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was totally sick that day.had to be rushed to hospi.it was reali scary to have the feeling of like so sick.gastric plus bloated.i had to be under observation for the night and it was real BLOODy painful to be poked.OUCH.they had to put me under drip,and i swear i feel like kinda smacking that doc's face.the convo goes like this:

doc:so how can i help you today?where is your pain?

me: *pointing to the stomach* i think its my gastric acting up again

doc:so, why you are feeling pain there?

me: ya its painful....???

doc:so how do we ease you....?

me: ??????

dear doc,if i know what is wrong with me and how to ease my pain, I WOULD NOT HAVE GONE TO MAKE A 'SPECIAL' VISIT TO YOU RIGHT???!!!THANKS ALOT.

and you know i hate needles.that is one of the reason for not choosing the nursing course even i am eligible to.NO THANKS.i reali hate to see BLOOD.even b4 he injected me,i screamed out so loud that almost everyone could hear it.i am so sorry if that irritates you.my imaginary runs faster than reality.

doc: i can't seem to be able to detect your veins....hmm..

me: boleh jadi lagi saket aku tgk kau ni doc......

doc: sorry,what?...

me: nothing...*sickly face*

doc: cos your veins seems to be very small.....

me: is that my problem?...i dun choose to be that either...*mumbling*

and dad seems to give this dissapproving look to me from one corner..well,i am not mean, but you as a doc SHUD JUST SHUDDUP AND DO YOUR WORK.OMG.i swear i am so sick as it is already, so stop adding in!

and when he poked my skin,the blood kinda splatter abit*but not so tragic la..*but after which its soooo super painful that i cry my ass out.i guess thats the first time dad saw my REAL EMOTIONAL SIDE.MY VEINS AND MUSCLES WERE all stiff after that.....den dad accidentally knocked against my 'injured' hands upon walking towards the observation ward and that reali HURTS ALOT till i shouted out and everyone look at me like i kinda mad EMOTIONAL girl for the first time in my life.and there goes water fountain on my cheeks.........*sob*.dad was so scared that he kept apologising saying he accidentally did it.i felt sory for him cos i know he didnt do it purposely,DUH.

club 4 umz's 21st...

 saw this rabbits during my break at PP when they were having animal show.im sure aspa will like this if she were there.they are not normal size cos they are of mix hybrid and they were so huge.so huge as a poodle!

this week dosen't go well either.i am so blurr lately.i lost my ezlink.okay i have to tell you all that cos its reali important to me!EZ-Link!!!!*muke budak concession*, then today wanted to shop for toiletries,i thot, i THOT i bought shampoo but instead I BOUGHT A BIG BOTTLE OF CONDITIONER.baru je aku naksave duit buy big bottle of shampoo je,NO CONDITONER*trying to save money* yelah budget kan....tkpelah rambot pon dah haywire....skali.......CAN'T EVEN SAVE $!have to fork out more money later to buy shampoo!! &%$#*&&#%

i hope days ahead will be betta,&reali looking towards for this weekend!

xoxo

fieza

2011

2011 finally.there's nothing special that i wanted so much to happen this year,...BUT,I AM SUPER LOOKING FORWARD TO MY GRADUATION.insyallah i will graduate in April if i'm not wrong.YES.

its not a good start for me though.but hope there's a blessing in disguise.i'm down with fever on th 31st, last day of 2010 cos of my heavily pain stomach flu.gastric.after consuming the medicine,felt so drowsy and kept having hiccups.what the.ya for once i had no plan for this year's countdown,they last minute backoff,its okay,i understand,lucky they did,or else i would have sickly face going to countdown*im not the type who will turn down offers of going out.hehe* watch the channel 5 countdown show,fall asleep after about 10 minutes later.i think maybe becos its so not entertaining...bluek.okay maybe,we shud be there then better?real live performance?okay look, i hate to be hypocrites.niwaes,the show getting from bad to worst i think.oh well,then again its my personal view.but seriously,i would rather spend that amount of money,(i heard the tixs cost SGD38?)okay i would spend that money to club.okay even if one's not a clubber,i would spend it on hippo bus tour or duck tours???well atleast get FRESH AIR and atmosphere viewing the fireworks?if not,i would spend that money on FOOD (prangai piglet),atleast that amount of $38 can get me a nice decent DINNER.okay fine those who dun agree wif me and think that last nite performance on channel 5( exclusive of other places cos i never watch others,hehe) was great,gud for you then.

it was in my dreams though.aww so sad...*achoo* bye

whatever it is,HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!hope this new year's a good year for me,and years ahead insyallah.to all of you, HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GUD START ON 2011!btw,i'm still thinking of my new year's resolution...tsk.hope you have yours!

xoxo
sickly girl