issues..

morning gorgeous ppl out there,umm,whom are depressed.like me.its been like alot of things happening of late that i don't really have time to like think of myself seriously.and know what,to kill all this depressed and stressed diseases,ive turn myself into a shophaholic.thats not a good sign.i am already one to start of with.added with this additional feelings,my bank accounts are just way suffering.everytime i reach the atm machine,all i can see is a sad pleading face the machine produced,trying to say that they are tired of giving out notes to me.i have the feeling of freezing my cards in one huge ice cube.like the girl did in shophaholic movie.

anyway, the point is, i have kinda achieved my dream in a way of becoming a planner.wedding planner to be exact.not really a planner but more of a wedding interior design kinda thing,but the think is, i am feeling so freaking tired of this job.yes i felt happy at the end of the day like a wedding is done,but the aching that i got,was like triple times compared to the happiness.i am all rounder.i don't mind being one, i rather have things.work to do rather than none.well, thats me.i like to make myself occupied and busy.NOT STEP busy but really busy cos you are paid to work right?

anyways,the problem is,i have been dealing with all these low EQ ppl,and also those with NO manners,whom are sadly to say ppl from service line. all i can say is that they are well pretenders and hypocrites.and all i can say ppl in hotel line is,,,undescripable.don't mind my language here,i just feel like whining.

INCIDENT 1:
i was like tired after the lorry ride from marina to this hotel although its a short trip it feels so looooooong as the driver uncle could'nt speed up as we are like having plants as passengers,so need to handle it with care. so upon reaching the hotel,with the tired haggard looking face and the phone rang...''HELO!!THIS IS FLOWER SHOP RIGHT?!!YOU GUYS NEVE CHANGE THE FLOWERS FOR SO MANY DAYS AND THERE IS NO PROPER SCHEDULE TO CHANGE THE PLANTS OR WHAT  HUH?THERE IS NO SYSTEM TO IT?LAST TIME NOT LIKE THIS AND MY GUEST IS LIKE COMING BY TONIGHT AND HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO GO ON THE EVENT?!CAN YOU PLS GET IT DONE RIGHT AWAY AND NOT LIKE THIS?!WHERE IS THE FLORIST??*all her words are screaming pitching tone and with no full stop*okay gurl,aku no chance to talk or what?''let me inform the florist and get BAK to you okay??*she must be thinking im pinoy*I WANT IT ASAP SO THAT MY EVENT WILL NOT,....'me:okay ill talk to the floRR,....*WANTING TO COntinue*and there she hangs up the phone.HEY TYVM AHHHHH.SO BITCHY LA KAU!

INCIDENT 2:
i was supposed to gave corsages to the groom,and thinking that taking staff lift is betta than guest lift cos i don't wanna get caught,which actually i am free to take any lifts cos am wearing NORMAL CLOTHES not any uniforms or flower shop aprons.anyways, so there was this two gorgeous,opps not so gorgeous actually, they well just look simply sophisticated with their black hotel coats and smart looking buns on their hair with inches of makeup on their faces and they step in the lift with me,and when in the lift this is their convo;

Bimbo 1:Eh fuck,wanna go find her or just go smoke first??
Bimbo 2: Fuck, find her where?
Bimbo 1: Fuck,no need ah find her just go smoke
Bimbo 2: anything ahh fuck,
Bimbo 1: *smirks*
okay guys,thats all your vocabs are?it consist of FUcks??or maybe,they are too depressed cos they can't say bad words outside when meeting guest,so they vent their ''anger'' in staff lift?i feel sad for you guys,cos at first i have the wonderful high class impression of you guys but the moment you open your mouth, its like,''hi can you pls shut ur gap up?? i will deeply appreciate it.tyvm''

INCIDENT 3:
As i was helping the wedding setup,there was the banquet BLack suit ppl i call them the BLACK MAFIAs,cos they were all wearing black coats (got some ranks,like catering manager bla bla)and most of them are tall and big size ppl,so yeah. one of them slightly midget,hehe bt not as midget as me cos everytime when i wanna talk to them (if i have to) i will have to 'look up to them' like OMG.korg ni manusia ke bukan???or was it just me?being midget me?HAHA.ANYWAY THIS GUY WAS LIKE,
''ahhhh,today you look lady like,good!!!wear dress!girl must be like this'*looking at me with a cheeky smile*'' but why wear flats?''me,*rolling my eyes,and producing this insincere smile,'' well, im not a girl what..''he was like ''dia kate dia bukan perempuan??''*talking to the guy on stage.den the guy went like''alamak,wasted ah.....'' then this previous midget guy was like ''mari check ah!'' I WAS LIKE HALO???that is sooOOO,ARE GUYS IN HOTEL LINE JUST LIKE TALK 'DIRTY' STUFF 24H??i mean okay if he just say it like casual type of joking tone but to me,its still not that nice to hear AND LISTEN OKAY.go home and google yourself whether you are still wanted by the MENTAL HEALTH INSTITUTION.tyvm.

the point here is no matter how reputable your hotel is,and so blooooodddyyy nice to guests which is not so,cos its like more to the hotel name itself is reputable but,TO US Inside; servicing your hotel needS,YOU GUYS ARE SUCHA A BOO BOO!AND YOU NOE WHAT I NOE ALL OF YOU ARE JOLLY WELL HYPOCRITES AND CAN WELL HIDE BEHIND ALL THOSE THICK MAKEUPS BECOS YOU ARE JUST TRYING...TRYING SO HARD TO BE SOMEBODY.SO PLS HELP YOURSELF WITH GOOGLE URL.

ohmy,its raining heavily out there,cats and dogs,its heavy pour and i have to make way to that bitchy hotel again to settle paperworks.FREAK AH....i mean i look so hip hop today wif my sloppy jeans and SNEAKERS.*dun look like working at hotel at all yarrrr*so whateverrRRR

childhood days

pure random photo. (avoid pls)

had this one printed out,hang infront of the girl.she hopes that this guy will one fine day meet & propose to her,SUPER DOUBLE FAT HOPE.

anywayS, here i am gonna tell you guys with my grandma story.eversince i was young,(i noe some of you might be rolling your eyes now)who cares about my childhood days right?but well this is my blog, im gonna tell you so just live with it,refuse to read you can take your leave pls,tyvm.siap warning dulu.im brought up in such a way that im not indulge in those wealthy toys,those electronic gadgets or whatsoever.i had more of a 'energy usage toys' the ones where you need to play physically and not mentally if you get what i meant.and did i mention?that i am soo on the boys side when i was young,well even now that is.but not as much compared to the past.i will tucked in my tshirt and JEANS that is.even on raya.i swear.i cant live wiothout tagging along my brother to soccer plays and matches.i would love to be involved and 'categorized' as one of them.one of the boys that is.

i don't possess a single doll.this might sounds depressing indeed.i remember mum bought me a doll, the ones that is being fed type.every girl has it that point of time.so when i went to the mall,i grabbed that 'thing' first persuading my dad to buy it for me.i wanted that 'one' so much cos,all of my frens has it.so yeah.dad gave in to me for this cos to him its like something new that i like dolls.that doll cost a bomb indeed(cos its something WOW last time)100$ that is.okay fine i did have one doll.one day doll.

i played with that doll for only a day.yes a day,,mum told me that i began to bang that doll against the wall?how brutal i am/was.that doll got its head dislocated and was send to the 'hospital'(washing machine) cos i kept throwing it instead of playing with it, well it kinda look something like this,,

and i dump that doll right after a few days later,cos i thought that i wanna 'join' my brother again.soccer that is. i remember having those bruises on my forehead when that ball 'accidentally' hit on the wrong spot.and brother will shout out at me saying how IRRITATING i am.he even asked me to lie to mum saying that i accidentally hit the wall and injure myself.well it might sound abit nonsense but thats the best excuse he can find since im well known for acidentally banged against things for no specific reason -___- even till now.

when i was in primary school, one of my bestfriend,we are still bestfriend till now in fact, everyday,after school,  between primary 2 and 3 that is,we will always,i mean she will always go my place and we will have this turn by turn skate scooter race??wth right?i noe.cos i got it as present.my parents will never buy me all those toys you noe.both of us will speed up like craazy as if some hantu chase after us.HAHA.I miss those times though.

KAY BACK.

anywayS, ive just reached bAK office after a long walk from Fullerton.wif like laptop.walking with laptop.like OMG.OKBYE.IM LIKE OUTTA BREATH NOW.

noe what?i shud hire a chauffer in future.cos this work does need one indeed.OMG.

cats & dogs

a very good morning to gorgeous ppl out there!yes today is MONDAY,another brand new week for all of us to begin with.why am i sounding like aaaa, radio dj?fine, i have lotsa to blog about till i dun really noe where to begin with.btw, to im sooo blooody harworking, bringing lappy to work.not that i cant blog using work com,its just this com here would'nt except my entry.anyways i wanted abit of privacy,just in case i forgot to delete my entry post from that com,then everyone in the office be able to read it!fine thats just my WILD imagination.

its seriously raining cats and dogs today,like heavily rain,i was shaken by those loud thunders,was getting readi when i heard those loud 'kedebang'!!!if thats how it sounds like.HAHA.actually its pretty scary don't you think so.i was hoping that  'that' sound dosen't trigger me when im out.i might suffer from mild spasm then.i'll be a laughing stock then.

i was like literally flat the whole of ytd,wake up eat, sleep again,wakeup, eat, sleep again.OMG.oh well what to do,its like my first rest day since the last 2 weeks!!im serious ok,,

this candy shop was seen at,... TAKA if im not wrong, selling all the sweet goodS!we wanted to buy some of it, but afraid that we might not eat it cos we dun really have sweet tooth that is.all those the ''chicks'' are actually sweets!!gorgeous or what?!now i noe what to get for bdaeS!especially to those who have sweet tooth heh.

bunny in the house.

alamak quality tk baik.tsk

tempat yang paling menarik untuk bergambar,is T,toilet; tandas.

hi my name is kitty cat. 

more updates later!got to do abit of work first!xoxo

relaxing sunday

oh yeah! i've just gotta blog today,like now since so freaking long never did.i mean i wanted to update so much abt the different things that i have experience namely my first experience meeting bride and groom.oh wait,yes i gotta job already,thank god.i'm not a wedding planner though wanted to be so much,but lucky im not cos this work i have to deal with bride and groom and thus this is really an eye opener for me.

bride and groom can be really hassle to handle as ofcos who do not want their big day to be the best of the best so that maybe who knows it might be featured in mag or something,but who cares? well im still a greenhorn at this thus alot of things i need to learn about.but i hope slowly might be able to handle it.first few days was soooo lost and tiring and i cant sleep well those nights and kept thinking of what will happen the next day,i got so into it that i develop some kinda insomnia.was pissed with myself actually that im not able to sleep well the nights and the next very day i will be very verrry sleepy.darn.

and when to think of it again there's always something good outta something.got like another offer which,i really love to be in it...but i felt as if i'm like ditching this current job if i were to go for this new one.why do they reply my resume like now?whhhhhhhhhhhhy god?i hope you can gimme an answer -_____-

anyways,lemme tell you some catch of the day,this is like super annoying,like i hate BAD, RUDE CUSTOMER SERVICE.and somemore when it comes from a 5/6 stars hotel?!!although she's just a staff at one cafe in that hotel, i think good service must no matter where you are working at.6 stars hotel,4 stars hotel,shopping centre,kopitiam or even kedai mamak right??

i dun see why aunties at coffee shop can gimme a good thumbs up service, but this particular girl whom looks star karat, well she serves us,yes she did ask us what we wanted, well my colleague,an auntie to be precise from the flower shop was like so hungry that particular day after meeting the bride&groom so she decided to purchase a piece of that exotic looking cake.however she ended up having two pieces and requested for two glasses of ice water.that Girl, was like making boxes,she was asking us which are the pieces we wanted but did not stop what she was doing plus give us this ''i am doing work can't you see?can you pls make your order fast?and ONLY TWO PIECES??''look, so we both were feeling dejected looking at her reaction and there goes me producing my bitchy,diva, stuckup face,,i mean she wanted me to do that sooooo much didn't she?

the moral of the story dudes, please, just a smile and polite tone  will make people's day,and plus you dun care whoever your customer is, an auntie,uncle or what,and bytw girl,the auntie is actually quite loaded to begin with, plus from THAT service you gave us,i felt as though we are in Neighbourhood begawan solo or something.

if i can give you good service but well at times,putting up nice front actually but oh well good service is sometimes about being hypocrite actually but who cares??as long as at that point of time you gave us the ''best'' service and a well ''sincere'' smile at that.and to begin with who gives a good,SINCERE, service nowadays??most will be looking at us like'' okay faster purchase your stuff cos im gonna bitch about you soooon'' right??!!! tyvm.next up will blog about star karat rich folks.

thank god today is a wonderful sleeping day,had lotsa naps,and hopefully, i got to be in a deep sleep again tonite.amin.anyway (glancing the tv) hope Mark Webber will win the race,or hope at least he get to stand at the podium receiving prize.(actually i dun really noe who he is but his name sounds cool) and till we meet again.

xoxo

syawal 2011

b4 get started in anything lemme just introduce you to a new lip gloss which does wonderful work to your lips by keeping it mosturize for a long time and also it gives ur lips this kinda 'sugar free' taste/feel.its a gloss plus balm.2 in 1.how cool is that??and the best part this gives me the ''nudest'' colour if there's such word,excuse me please,

every year,without fail,we always take picture at the same location/spot;outside neNEK lift area,same people(cos the rest,guys,kakak-kakak/abang2 sedare wif anakS dah tak kuase nak layan kite) which is,lemme tell u something,im kinda sick of it actually ,but again who am i to disagree with this dominating ladies?HAHA.kalau mereke dgr mangkok aku.walau bagaimana pun akan ku berterime kasih dengan mereka kerana without these photos i have no first day raya photo which sounds quite sad isn't it?whateva,, btw look, why is everybody wearing about the same colour theme as ME this year,KORANG SESUNGGUHNYE KPO OKAY *muke tak terime* mengapakah kamu sekelian tidak memilih corak warna yang berbeza dengan BETA???!!BUT whatever it is, i think, i PERSONALLY think, my outfit looks outstanding than them.I MEAN look, we dun have to look gODDY,too much beaded stuff or accessories to look good girls,,we must look simple and elegant seperti perempuan melayu terakhir ya!*cube memenang kan diri sendiri*and in case anyone thot that i might have lose my kain of the same colour somewhere and just simply take another kain of different colour,im sory bro,you are wrong ah bro,its  the trend la kan to wear different colour of top and bottom.but the pink kain i dun like it so much cos its,,,PINK.EWW.pink is for piglets,tyvm.tel you readers,if there is,HAHA, this secret,this kain of mine is like have to tie type kinda.so macam you have to tie it properly la kan in if not it wil terlepas,at at this one point after alighting from the car, i realised that my kain was...loose.OMG kan, and mum was like ''eh tali kain kau tu dah terkeluar,kau tktau pakai betul2 ke???''*muke nak marah*sory ah mak gua kan prangai jantan pakai ni semua gua taktau ah,den aku under the block dengan prangai burok mengikat kain aku seperti kain samping agaknye.orang nak melihat pon lihat la asl kan aku tak terOPEN sudah kan.

and more photo of the same people..

look at this picture and spot the different,between me and the rest la kan.i love my parents cos they are not the kinda 'force' me to be like them though they really love me to be like them but dad sayin this phrase which makes me look at him,yes,LOOK at him.HAHA.prangai gangster,''lawa dorang pakai tu****(sensitip babe)...''yelah dorang je lawa aku tak kan,.....

lil on ice princess!!love ya!!

wanna see my creation??...here you go!

if wanna noe whether its nice come to my house for raya kay!!raya @  jcc.HAHA. btw,maaf zahir batin!

XOXO

fieza KNOWLES( i noe annoying right)HAHA