hazzzy,cold day!

Dear diary,

you know what?i like the weather today!last weekend was great one though,went out with the poly mates have dinner at NABIN'S!awesome!(still waiting for the photos)they(poly mates) like to keep the photos themselves.maybe they keep it,hang it in their rooms for personal view.(like hang around the bedrrom photos of me,stalking me in a way)HAHA.AND I LOVE last friday meetup with BFF.was damn bitchy and whiny mode as usual reporting news for the week.love ya BFF! 

and i swear i hate all bus drivers.fine not all,but literally most of them.i thot i might not be the victim of chasing after bus when its going off soon.but ytd, particularly ytd,ended work late,and i was particularly irritated when i have to use this coins(case card tkde duit) taking trains and buses.so ytd after the train ride back home,as usual i will take feeder bus back home.154 to be exact.you know that bitch bus always do come at long intervals.like 30 minutes after one is gone.i dun like waiting that LONG,like after a tiring day at work?and plus i need to rush home and see the handsome boy.so upon seeing the board for the timing,and it states 7.36pm the next bus is out, and the screen shows 7.35,then i saw this idiot bus coming out, without thinking much,i ran like mad dog,crazy bull chasing after the bus.i think i sprint like the world's best runner,(i know everyone had their eyes on me)and i managed to catchup with the bus.like in my heart was like THANK GOD.but know what,upon reaching two more steps.THE FUCKER APEK DRIVER SLAM THE DOOR CLOSED ON ME!LIKE OKAY??!FUCK OFF.i wave like mad crazy,I bloody know he could have seen me,or at least could have realised or maybe not but NO HE SAW ME OBVIOUSLY HE HAD TO CHECK THE BLINDSPOT.HE JUST WENT OFF LIKE THAT??WTF.and i jolly well know there's passengers in the bus,they were not helping at all!EITHER THEY SAW ME and pretend not to see me?or they were blindly ignoring me??

i swear im not gonna help telling apek(driver) to wait for some idiots chasing the bus(i did that before to people).and after which i was too embarrassed,too much embarassement till i can't afford to wait for the next,and i dun even dare turning my head around revealing my identity to people behind me,i began walking and cursing like a mad girl.my heart was beating fast after the run and i was super thirsty!DAMN YOU APEK.i swear you get it back in a way!

i got lotsa bruises lately,arms legs.my back pain(case mcm org tua).but im scared particularly with my arm bruises.mum said its becos of my late night venturing case balek sampai 6am...opps.i hope its not,and not something out of the box happen to me.like i hope you know what i meant.

i think my life's gonna be -____________- next week.skool STARTs tmr.lotsa long breaks in between.lesson ends late.plus most of my classmates went for their attachment.im left all alone.literally.how cool can that be??and my coming soon weekend gonna be burn with part time job.great.have a nice day fieza.todududu.i think im making my blog like personal diary.IM SORRY.i should get a book(i dun care if its fancy or not)to jot down my diary entries.and not blog about it.LOL.i should restrict  my blog for photos of outings or for thoughts and view on pulic issues and not some personal life issues?(okay im guilty of that lately)hehe.can't help it.oh well, i dun go great details of what i did,do, feel right?or else that's not gonna end.HAHA.but then again if you have read this far,im sure you are a fan of my post right?

SO...CHILL, I WILL BE A BETTA BLOGGER NEXT time!oh btw,just watched 'WHEN IN ROME' just hours ago.out of the blue bought the vcd ytd.ITS A GREAT ROMANTIC MOVIE.quite hilarious though!i loike!and been buying expensive lunch for breaks lately.cos i wanted to avoid FASTFOOD.trying to be healthy and actually im sick of it too!

Dear diary,
i know this post is totally unecessary.but i kinda can't help it but to tell you guys my first gym experience after so long.the last i went was about a year back.or maybe two.so that's the reason why you see fatty bom bom me.HAHA.well i start the runnings now.went to gym just now.its totally kinda weird.as much as i dun wanna report my movements but i gotta tell you this.my fren and i *exercise buddy* were the two giggly girls 'experimenting' the gym equipments and  when we find out something 'new' like how to make the seat shorter(cos  i am but not my fren,oh well),we laughed mcm pompan biol.or worst.the hunkies in the gym were giving us this strange looks.gimme a break okay??like pls sometimes you need to have fun.not like monotonous exercising routine,then again,that explains your body sizeS!HEHE.it was AWESOME OVERALL.i sweat like crazy though in an aircon area so you can see the tremendous job we did!HAHA

I'VE CANCELED one of my mission,craving.the most important one.getting a part time job!i really do hope  i can do well for the first day tmr!i'm like thinking where can i go for break tmr??(break je nak eh)yalah the area i'm working is like where all the high class goods being sold??where can i can cheap drinks and slack at?maybe i spend time walking around the shopping centre like an idiot.HOPE that my feverish feeling go off and my gastric not acting up like ytd!i shall pray hard.hope that this wikend gonna be betta!looking forward to it!love all my best girlfriends!i kinda miss all of you!!!MAR(neve catchup for so long),NANI,UMZ,ASPA,SHAB,SYARA and the list goes on.....

ZoooOoo!

it was an AWESOME trip overall though we were caght in  the rain at the last hours in there.we both had fun though *muke budak2*,since no one wants to entertain us going for this zoo trip,we had to entertain ourselves.& i especially enjoy the boat ride!!i think nani enjoy that too.well,kite dua feeling2 mcm going to some island taking ferry ride.HAHA.& we start babling if only we could go for a holiday to some island surrounded wif water,erm not Singapore for sure!& i think we both took too much of the tram ride since we bought the tix for it,making the full use of it,too much of the tram rides till one of the driver recognised us and we need not produce the tix!HAHA.he was like ''it's okay,i rememer you''LOL.

*both our faces were as red as baboon's butt*

and the hilarious part was we saw the white tigers,doing some lovey dovey act.EWW.it looks kinda digusting and wrong.pls do it in your den,secluded area.even the elephants were doing it after the show.another EWW.sungguh tk senonoh. and i didn't know that animals also do understand human language. the ah mengs clan were busy eating bananas when the the tourist had a 'meetup' live session wif them.one of the ah mengs was facing the other side,then the zookeeper slap his butt ''eh people wanna take photo!'' then he slowly turn around facing us wif his reluctant face.HAHA.den nani & me had sucha wild dream,wishing that we could work there wif the animals.talking to them,feed them,clean them.i think its betta than working wif human beings,well atleast they don't answer back verbally...-________-

& finally we had expensive dinner that night _l_

and i want to go Zoukout 2010!!tiesto is gonna be there.plus david guetta.but the thing is,the tix is f***ing expensive.plus zoukout,gonna be like a mass dance thing,whereby all the sweat shit smell you can think off gonna come up.well normal clubbing i can entertain but when there is a big party,haizzz.all the gatals,retards drunkards gonna be there. but i wanna go!!well,im just gonna dance and enjoy the performance thats all.hope i get green llight to go!i hope sooo.

xoxo

fieza hanz

F1 again...

random update actuali.just felt like babling while charging mp3.i'm super duper tired after entertaining the guests.i hope dad shall not have another ''OPEN HOUSE'' nimore.its fun wif people coming to vist,but ofcos mum having to cook and me having to wash all the crapz was not fun at all.Niwaes,F1 just now was....AWESOME.expected the winner duh.but the thing i couldn't imagine is...HAMILTON was not able to complete it.AWWWW.dah so smangat si Nicole tu amik gambar dia kan b4 the race...suay agaknye take picture b4 race...hehe.nvm Hamilton,its not always good to be a winner,sometimes you just have to feel being a loser(in a good way) i mean,if everyone is a winner...who's gonna be the loser?hee hee.& please dun vent the anger on the steering wheel.poor innocent s.wheel! -____- you shall win in the more upcoming race okay??nvm,you have hot sexy babe to console you tonight ritez?think on the positive side okay.HEHE.congratz to ferrari,F.Alonso! ^ ^

tmr shall be it!hope its gonna happen for real!HAHA.be prepared for accomplice and me to make way to YOU guys!!and what shall i wear tmr???hmm..oh not to forget our RAYBAN shades!HEHE.

xoxo
fieza hanz

zoooom!

cancelled the zoo trip again ytd.like again.tsk.hope that it will come true.soon.very soon.LOL.mcm nk pergi mane je eh?padahal ZOO?okla tu kan.the weather have been not so good lately kan...i'm just afraid that if we go we would be stuck in the rain.with the hippos.with the tigers.with the elephants.you name it.that will be super hilarious right?silap2 aku berendam sbelah hippo.

mum and dad went out for raya outings again today.with the Eman's pa and ma(mamak way of calling).didn't follow them.didn't i said i dun celebrate raya nimore after the second week?yerp so i was excluded.wan and gang raya session is gonna be tmr.i was exempted becos i was sick?HAHA.hmm.hopefully i'm not gonna be REALLY sick.actually i wanna watched F1.LIVE.on TV.hoho.well, its like once in the blue moon you get to see that right?(oh, thats becos i'd love to be like them,girls version)well, maybe i can't drive,but believe me  i can drift.HAHA.

it was a mistake to on FB just now.wanted to help aspa to get jerry's number and stuff.got to chat wif cha(aspa's fren ,so yeah).was about to logoff den decided to make a stupid move.look into his fb account.i kinda dunno why i'm fren wif him nimore.becos he was history.deleted him.and his fren.period.its way betta than blocking people from viewing wall post right?(familiar?)i felt so much better now.like a burden off from my chest.AWESOME.sudddenly,chey suddenly kape.yeah skali this fren of mine.pop.like POP.out chatting wif me,this boy is like a raya boy,why i name him raya boy?cos he always wanted to visit my hommie for raya wif his frens(mostly i know cos its like my pri skool frens, eunos community).aku sumpah tk kuase nk jalan raye bersame lagi eh.he wanted to come for raya.on MON.(act mcm paham,''okay maybe aku ade ah.pape picet " *in the heart was like...RAYE BARU NK CARIK aku?).FREAK.den he step gerek wif me ''kau nak join kite after that?join ah'..'TKNK PULAK??

and my poly mates wanted to jalan raya the coming sat,ARGH!!i just feel like saying NOOOO!!!but i really do miss them.its been sucha long time neve mit them!the reason why i Really dun wanna go...its becos all of them stay in the WEST!ALL.i'm the only freak stays in the EAST.imagine me having to make my way back alone wif baju kurong plus a weekend plus its nearly end of raya next week??i'm in dilemma.HAHA.mcm paham.they can come my house if they want to.i welcome them.its just.i dun wanna join them jalan.thats all.

i wanna do something about my hair.but i dunno what.i'm content wif the length maybe not the texture?-_-
its raining outside right?its good weather to sleep!btw,i'm just sharing this.i'm gonna be auntie to another lil pie soon.november i guess.part of me is excited.cos its gonna be a niece!girl rox!wtv i know.Eman is gonna have cousin.so cute kan.mcm kecik2 dah ade cousin.i dunno but mcm kelakar.part of me is i'm gonna be stressed again.its not as if i'm gonna take care of the niece but they are gonna move in here for 4 MONTHS!cos its like afterbirth,maternity leave thingy.and my sis have been so excited & looking forward about spending her days here.duh its her home,she can't be spending her maternity leaves at her PIL(parents in law) house.cos she have to go for urut and stuff.pfft.why can't they just skip the urut session and stuff??so troublesome.leceh you know!cos wif her around,my life is gonna be hell again.well, i hope not wif newborn around.

raya at nani's!

wif aspa and  her future bro in law....lalalala.

ex-colleague came for food (duh) and celebration.they bought me hamper (so familiar),usually i bought the fruits for the basket.HAHA.and in the hamper there's BOOKS!aww.the uncle still remember me heh.gonna read it soon!i think,i miss them,in a way.

zooooom!

fieza hanz