rich dudes ARE snobbish (mostly,so tkmo emotional)

i personally think all rich breds are fuck up having snobbish attitude.sialan betol.got a call and this admin staff was asking me to pass short note to be sign by one of the director of the company.so me and my semangat look,since dah tkde keje nk buat,so semangat la kn take the form down waiting for that fucker to come.then upon arriving at the hotel basement, i couldn't recognised that fucker's face.pls la org dia muke smue same.but saw this car and two guys, inside as if waiting for someone.i wanted to approach.but the driver(fucker)didn't look at me.onli the guy next to him like keep looking at me.so i didn't suspect anything la..i thought maybe they are waiting for someone else.and the fact that they didn't wind down the window,so i just keep on waiting.while waiting,yelah my hair like sumpah terrible state,so sempat re-tie,clip jap.HAHA.den d more this guy keep staring at me.and went he finally wind down,for a minute i was blurr?like wanna approach or not.i scared that i might get the wrong person??like got some stranger's signature for an important document or the document got snatch??(bnyk sgt tgk drama tragic)den..i got the freaking initiative to walk to the car and yes it is him!
F***er: WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?!!(STUCK UP FACE)
i seriously feel like punching his face la.suar.you could have just like call out for me knowing that i am the gurl you are waiting for.FUCK OFF.how am i suppose to know its you??the last time i saw your face was on my third day of work i think?so long ago.and its not as if you are famous like MJ or what that people recognised your face!freak.becos  of you,i had to mumble to myself after that cursing you and without realising,some freaks noticed what i'm doing.F.so embarassed.*blushing*

chipette just talked to me.was abt 4 minutes 25sec ago: ''wah u so good ah!nothing to do,i tired sia sit in front of com do drawings'' (bitchy luk abit plus wtf)

fuck ur own ex bf balls   was that for real??you could have just be straightforward with me if you say i do nth!dun have to be such a bitch to be sarcastic wif those nyonya luk of urs.(though she's about my age,maybe a year older?my senior duh) that day this chipette was so super kpo.CAN I SEE UR PROGRESS REPORT?i gave this bitchy look of mine was like ''WHAT?''why are you so fucking kpo wanna see all that??oh pls u are not my boss or what??i suspected they always bitch behind my back.FUCK UR OWN DICK(if you have okay chipette.)opps chipette is a female.then..too bad.

i love this look.wish could carry off this look.simple but chic right!

*opps sidetrack jap*

THE bloody company got no work?like for me?so how am i suppose to WORK?U TELL ME WHAT TO DO LA.i've been like begging for work every hour u noe...LIKE' ''ANYTHING to do??'' they will be like..ah eh oh...wait ah...SO AM I SUPPOSE TO LIKE TAG BEHIND UR BACK?? U THINK SITTING HERE AT  THE COM FOR ALMOST 9H IS GOOD???!!i've log in,log out fb,talk chat watever at msn,blog,sightseeing blog.blogshop,google all the things in the world,(almost all that i  need to now for now)watch all the fashion walks online.celebrities gossips(paparazzi jap),lepak wif the banglaS at store,(okay tebiat jap)cos i need to take pictures of the stuffs dere okay*trying to clear the air*lepak wif ahbeng at the back valley downstairs,(tu pon aku buat kawan.belom buat kwn ngan mats and minahs pat situ)...EVERYTHING

SO chipette if you wish to be me so much,you are most welcome.MY life in OFFICE isn't as interesting as what you caRved it out to be.FUCK URSELF CHIPETTE.

P.S:I'VE REALISD MY BLOG IS NOT COLOURFUL and pictureLESS.I'LL shall update with more fancy photoS next entry i hope (wif my darling lappy at home). and i think i sprained my shoulder or sumthing.some fucker just push me and my helmet in train.(yes i have to travel with helmet today and you dun wanna noe the reason why)i feel so malu cos everytyme when stranger brings a helmet and takes public transport, i'll be like?where's ur bike dude??HOho.

niwaes,when aspa talk abt shoes(heels or wedge to be specific) i realised i neve buy one for so lonG.it was long LONG ago when i last bought new pair!!(muke pakai sneakers,pumps,slippers) i'll try get it b4 my next clubbing i hope + +
LOve this one! (from pull and bear i think?)

i swear i hate telephone operating line.as in when u call for enquires on sumthing,SOME fuck machine operator answer your call and put u on hold for like 10mins wif some stupid music background which so tk perlu.CB la.been trying to get thru for fucking long la seh.morning i called for 4 times.called again during luchtime.(OKAY MY LUNCHTIME,NOT THE NORMAL ONEs,ABOUT 2Plus i guess)again no ans.3 plus no ans??!!AGAIN?stupid machine just keep asking u to ''FOR ENGLISH LANGUAGE,PRESS 1,FOR MANDARIN PRESS 2..''fuck ur own balls. after that wait long2 and no one will answer ur phone.i have to called two places for enquiries and both although totally different company seems to have that same problem of not answering phone!!FUCK LA is singapore so busy until no one can answer a simple call which takes 1 minute of ur tyme to ans my question la!!!

And now i can fucking remember what number to press for different location'' FOR PARIS PRESS 1,FOR LONDON PRESS 2''(examples only)ITS SO FRUSTRATING AH.and trust me to even blog about it!cos i noe some ppl out dere might have the same annoyance abt this besides me -.- CAN U PLS DUN PUT ME ON HOLD AGAIN TO A LIFELESS PERSON A.K.A TELEPHONE OPERATOR!!!!!

i dunno why im such a failure.booo.i had wanted it so much.so much.the first tyme it didn't hit me that much..or maybe just becos i had wanted it badly now...afraid that i might not make it..the day b4 i couldn't sleep well okay...like so rare nowadaes..kau kasi aku bantal mane2 aku boleh bum..yes even tepi jalan...dere was once i was sitting at d kerb with sumbody,i fell asleep at d pole.ter doze off la...was unintentional..

i felt like jumping off the track just now..like suddenly got the urge to la..but my anonymous member told me not to..(naseb ade org tahan if not masok paper besok)b4 dat i've like kick & scratch some property which dosen't belong to me definitely.i think i'm going crazy..like d impact was damn huge when i failed like again.2nd time.eish.yes maybe others thot mcm ape je la ni minah.okay pompan.skit pon nk bunoh diri.its not only becos of these la kan.not some childish budak kay..got some other matter which i dun need to tell the world definitely..

i can't face my dad seh today..like he's been hoping for me to pass la.obviously who dun want..he extra special treatment to me lately?cos i noe he wanted me to pass today.becos obviously he dun have to spend money unecessarily on me?usuali i'm mad at people but today i think im super mad at myself.for being so stupid and blurr. god gave me d best tester (the one who will give u chance after a minor mistake)but i didn't use it well,thus again another telor busok in my record.but got this particular c**(i dun like this word nimore) plus the mamat inside laughing at me when i made that stupid mistake.aku mcm nk maki je...tapi tidak boleh...kerna ku maseh mahu god help aku.okay ape punye bahase pon aku tktau.but i noe dats the sligtest thing that will land me in hot soup.but that malay tester although with this stern look(all tester are like that duh) but his words after the test are still fresh in my mind.''you keep concentrating on not making mistakes, the more you tend to.your failure is a result of concentrtaing on not making mistakes rather than focusing on moving on'' well i think thats reali reali true cos after that FINAL mistake(mampos nye) i knew straight in mind i cannot make it nimore and den dere i went..bla bla bla,.....just jalan tk ikot arah..aimlessly...kwang3...i feel like crying..but how come no tears...?just dun feel like seeing anyone...and hide in some cave?

chipmunk and the chipette

i just feel like blogging this morning.yes.morning.10am.i noe its too early for me to do so.but can't talk to anyone (most of them left for work/skool) or even still sleeping....z,z (again my own sleeping face)...went to posh toilet just now and feels like staying in dere for good!and not like enter into this hell nimore.okay my attachment work is not that bad afterall...but...

Grand opening to chipmunk and the chipette ( i hope its the right spelling) cos they are here today.yes 1st April.mati mati nk masok nari.mcm HALO, this wik left wif today onli since tmr is a PH.why not make it on mon skali??haiz. the thot of they coming aje dah make me dun wanna go work today.dragging myself outta bed to work..-.-

yg last two people tu...''chipmunk and chipette''

start aje dah kene cleaning the fucking dusty office and make space for both of them..they seems to have their own proper desk...aku tercampak satu corNAR sak gang.they have their own office phones...while aku dun hap.okay not a big deal of having phones.but mcm aku segregated gitu.just because i'm an attachy and not permanent staff kape...dulu pon si chipette (called her that due to her screeching laughter at tymes) attachment pat sini pe??skrg pangkat dah up skit!tapi i dunno i just feel no sense of belonging here...(prangai literature buku dulu) SENSE OF BELONGING..i swear dat book is freaking nice!u should buy it ah.promote jap.sidetrack jap...btw,chipmunk pakai sleeveless top oi.ngan some vest yg tk perlu.mcm dia nk gy mane??she look mcm she's going to orchard jalan2 seh...orchard seh...okay town la..-.-

boss pulak kalau tgk aku semcm je...mcm anytyme dia suroh aku belah ah...LOL.ytd,the old man at my work, according to them, not productive in working, kene kick out officially. i wanna say i pity him, tk jugak cos he's sleeping and watching FHM ONLINE BABE!HAHA.tapi kan mcm aku rase naseb aku pon mcm tu...eh choy!insyallah tak...itu kerana aku buat keje okay!dah jadi gelap skit...tapi mcm tkla WOW sgt work aku...and now,ade ke dia amek cupboard aku skali?not aku nye la..but under my desk,den si pompan corNAR china ni,''ah gurl(me) no need cupboard la''sial.ngan muke tk bersalah lagi.okay aku igt muke kau nanti dah 6mth aku rembat kau pat luar.HAHA.hmm...i dunno.i type mostly in malay cos im in office, people  passby so kalau ternampak,mampos aku jugak hari ini.HAHA.

I REALI MISH MY SKOOL BFF SYARAFINA SHARIFF!LOL.she told me ''aku takde mood nk gi skolah coming apr ni lagi''HAHA.yeah man.i cant wait for aug!abis ni bende...but at the same tyme...masok skolah balek will be damn giler sorg2 w/o my crap mates cos their turn to go attachment...-.- i make sure i hug SYARA later when i see her upon submitting my report in skool!HAHA.(prangai siao char bo)