busy days ahead...(mcm paham)

yes!its friday!TGIF.ohmygawd can't believe that the days are getting shorter nowadays eh!(makcik mode) seriously i think ive just like...dragged to work dat dae cos its monday....and now....its fri coming wikend...maybe becos i'm so busy wif all the plans...and as my mom said...''bz nah kau ni...tk abis2...dulu tk jarang pat rumah...skrg lagi terok prangai...'' HAHA.i kinda imitate her look at the back w/o her realising that...okay what a daughter am i...

ya its quite true...i make my house like a hotel now.chk in to just sleep.sometimes don't even go back bz ton-ing and lepaki-ing outside.haha.i almost finish cleaning up my pay...not even half a mth now...had lotsa fun though gg out with different people each day...the latest was ytd wif my cuzS..had fun though.i just hope they won't upload my stupid face on fb and tagged me..realli i dun wish to have the award winning title for the most sloppy girl...cos i hate cameras now...okay la not hate but dislike taking photos becos im NOT like d models in ads what...(LSE moment)

last wikend/this week itinerary: achieved(A)/intend to..

saturday: chalet(A)
sunday: chalet (A)
monday: went shopping with bff.bought quite some stuff till late night.(A)yeah!
tuesday: lepak with  the JAC till late night.(A)
wednesday: bought shoes plus hang out with members till almost dawn.(A)
thursday: outing wif cuzS.(A)
fri: going to mit the peeps and lepak till dawn/ton
saturday: maybe going club/ mit SB (WHICH IS UNLIKELY) 
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sunday: booked by peeps!

AND MON..i wish dat day doesn't exist...cos there's more to just being mon blues...im just scared and kinda pressurized thinking of that day...im reali scared...dear god,pls help me to go thru this day...

so look.that's the conclusion as to why my dad disagree of me step out from home...cos the moment i step out..i sometimes kinda 4get where my house is...HAHA.

its fine.cos at least i dun have to bear and put up wif TS.if aspa has TM,i have TS.HAHA.figure it out ppl!
niwaes,i'll promise to myself i shall be a good girl,lady,daughter in future...especially during the holy mth okay mom???(nodding repeatedly)

okay next up!(beaming with light) i would like to intro u.....
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i like the style though,but i'm more at looking their models!kinda sweet poses..(wishing i could be that)HAHA.

 

 

EMma watson is so hot and adorable no more.she's grown up eh!

 

agyness deyn.loves her body structure.

and my all time favourite....

CHANEL IMAN.

(apart from GEMMA WARD duh..)

 

Lastly,i wanted to have this baby-G watch for so longgg....so long i've been longing it.......(apart from my

kate spade purse)

bitch.boss entered.and he just hate me so much.i know.i think he's racist.i know.he just kinda RAWR at me again.almost 12 noon.its okay.lunchtime readi...-____________- btw,he asked me to make a cuppa coffee.i wished i could spike him to death.HAHA (evil laughter)

excited mood ^ ^

THE YOGHURT IS SUPER NICE.I LOVE IT.but its kinda wrong choice of toppings.cause its more like...i dunnou how to describe it.so please try yourself original yoghurt flavour plus fruity pebbles...erR....

okay back wif some photos...at last ya i know...have been bitchy these few days with all the wordS posts 

-___- oh don't blame me please.as for now, i try to type properly.proper english...no short form...(as somebody just requested when i'm texting) ''you boleh tak jangan pakai banyak sangat short form''' eh suke hati aku la kan??

can i make a confession??? i kinda hate taking photos now...HAHA.LSE.it always turn out rubbish. its either we haven't really pose or blurR face.(parkinson hand)

look,since i got gastric ytd, plus abit today...i decided and craving for a simple,decent plus lame meal.if i say it out,i know people will look at me,stare at me in the weirdest way ever....im craving for porridge! yes chicken porridge to be exact...with button mushrooms.HOW NICE...

but this fucking marina square,do not have even one!i mean...HALAL PORRIDGE!how cruel ah...-___- look,its already difficult to get halal food here...i mean proper hawker halal food (not fastfood and restaurants like swensen bla bla) how annoying.

went to suntec as told by my colleague.according to him there is like halal food maybe there...chk2.NO.it was full house of cinz.ohmy.stress aku..-_-

in the end...7 eleven microwave food is the last thing i grab.since i kinda hate fastfood now.except for popeye...(and dont know whether its considered fastfood)...whatever.

this is what i have for lunch...how annoying i know.some people will be like...for this amount of money you can have proper meal like qiji....BUT I AM TIRED OF QIJI.haha.

the bread was super hard like stone.sial.com/7elevensandwich...but i love the drink!!okbye.

you know what...i can be the second aisyah..or....bear...cos im going to post pictures of my nephew again.but the difference is...i posted it up cos thats the only picture i take in my phone...or maybe thruout this week...-___- i don't like taking pictures nimore.HAHA.

before my entrance,happy looking boy.he was entertaining my sis with the hairdryer(his fav. toy) with his specialise sound effect.(looking at his mouth).

after my entrance,I the evil monster,shouted at him for taking my HAIRDRYER ...HAHA.(he was in total shocked plus trauma) just look at his gonna cry face (captured by sis)

I LOVE YTD's shopping wif bff!was damn good!we had a whale of tyme shopping plus gossiping!(bimbo moment)and....i have been swiping my card as if money drop from the sky!(okay once in a blue moon)...no la...once a mth...hehe.wanted to meet the JAC today...a.k.a my children..HAHA.

IM IN PAIN !!! *groaning* (great one indeed)

know what?its monday.how annoying can that be.trust me i dun like it.early morning have to rush back to school send the report.den to office.was late.whats new?otw to school,such an embarrasing thing have to take place.in the train.what a place.F.as it was raining this morning,got the ella to work duh.so after using dump it in thye bag.yes i know.im a messy girl.aniwae,the was a trail of water dripping from my bag and as a result it looks kinda my pee-ing my way thru.HAHA.i quite realised that somehow.like water dripping from my bag and wet the socks.i couldn't be bothered.was so much into music and was more of wanting this moment to over soon,be in school asap,hoping that its not late to work.then this girl and the mum,just have to spot it.saw them having intense conversation.then last part they were looking at me.no,not me.my bottom.no no.i mean bag to be exact.in my mind was like ?????

this girl;was sitting infront of me then was like talking to me...???(i couldnt hear anything as my music was FULL blast)so decided to like take it off'and like huh???the girl: i think your bag (eyes on my bag) is dripping???other commuters were gazing at my bag???okay what kinda english was that? but i somehow figure it way out.and responded :huh?isit?serious?*hands all over my bag*HOW SICK IS That?(OKAY WHAT WAS THAT FOR) pls fieza,she's not gonna lie to you rite?we are strangers duh.HAHA.,,,ONE MINUTE LTR,fieza: OHHH.okay thanks.(all the way thru after that smiling to myself like i'm an idiot) chk2,it was my water bottle,the cap was freaking loose,so ya drip out and flooded the bag.wet my attendance list,my school paper.F.lucky my report was in my hand.

im so embarrased that w/o thinking much,log in to fb and update my status.(trying to avoid further glances to the girl and her mum)HAHok wtv,hope i never mit them again.btw, thanks.but then again you could have just dun bother abt it.cos it dosent make much different.the water from my bag still dripping.....damn.PORK AGAIN (looking at the pantry table) HOW GROSS.PLS I DUN WANNA HAVE SWINE FLU YA PPL.(disgusted face)

and now i have a terrible stomach pain.like freaking pain.gastric is back.how annoying.just pop in a tablet hoping that miracle might happen.(the ppl here think im joking or what) i dun pretend to be sick cos i am already sick of this place -______-

human rights?

can i just say i hate humans now?its FUCking annoying ah ppl are such hypocrites.like super hypocrites.i just think what asfa said was true.damn true.i kinda be like her.hate human relationship now.just wanna be alone.in deserted island.but trust me,i'm not gonna be totally like her cos i dun really fancy animals.but pls,i dun abuse them either.i just stayed away from them.dats all bro -_-

humans just simply go on biting their own words.i didn't responded to that Fucking BITCH's 'conversation' wif me.you can call me lazy pig,ignorant bimbo or what.which i'm totally not.pls do Fuck urself kay.its becos of you two idiots that i have to land up with no WORK.freaking slack wif nth to do at times,oh well some of you may find it WOW.best pe.trust me.when(jap bukak watch)okay lame.tu pon nk blang.niwaes,ya,when u freaking spend the whole day counting down the hours which neveR end when u do.it sux big tyme -___-btw,i'm having an apple while typing this entry.okay i noe,who cares right?okbye.

i think i wanna declare myself a vegetarian.becos i fancy vegs and fruits alot now.not that last time i dun.its just i really really love it.okay who cares?dun need meat that much cos i think i'm too much of it.babat alot.LSE.oh well,i know you have a GOOD body unlike me.fine.fair enuff.

back about human thingy.i dun like people around my house?okay except for me,mum,dad.happy family.done.i dun welcome others nowadaes.im kinda sick and tired having to live and always prioritise others needs.can you just for once think of my needs?for freaking dinosaur years i've been tolerating all your craps and i simply just wanted to declare myself the only child in the family.yes.i dun include you and you (if you noe who i'm referring to) as part of my family nimore -____- how sad.i know.i just can't help it but to think that way.i'm just kinda scared that once you are married you tend to be different person.why must it be that way?why is it you guys must changed instantly?like it means nth to you to 4get all the memories you had with people around you?HOW SAD.

i used to accompany you play soccer and got all the bruises as a result plus nagging session from mum and dad.i didn't really mind.you used to freaking dote and over-protective towards me.i might 'hate' it in a way but i do appreciate the warmth and comfort you gave me.you used to even not get sick and tired of chatty me.oh well,its freaking different now.i cant even have a proper conversation with you now.to be put in a blunt way,I FUCKING DON'T EVEN TALK TO YOU.i know i'm emotional for now.i really hate this feeling.maybe thats becos you choose the wrong  life partner.i swear.if it was someone else.i still could have proper conversation with you perhaps?*P.S im not talking abt the person,love of my life or what?i'm referring to a person who has BLOOD ties wif me*

as for the other person,i kinda neglected you in a way.cos i've spent enuff of my time with person A.maybe if only i sepnd time with you,i could have fancied dolls like you do.ok wtv.fine fair enuff.i never really had time spent wisely with you.okay i did not until i did 'tansform' to be a proper girl.(prangai tomboy).only after the age of fourteen i can hold up a proper conversation with you about dressing styles and other girl stuff.and if you wanna stay in my parents house, can you simply do me a favour? just fucking shut up and just let whatever things stay untouched?is that a difficult request?its simple isn't it?i dun think its that bad of a request.so up to you to think and choose.if it prolongs and you come up with all the nosensical things,i swear i'm gonna pack my luggage and off to some place,anywhere will be fine.i'm sick and tired of these.becos of you,everyday this week i just purposely make myself fucking busy.outing after work is a must;lepak,window shop,shop and now i have to start my runs back.i think its betta than looking at your face.i have nth to say abt you coming back my place cos its not MY house.i dun pay it?its dad and mum's.so ya.its up to you to come just and when you wanted it,but ya,cos of you i kinda suffer again.no privacy at all.trust me,you try be me.having to endure all this piece of shit.
~i'm back from some walk just now~OK.i've been like deliverywoman of late.niwaes that bloody idiot wanted to bring along me for a meeting according to him,and now he just left without me?Fuck yourself.this is what i meant.always stranded with nth to do,when there's work,its not really important ,some shit work for me just for the sake to keep my time out.speechless at times.like HALO?am i invisible to you???only you have the answer.and trust me,the answer is so obvious and hurtful.so i betta not hear it.it just adds to my misery now.and some idiot thinks what am i?a machine-like counsellor?whereby its not living and not tired of you complaining?people whom i dun even really see or even know you and you know looking for me to whine about ur life misery?can we exchange shoes?only then you know what is it being ME.

FRENS=having to share the good and bad times.but when some simply shared the bad times?is that FRENSHIP?i had enuff of it.look, i'm just gonna erase you from my dictionary.I seem to develop this syndrome of talking to pets(namely cats and fishes) by myself.the feeling is great.they can't answer back right?they just look at you and wonder WHAT IN THE WORLD THIS BITCH's TALKING ABT.and all those cats at the void deck seems not to be SCARED of me nimore?cos i tend to run away upon seeing them and they too run.wow.stupid of me.bitch.conclusion is,the more i know about human and learn them scientificallly, the more i felt digusted.disgusting living creatures.I NEED A BREAK.timechk:450pm.how sucky another about 1h 10mins to go.DORAEMOn show has ended.that's my only entertainment here for this week.damn damn lame -___- pls entertain me sombody.

minah bunga.

i know.i don't really like girl stuff.okay fair enuff.but i like these colour combination! and the soft pink flowers.HOW lovely!..*happy mode*

and the rest, some of which i help the florists do the arrangements...was forced to do.no choice duh..

 

Lastly,lemme highlight this little monster whom always destroy my peace every saturday.*well,dats the reason i dun like to be at home on saturdays,(finding faults to be out at nite -___-)*

 

AIman the pampered Little Monster!! (okla,actuali i LOVE him) *paedophile*

Here's the video of Little Monster trying to turn a good boy by praying, or trying out to pray.

Aiman the Monster Part One!

Aiman the Monster Part Two!

and last confession, i dun like to watch movies anymore.as in at cinemas.i've kinda lost interest in it.cos, 20%watch but mind sumwhere else,10% fidget non-stop cos can't seem to sit long hours,10% watch intensely and like..okay..15% listen to other ppl convo arnd( i noe kpo me) or me laughing at some idiots (other ppl's) SNORTING  after laughing so hard at times(some comedy) and the last 45%.....zzZZzzz (memang aku nk kene rembat)

that's all for these week folks!