~triste~

 I'm feeling depressed lately for any reason.I can simply get emotional and angry over little things..last weekend had an abrupt clubbing nite.. Like I dun reali have the intention to go but yeah no one's at home dat nite after I came back from work so I just join them for club @Arena..it was..okay la..btw that nite when there was no food at home,this is what I bought;biscuit, cup noodle and Mochi...for those who dunno what's that pls google yrself...it's basically like a glutinous ball okay something like that texture but more chewy than that and it has ice cream as it's filling!! I took the strawberry one..taste quite nice..aniwaes,had satisfy the craving of having sushi!!yessah!!but it wasnt that nice though...nvm..and nani and me did something WOW(our dirty lil secret)HAHA when we found out that we had to pay accordingly for our wastage!haha!and ive just like tasted the temasek poly students ice cream which is quite good!honey comb flavor,yummy!so basically when im stress I'll eat the nonsense food according to mum..

this is what i 'splurge' on sat nite..thinking that i might stay in for the nite, which i don't eventually

this is the mochi ive been talking about, tawainese mochi strawberry flavor!

our sushi date...



this paricular sushi outlet has the ordering system place on the the com so we had our bluRr start initially trying to figure how the hell to use that and when we did, we keep placing order like no end to it and once, we 4got what we ordered and even wanted to complain to the person saying we DID NOT order it but when we chk again,opps, WE DID.HAHA.

THE NOT SO NICE UDON.

lotsa choice of sushi but limited images.

the semangat me..

                                       

the more semangat nani...

 lil' assistant maid at home 'cleaning' up...

this wonderful ice cream i ate ytd,...honey comb flavor.its sold to support the needy by temasek poly students at suntec level 3! tower 2 i think. apart from the one i bought,it has dark choc flavor,mango,strawberry(which i wanted but no stock,tsk),french vanilla(sounds nice), next time try.its $2 btw,remember, to help the needy!but if you are working at suntec then u can get like $1.50...BUT i didnt noe earlier and i have to purchase it at 2$ instead of 1.50..TSK.NVM, donation, donation...& they having promotion 3 for $5 now.aku shud get some money from them for promoting this at my blog eh.HAHA.

todudu, still waiting for emails..

~fiezahoneycomb~

Health matters

I am scared cos I think I really suffered from low blood pressure.like seriously takot cos the symptoms I read from the net kinda link to what I experience..cos even the makcik who I went for massage that day claimed that Im cold blooded,not that cold blooded, the one that your blood and veins are cold instead of warm. That sounds scary kan I noe.and she said if I'm at air-conditioned room I can't stand the cold. And this is so true. Okay I noe the weather is hot out there and I'm perspiring but the moment I enter air-conditioned place, just gimme 5-10 mins, I'll be shivering..I can't have a proper sleep at night too which affects my day mood. This is tragic and I will ask for doctors help if this continue for the next few days.. I hope they are able to help me insyallah..I think i really had a hard time lately as not only personal life prob but now added health problem..dear god pls help to face all these.

thirst quenching days

i think im going bonkers soon.its like i have been doing the same routine each day.haiz.kalau got keje, penat kan,kalau tak keje duduk rumah lagi penat!!!you know like you have to wait for like dunno what if you do not have any work to do.so thats the feeling i have been in lately.

anyways my daily regime is like an army contingent or something.fine not really totally but i have been like running,running and running lotsa time lately, well just to keep myself occupied actually.i can even run myself on the days that all of them are working.well usually i run with my dad or with my sis, but now, i dun mind running alone at the beach.pluck in my ipod, there i go!run run and run.well atleast i can kill my fats.to put it in nice way.and when i reached the end of the beach stretch, i will sit there look by the sea like mcm some lost ape.and some of my frens have been saying i have develop muscle on the calves.fine its kinda compliment cos most like it saying that it looks as though im an athelete or something having those muscular tan leg.HAHA.okay i hope its tan.so it looks like j.LO.HAHA.berangan.but i dun like to make it bigger.like bigger muscular leg, cos trust me, i dun wanna look like a KONG gurl.

and got to try like new thing,its not really new for me, but did not do it for so long.so yeah.went for it wif my fren.my new sports companion.HAHA.its fun,but damn tiring cos, oh well damn aching cos we have to hold on to it; holding our big fat body weight!haha.i wanna try tennis next.fine its random but yeah.kickboxing is in the list too.but that requires money!well sports like tennis, you just need to buy the equipment once, but you can play it more than once right.so yeah save budget.hoho.


yes, this is my excited fren,AISHAH salleh.hehe.

 and i didn't expect her to take my photos hanging on the wall.amacam?mcm spiderman tak??WOOTS

aniways,this place is located at orchard central and celebrities like pan ling ling, joanne peh and cheryl fox tried before.so yeah come on guys, do give it a try,ROCK CLIMBING ROX.i wanted to try ferrata next but that will be, you have to finish it, you can't giveup halfway cos nobody can save you.im serious kids, thats what the instructor said.but that, we have to really have high stamina.and that is more expensive than rock climbing.yes ofcos this is charged.but trust me, once in a blue moon spending that amount for this is not bad,for the fact that in singapore there's not much activities you could really do, so yeah.

i.need.a.getaway

its been so long i neve whine here.i am so freaking tired of my routine i can say.for the fact that ive graduated and now looking for a full time job. i thot its easy to get a job.like i thot of my part time jobs.easy to get.ive just realised that full time job it was more difficult to get.like seriously. cos i really need to get like a job that i can endure for a long course!well my type of person can just normally endure like for a short period if i do not like the job.therefore i have to choose wisely in what im applying for.got a few interviews that i went.but was thinking twice of it.anyways,im planning to get a the full time job so that i can secure a place in part time uni course.cos i wanna do bachelor.i really want something more than just a dip.

 yesterday was having this cousin's engagement.maternal side.so it was kinda of okay.cos my mum side like just kinda ask here and there.cos definately when they look at me they have nothing to ask.besides like what AM I DOING NOW right?my standard answer was like, now doing part time job,looking for a full time one.thats it.like duh.another guy cousin of mine was spared from it.cos for the fact that he have to go for NS after this.so yeah.how i wish i can be in his position FOR ONCE.ohmygawd.

i can predict the worst for raya!i mean what am i gonna say if i still DO NOT POSSESS A JOB?? i might just as well pack my bag and go somewhere far frm spore and just like hibernate at alaska or something on raya.last day of puasa maybe the night i will buy ticket to alaska ah.okay that sounds crap but i need to just fly somewhere seriously.maternal side will just be ''oooh,tkpelah pelan pelan find one.'' or some abit more hurtful ''ooh,how come still working part time only,why not u get a government job,you have a dip what?better benefits??'' lucky they are nice people, if its my dad's side, i will just shoot.do you think the government wants me??? or either that i will answer '' habiskan beras makbapak pat rumah!''ohmygawd.ive been applying for some of the things most of it will reply: will only get back to the shortlisted in 2 months time. two months time will be like HAHA. either that or i got like a...pekerjaan abg dan kakak polis.sorrylah gurl, im not a uniform group people ah though i love to date one!HAHA.admire how smart the guys wear their uniform la gurl.

i can predict my paternal side will be worst.not only they ask WHY I HAVEN GET A JOB,but they will compare to my other cousins or even their own.WHY NOT YOU FIND ME A JOB!KAU PERGI BALEK GOOGLE DIRI SENDIRI KAY.

so yeah in dilemma la gurl.i feel that i have no goal in life now!!oh god, pls help me.insyallah will get through this.cos from what i heard,the more difficulties you go through, that means god will get something good out of it and that shows that god loves you.thank you very much.^ ^ trying to be positive always.

anyways, these are some of my graduating pixs which have been taken like two months ago la.

with my NYAH partner,HAHA

thanks for coming gurl!

and most of the rest of them, we couldnt find them to snap photos!cos they were all either busy eating,taking phots with the lecturers or family,or simply M.I.A after the ceremony!anyways, miss you guys,hope to meet up one day,cos 3 years was kinda FAST actually!though was dragging every single day from it.

xoxo,

fieza