.
now lets talk about like relationship.okay wait,its not dat im obsessed with this topic or even like this topic that i wanna talk about this.but becos i'm tired of this relationship that goes inside facebook and stuff.when i on the facebook,there' like some people forever uploading the gifts their partner gave them;post things to say thanks to their love ones(no issue with that but some are too mushy)sampai nak muntah you know, then some like post love qoutes here and there & there is some,who keep changing their status for attention seeking purpose.and look i have no issue with that either but i kinda get sick you know.so hence,i officially tell myself not to go facebook that often now.maybe once in a blue moon.my facebook is lifeless anyways.
i feel kinda weird nowadays,i dunno whatever the reason is.all i know is i want to get to know better about my religion.period.and insyallah Allah will guide me to the right path.can someone tell me what to eat today??
anyway,this is a random fact.my dad wanted me to wear hijab.okay even mum i think.but they are not forceful in terms of that.they never tell me to do it,but i know deep down in their heart they wanted me to do it.my dad keep being sarcastic to me whenever there's like gathering from his side and that most of my cuzs wear it.i will wear it insyallah one day.but not for him,not for mum,not just to be part of fashion trend to wear it nicely/different styling of hijab is in trend now,but to wear it sincerely for God.Allah that is.i hope that day will come to me one day...
Because,sorry to say,don't mind my directness,if you wear it cos of your parents ask you to,just to look like waheeda/just to wear tudong siti style or that your boyfriend wanted you to wear it cos it look more sopan or what,trust me it will not last.only if you do it for God,it will last.i am not here to preach,cos who am i to do that?i have buckets and dozens of small and big sins.but know what, i will say whatever i think.Directly that is.
an example is a hamba of Allah swt that wears hijab after she met her boyfriend.i think.ya thats good that the boyfriend guided her to the right path,but i just think personally that she wears it because her boyfriend wants her to.i mean whatever the reason is,well, after that, she change to a better person,i think?good alhamdulilah.but one day, she broke up with her boyfriend,she then put away her hijab.so there you go.its not that i wanna bathmouthed her,but I just wanted to share you guys this story so that it we will somehow learnt from people's mistake and hope to avoid it in future.Insyallah.
xoxo
Fieza
Thursday, December 22, 2011
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
cish bedebah!
dear readers, if there's any.
two beetchy aunties/sister(age about late 30s) have offended me this week.Like seriously testing my patience.
today, when i wanna purchase my lunch,it was quit of a queue and when its my turn i quickly ordered mine and thats it.then the auntie was asking me whether i wanted some curry gravy.I accidently said ''ah k'' den i was like ''Eh no,sorrrrry''.then this makcik was like ''TADI KATE NK,DAH LETAK TKNK PULAK,ALAMAKKKK''tragic mode,glancing at the long queue behind me *rolling my eyes* ''AH TKYA NANGIS AH CIK.dah ah sudah dah letak nvm,i''ll EAT''.im not a fussy customer.since you pour it ill take it,its not as if im gonna ask you to change for me or WHAT RIGHT??.OMG.dun be so drama can makcik?!
NExt,
two days ago,i was suppose to send the christmas deco with the banglas(my brothers i called them,sounds better right) so ya.so upon arriving at this particular cafe at Taka,i inform them about the decoration thats gonna take place there at that time,however, the kakak in charge was saying they are still having business so we have to come back later.i told my brothers,that was fine as we can do the other place nearby there first while waiting.Brothers and I went out mcm case group nk rembat org.and aku la chip dia kan.LOL.
an hour later we come back,another kakak whom is part of the crew.waitress/server was looking at me/or glancing towards me unhappily.Like i owe her 10 buckets of mangoes ytd.after decorating the front part,i ask them nicely,politely,sweet as honey it is; ''kak, where to put the rest of the deco bende ni eh?any idea?''*smiling*well i definately was asking the other kakak, the one wearing black shirt since she's the superior.however this kakak (crew) was answering KPOly *if there's such word* looking at my brotherS (cos definately don't have the tetek to look at me) ''Put THAT SIDE la,NEXT TIME I CAN WORK AT YOUR COMPANY BE DESIGNER AH EH.''*with her rude anggEK FACE*and that particular day, i was sick.so its either i show the real bad side of me,debating properly or i cant be bothered show her that i dun understand her sarcasm(looks like im retard)so i chose to be the second one dat day.i kept mum and laugh it off HAPPILY.LIKE hahahahhahaha.then i guess she must be like What?im being sarcastic and you just laugh it off??den what i shud do right?sorreh your sarcasm dosen't take any effect on me.and if i were to debate,im sure she's gonna say sorry SINCERELY sorry by the end of the day.cos this is what I will be saying,
1) in malay sopan sophiscated mode:
''maaf kate la kak (slalu aku dgr makcik pat tv ckp) saye tanye dgn baik,kak tolong la jawab dgn baik.saye tk niat pon nk gado ke ape dgn kakak and saye hormat kak sebagai the in people working here,jadi tahu tempat ni macamane so boleh suggest dkat kite mane nk letak balance bende deco ni smue.kalau kakak tak tau tkpe, ckp tak tau atau diam saje.lebih afdhal.kite sama2 melayu(walaupun aku bukan 100% melayu)dan saye rase adab itu penting ye''*dgn muke mak enon*
OR
2)minahrep mode.
''eh aku cakap ngan kau ke minah??tk kan?aku tanye kau baik2 jawab ah baik2.lu jgn biken darah wa UP eh.lu jgn biadap ngan wa ah.tktau lu diam sua eh sbelom wa sumbat lu punya mulot dgn roti yg lu jual ah.wa rembat lu baru tau.tunggu lu abis keje pat luar ah.ramai ni abang2 aku!''*muke minahrep binget kening naik*
OR
3)english mean girls series.
''Like hello??*flick hair*am i talking to you???are you the superior here?firsTly I AM NOT the designer. im just here to supervise their work,and i jolly well know how to decorate your run down cafe BUT ofcos it will look disgusting having my gorgeous sparkling centrepieces to stand side by side with your BREAD and BUNS.grOSS.so yeah.btw, i dun think you suit to be in our line, cos you are needed here more.you suits selling the buns heh.tyvm*twist and flick hair*come on broS,let's go!just leave the stuff there cos they can decorate it themselves and I'M SURE THEY WILL DO A GREAT JOB''
firstly i am not the designer.yes i did come to view the shop a week ago but i went with the designer, a china girl.i have no issue with her or whatsoever but whenever she wants to talk to me,or i am the one who wanted to talk but we seems not to understand each other.cos she ain't speaking any english.so when we had the discussion what to put for the deco for the shops,we seem to have quite a bit of miscommunication i guess.so yeah.
end and enuff of makcikc/kakak story!
and i went to the next outlet which is also giving me and my brotherS big problem cos that pinoy Manager seems wanted everything to be well perfect clean,after adjusting afew times,i began to give up and give this fuck up look.and he was like...''i....thinnnkk''*giving me this weird look,like smirk but not smirk, just undescripable look la kan,''that oNe Rrright''*pekat accent*...den the abang (bhaiya's supervisor) was like ''eh dia nk MENGGATAL DGN KAU''and i was like *giving WHAT and tkle accept look*i flick my tied hair*ya it sounds weird but i had to flick on something anyway,and walk off hands resting on the abang's shoulder(like jantan buddy)if you get what i mean.and walk off tragicly oh and not to forget,saying''OKAY THANKS i think thats all for today'' leaving that pinoy ALL alone to do self entertainment.
i swear i cant accept all that from PEOPLE.can i just live with humans.Humans have feelings.well at least balance number of EQ and IQ.People have corrupted and polluted thinking and minds.Well, i prefer to be like Jane living in jungle with Tarzan and lead a simple life.
and most of my friends and family members, relatives says that its part and parcel of working life.oh puhleasseee don't tell me all those craps cos i'm not new to working world.i have been ever since i was like,17 or maybe 16.since i had my first job.so this working environment is not something new for me anymore definately.seriously gimme a break will you?
~~angry buurd~
two beetchy aunties/sister(age about late 30s) have offended me this week.Like seriously testing my patience.
today, when i wanna purchase my lunch,it was quit of a queue and when its my turn i quickly ordered mine and thats it.then the auntie was asking me whether i wanted some curry gravy.I accidently said ''ah k'' den i was like ''Eh no,sorrrrry''.then this makcik was like ''TADI KATE NK,DAH LETAK TKNK PULAK,ALAMAKKKK''tragic mode,glancing at the long queue behind me *rolling my eyes* ''AH TKYA NANGIS AH CIK.dah ah sudah dah letak nvm,i''ll EAT''.im not a fussy customer.since you pour it ill take it,its not as if im gonna ask you to change for me or WHAT RIGHT??.OMG.dun be so drama can makcik?!
NExt,
two days ago,i was suppose to send the christmas deco with the banglas(my brothers i called them,sounds better right) so ya.so upon arriving at this particular cafe at Taka,i inform them about the decoration thats gonna take place there at that time,however, the kakak in charge was saying they are still having business so we have to come back later.i told my brothers,that was fine as we can do the other place nearby there first while waiting.Brothers and I went out mcm case group nk rembat org.and aku la chip dia kan.LOL.
an hour later we come back,another kakak whom is part of the crew.waitress/server was looking at me/or glancing towards me unhappily.Like i owe her 10 buckets of mangoes ytd.after decorating the front part,i ask them nicely,politely,sweet as honey it is; ''kak, where to put the rest of the deco bende ni eh?any idea?''*smiling*well i definately was asking the other kakak, the one wearing black shirt since she's the superior.however this kakak (crew) was answering KPOly *if there's such word* looking at my brotherS (cos definately don't have the tetek to look at me) ''Put THAT SIDE la,NEXT TIME I CAN WORK AT YOUR COMPANY BE DESIGNER AH EH.''*with her rude anggEK FACE*and that particular day, i was sick.so its either i show the real bad side of me,debating properly or i cant be bothered show her that i dun understand her sarcasm(looks like im retard)so i chose to be the second one dat day.i kept mum and laugh it off HAPPILY.LIKE hahahahhahaha.then i guess she must be like What?im being sarcastic and you just laugh it off??den what i shud do right?sorreh your sarcasm dosen't take any effect on me.and if i were to debate,im sure she's gonna say sorry SINCERELY sorry by the end of the day.cos this is what I will be saying,
1) in malay sopan sophiscated mode:
''maaf kate la kak (slalu aku dgr makcik pat tv ckp) saye tanye dgn baik,kak tolong la jawab dgn baik.saye tk niat pon nk gado ke ape dgn kakak and saye hormat kak sebagai the in people working here,jadi tahu tempat ni macamane so boleh suggest dkat kite mane nk letak balance bende deco ni smue.kalau kakak tak tau tkpe, ckp tak tau atau diam saje.lebih afdhal.kite sama2 melayu(walaupun aku bukan 100% melayu)dan saye rase adab itu penting ye''*dgn muke mak enon*
OR
2)minahrep mode.
''eh aku cakap ngan kau ke minah??tk kan?aku tanye kau baik2 jawab ah baik2.lu jgn biken darah wa UP eh.lu jgn biadap ngan wa ah.tktau lu diam sua eh sbelom wa sumbat lu punya mulot dgn roti yg lu jual ah.wa rembat lu baru tau.tunggu lu abis keje pat luar ah.ramai ni abang2 aku!''*muke minahrep binget kening naik*
OR
3)english mean girls series.
''Like hello??*flick hair*am i talking to you???are you the superior here?firsTly I AM NOT the designer. im just here to supervise their work,and i jolly well know how to decorate your run down cafe BUT ofcos it will look disgusting having my gorgeous sparkling centrepieces to stand side by side with your BREAD and BUNS.grOSS.so yeah.btw, i dun think you suit to be in our line, cos you are needed here more.you suits selling the buns heh.tyvm*twist and flick hair*come on broS,let's go!just leave the stuff there cos they can decorate it themselves and I'M SURE THEY WILL DO A GREAT JOB''
firstly i am not the designer.yes i did come to view the shop a week ago but i went with the designer, a china girl.i have no issue with her or whatsoever but whenever she wants to talk to me,or i am the one who wanted to talk but we seems not to understand each other.cos she ain't speaking any english.so when we had the discussion what to put for the deco for the shops,we seem to have quite a bit of miscommunication i guess.so yeah.
end and enuff of makcikc/kakak story!
and i went to the next outlet which is also giving me and my brotherS big problem cos that pinoy Manager seems wanted everything to be well perfect clean,after adjusting afew times,i began to give up and give this fuck up look.and he was like...''i....thinnnkk''*giving me this weird look,like smirk but not smirk, just undescripable look la kan,''that oNe Rrright''*pekat accent*...den the abang (bhaiya's supervisor) was like ''eh dia nk MENGGATAL DGN KAU''and i was like *giving WHAT and tkle accept look*i flick my tied hair*ya it sounds weird but i had to flick on something anyway,and walk off hands resting on the abang's shoulder(like jantan buddy)if you get what i mean.and walk off tragicly oh and not to forget,saying''OKAY THANKS i think thats all for today'' leaving that pinoy ALL alone to do self entertainment.
i swear i cant accept all that from PEOPLE.can i just live with humans.Humans have feelings.well at least balance number of EQ and IQ.People have corrupted and polluted thinking and minds.Well, i prefer to be like Jane living in jungle with Tarzan and lead a simple life.
and most of my friends and family members, relatives says that its part and parcel of working life.oh puhleasseee don't tell me all those craps cos i'm not new to working world.i have been ever since i was like,17 or maybe 16.since i had my first job.so this working environment is not something new for me anymore definately.seriously gimme a break will you?
~~angry buurd~
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
Smiley Spain
Good Afternoon Ladies & Gentlemen, today our topic is about,FOod.
lunch. well i have like 4 pcs of sushi left now.don't feel like eating anymore though.
HAPPY BELATED BDAE DAD!*big hug &kiss*grandad and the two ANNOYING grandchildren that were about to run off, not wanting to take picture.
the two cuzzins: bagus la tu satu dudok macam nk kawin, lagi satu dudok dgn senyuman gatal.
she's always showing this ángry' face whenever she look at me.WHAT DID I DO TO YOU?!
Love you kids.to the max.I adore you both.and will always be your annoying aunty that plays with you guys regardless of rain or shine.how tragic that sounds heh.
xoxo;
By Your Lovely Jijah.
Thursday, December 8, 2011
WinterSeasonCollection
Good Morning ladies & Gentleman,Boy & Girls,
Welcome back to Fashion bitchy news with me,Fieza Fenandez here.All I wanted to do is comment on the clothings in stores all over Singapore right now.Enuff of the winter coats & thick wolly sweaters plus that bubble jackets.I get it that some of you might wanna travel to colder countries or icicle countries that temperatures might drop to as low as 5 deg celcius and you can freeze to death but hello,NOT all of us are travelling right??so why will we need alot of them. That is why I can say our country is like copying almost everything from the West.In terms of style that is thus we have no choice but to simply don on all those fashionwear.OMG.but ofcos we dun right?so left with all those not so needed shirts and shorts.however, I'm in love with those bright colours stuff that is in right now,and when you mix & match nicely and approriately,you will get something like this:
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| Bright & Bold shows that you are sophiscated but at the same time looking funky. |
anyways, I can't be an office girl cos 2h sitting and typing makes my shoulders strain.gorgeously pain.
10 ridiculous fact about fieza:
-loves to shop but hates spending money
-loves nature waterfall,jungle,natural habitat.
-loves to watch all the animal shows;animal planet,discovery channel,BBC Knowledge,but dislike to hands- on on all those living creatures.
-loves to travel but always cashless
-loves to talk alot but at times just prefer to shut the hell up
-loves to debate and will always or 99% win in the arguments
-loves to draw and write but hates her drawings and handwriting
-loves hydrangeas & tulips (random facts on flowers) but totally dislike roses and BABY'S breath
-loves to be part of any form of volunteer work like the mercy relief but never had the chance to go
-loves to buy clothes but always had nothing to wear
-loves to wear sneakers but not sandals
-loves to wear shoes but not wash them and once or maybe quite a number of times got warningS from this particular friend of mine whose so observant of my shoes; ''KAU TKTAU NK CUCI KASOT KAU EH??HITAM PE.KAU JGN SAMPAI AKU SENTAL KASOT KAU!''*prangai mak2*
-loves to clean the house; sweep,mop *sounds like a potential maid* but not everyday basis of ofcos.
and enuff about the lovessss.
I am so boreeed & tired of waiting now,I have work to do, but don't know how to begin seriously.
Almost 12 noon.Lunch i supposed.
& heard from nani that there is like free STARBUCKS drink between 5-7 today.how nice!can i be one of them queuing?hehe.conferm lotsa ppl in the queue!hmph.and i asked her so what do i do upon reaching the counter?should i say something like this?:can i get one FREE drink?*should i emphasize the word free just in case the cashier didnt hear me and was thinking that FRee is some kind of a drink name??and that i have to repeat saying FREE drink again?i mean rather once loud and precise than having to repeat again right?how embarrased can that be.tsk
Be Right Back.(if i find like blogging again)
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
welcome back,
its been some time since i last blog.its DECEMBER.yeah!i love this month and always looking forward to this month every year.yeah am mad i know,but i just wanna leave the unhappy past that happens to me heh.period.
i blog today for the sake of killing time till 6.10 more minutes till 6.work done.nothing much to do.so yeah here i am.
5 fun/random facts about me (those who care):
1) I love to see/watch weddings; preparations,deco,dress from magazines,based from reality,from websites,fashion designer blogs,bla bla bla and the list goes on and these will make me either smile kerekly or make my mouth drop 30cm down.
2) I love to listen to real life stories,NOT THE OLD FOLKS story so stop neneks and daoks dun ever tell me your life story.I love to listen to stories on how they fight to live,survive for others,sacrifices made,the journey that brings them to the truth path of light.The story of reverts.
3) I love ice-cream which i jolly piglet well know that its going to make my pants stretch 30cm wider.who cares?!
4) I love my mum.and dad.don't relly know whats life without them.
5)I love the Creator of the universe, I credit my my whole life to HIM.thanks ALLAH.
bye!6pm sharp
its been some time since i last blog.its DECEMBER.yeah!i love this month and always looking forward to this month every year.yeah am mad i know,but i just wanna leave the unhappy past that happens to me heh.period.
i blog today for the sake of killing time till 6.10 more minutes till 6.work done.nothing much to do.so yeah here i am.
5 fun/random facts about me (those who care):
1) I love to see/watch weddings; preparations,deco,dress from magazines,based from reality,from websites,fashion designer blogs,bla bla bla and the list goes on and these will make me either smile kerekly or make my mouth drop 30cm down.
2) I love to listen to real life stories,NOT THE OLD FOLKS story so stop neneks and daoks dun ever tell me your life story.I love to listen to stories on how they fight to live,survive for others,sacrifices made,the journey that brings them to the truth path of light.The story of reverts.
3) I love ice-cream which i jolly piglet well know that its going to make my pants stretch 30cm wider.who cares?!
4) I love my mum.and dad.don't relly know whats life without them.
5)I love the Creator of the universe, I credit my my whole life to HIM.thanks ALLAH.
bye!6pm sharp
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