Thursday, March 25, 2010

F21!!!


I.LOve.Forever21 twist collection!(love the shoEs,corset tube,head accessories...eVErything!)

P.S: NEED MORE MONEY FOR SHOPPING!
OKBYE.TC.RIDE SAFELY.

Monday, March 22, 2010

fuck up day

fuck up issue.okay i noe.entry mesti nk marah2.but ya i nid to type if i want to whine.or share a story.daTS all.i dun go abt like bitching abt ppl.okay maybe i did at tymes.hehe.last sat,a wikend....i was super baik.like super duper baik la.cos.i neve go out..not even step out of the house.no.yes i did it.and becos of dat.some ppl got issues wif me.saying i rarely mit them and didn't join them for clubbing...(so kental kn mereka??)have i ever turn them down?no okay.not even once.i had to last wikend cos i super sicckkk and was out of cash! -.- u cant be enjoying the night w/o cash rite??so ya.even aspa met shabby,i didn't join.cos was reali dozing off after taking some pills.

now i feel some ppl are reali super childish.like reali they do.hope u know i'm refering to whom...nvm,for the fact dat he neve reali noe how to use com...*-*(my own sick face).mcm so suar.bitch abt me when i'm very close to him la...F*** HIS own balls.the gurls(aspa and shab) were so chill abt me not joining,but not u kambing!i hate you.(step matair)yes.HAHA.giler.okbye.

dats me d building and some plane(some idiots)crashing into my territory

den again today,mon,thinking and wondering i might start off the week cheerfully,but some ppl had just crashed in.(imaining i'm the building and a plane(the idiot),just crash into me)THNX EHHH.sial.kau boleh belah dan sumpah tk perlu!(angry mode)okay listen...here's how the story goes...bla bla bla...well,i noe if u dun intend to read this long story...can you ans this qns for urself??HAVE YOU EVER FEEL LIKE KILLING..WAIT..CHK ARND...(I'M STILL AT WORK WHILE BLOGGING THIS)UR HIGHER RANK PPL??(IF YES...PLS DO READ...HAHA


i noe nuts abt the landscape project at some place....and i have to like go for the meeting??mampos.i sat dere for almost 1h watching the architect or whatever debating wif the client.....and later.....the client shoot back at me some qns on the landscape??okay fuck their balls.i noe nth.....like zero abt all this things!me and my stupid look...like..ah...eh...oh....(yes i have to go and cover my boss pantat...)wif the ''pakcik''
contractor.whom i thot noe abt the project.again blurr as me..he noes nuts abt it.cos he's been told to go for it onli??look,i am a newbie in this company(an intern) who super noes nth,i have to go for this BIG meeting where all the BIG ppl went??fuck LA.aku bersabar.i have to be patient enuff wif the ppl dere.looking so bimbotic(trying to be professional) wif my STRKING  nail polish,''i'll chk wif my boss ya''(innocent look)naseb i neve flick hair.hoho.

dat fuck up client have to just gimme this sarcastic remark...''YOU CAME FOR MEETING BUT DON'T PREPARE ANYTHING??''okay at this moment...sumpah i just feel like pushing off my chair and say FUCK UR OWN ASS!!AND SAY" LOOK I'M JUST AN INTERN HERE AND ALL IM ASK TO DO IS GO FOR THIS MEETING W/O ANY BACKGROUND INFO!AND PLS DO FUCK URSELF''(okay dats what came into mind but duh..thinking i have to be here for the next few mths,i swallowed back my words...*-*(sicko smiley)BYE.thnx for reading!

Saturday, March 20, 2010

raining cats and dogs ^ ^

finally its raining cats and dogs!!OoOhh..i like!slept at 4 last night so thot of wakey wakey later den usual (prangai tarek selimut)den skali i ter remember i have driving tis moning!haiz dragging myself outta bed!and yeah luk.this cotton on cheapo shirt is what i usually grab and wear for my driving lesson most of the tyme.HAHA.cos its damn practical(no need to iron)heh heh.
back at home later,saw my camera lying around,grab it took some shots.*muke syok sendiri* kesian my camera kn,org smue dah maju...DSLR...i??(blink blink)still ngan digi CANon i tu...tkpe...8 megapixel tau..pimples oso can see!(promote jap)
my mum loves to but some weird fake plants and place it at my dressing table!i hate d thing.gonna dump it soon..(muke tk bersalah)
look,pls donate me some money.i need it for hair treatment plus hari product.hair so Fuck up dry and damage!i wanna buy 'KERASTASE' hair product!but its F eX..-.-
i love this saturation mode.it looks like zaman dulu-dulu.HAHA.okbye.
i feel sick today.maybe going out later at nite.den again maybe not...see how la kn...so tired of SINGAPORE!but i can't wait to go to universal studio soon.....i heard its interesting!obviously cannot be compared with the hollywood or even the first asia one,but okla singapore to have it...(tk cerewet)*muke local je*HEHE.CHAUchinCHAU

Friday, March 19, 2010

arrrrRRRgghHHH

Quiero matar a los que me irritan de nuevo! te atreves a venir cerca de mí!

Me siento como morir y me quiero morir. la vida es tan miserable que me now.those que quieren unirse a mí por favor llame a mí tan pronto como last.thanks stock possible.while!
you noe what...i've type out all my anger for today's post!den sekali this fuck up internet kape mcm ban aku from posting kape...toot toot what i wrote all went missing!thanks ah seh!i've spend the rest of  30 minutes doing something which might as well dun nid to do anything.okay hope u understand.basically i'm an angry person today.like today.ytd.hope not tmr.geram sakkkkk.raWRRR!I CANt TYPE OUT ANYMORE.cos i'm scared my hard work gone to waste and gone missing again!love my lappy at home.computer pat sini so suar.okbye.
i feel so geli rite now thinking how some cockroaches entered my room and MATING ytd nite!yes they make out in my room!(cos two cockroches on top of each other).HAHA.bnyk2 tmpt my room pe?suar.dear cockroaches,my room is not ur hotel 81.thnx.dad manage to kill one of them.hope its the wife.cos if not dia start breeding pat rumah aku.no. specifically in my room.i have to run around like a mad gurl screaming upon seeing them.F.one of the bitch crawl beside me when i was in bed!and ytd i feel so mcm pegecot to d max.i bunk wif my mum.my dad had to move out.sorry dad.i cant sleep with d cockroaches.u will bear wif it.cos its his frens according to him.imagine bapak aku.status.BFF:animals.( HAHA)gelak sndiri.okbye.logoff!its friday niteeeee!!!!!!woots!

Monday, March 15, 2010

i want i want i want

OR....
ohmy,i'm so in love wif the kate spade wallet!though i dun want the green (unless its SHOCKING green) not like some dull green...cos i'm so tired cos luking at greeen stuffs.if u happen to noe my work nowadaes,i think u gonna be killing urself.i swear.this work is seriously not for bimbos.opps.i'm not one okay,cos i'm forcing myself to work! niwaes,side track pe.i like the wallet in pink.HOT PINK.nice u noe.the inner part of the wallet is orange.like cool ah...but cannot google the picture except if u go online and take a luk at the website itself. next, i want the new poppy coach!nice kn the pink! i noe.i'm not a fan of pinky...(cos i'm a blue kinda person)...but i like this one!but... i already have a coach wrislet..the old one.i feel like killing myself if i were to buy it( lucky it was gift)HAHA.it cost 100 plus when its newly arrive..now its only 70 i guess?okay.wateve.and i think i'm selling my coach bag.actuali not mine,sis gave it to me.i dun feel like using it nimore...it cost 340 plus i think..but i noe its 300+ ...maybe shall sell it at 200?hmm..

okay if farah is reading this now,..can i just say i'm tired of listening to ur whiny bf in singapore rite now!can you in aussie,come back and take ur dude along wif you??he's been bugging me for laptop everty single day!yes to msn you...and when you dun reply his msn-ing,he will complain to me!like aku bersalah like that.tk kan!!!i'm seriously tired...like drain out...of all these and peeps,im officially off-ing my phone soon.dun seem want to entertain all these kiddos...and....soon i'm gonna turn or be full pledge ching chong race.....

*melayu mode*pastu kn,tk cukop tu pulak,ader ke satu budak ni,chinz la pat sini, ckp ''di sini smue cine kau tk rase pape ke??''(yes obviously in english but i translate it)okay budak,kau nk menghalau aku pe skrg?aku boleh survive okay!insyallah!*alim jap*okay go! akan ku decorate ni tmpt become so kampung melayu,ke english style skit.tkla ching chong kn!ape ni ader dragon2 pat sini??nk aje ku buang ni smue!*ketawe seketike*besok aku bawak ketupat hang ah kay gang!!!*whiny mode like wan slengz*

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

PANETTONE

i dunno why but i'm craving for PANETTONE.i hope i can grab one!!ohmy!i'm supposed to be working,but wateve....i dunno why i'm here sumtymes....hmM..sedap kn.....*baK to panettone*i noe......and instead of luking at landscape design stuff....i'm luking at fashion design stuff...i think...i landed in d wrong area.ohmy!imagine everydae u have to design dresses,outfits, do makeup for ppl...*bimbo moment*hmm..rather than sit here and rot!seems to not noe anything!ohman.gimme some work...I DUN MIND DOING FILING AGAIN...atleast...work......i noe i'm useless ass.okbye.LSE. can't wait to mit members!woots!must interact wif them alot!* pranagai siao*cos aku tk tahannnn bnyk sgt chinzzz lately!!!!!!OHMY.I NEED MALAY,INDIANS,EURASIAN,OTHERS BUT NOT CHINZ!!!TNnx.*tarek2 rambot*

Monday, March 8, 2010

i'm.so.not.myself.today

monday blues.first day of attachment.ouch.thinking of it ytd's nite was just so painful.others might have long vacation.had onli ONE bloody week b4 start this attachment thingy.it was bla bla bla.cos i have not been myself for d past 8h at work.like so weird.for me not to talk NORMALLY.like cacat bit cos like so quiet & i guess look dummy.colleagues asked questions and i will go on giving my blurr face.maybe their english wasn't..er...good?or proper?well i didn't say mine is.haha.but at least better than them?heh heh.could communicate wif the anak boss well cos dia punye english like ours?the rest are chingchongs.not racist kape la.but if too much of a certain race, i tend to feel outcast.even if ALL are the same race as me.i will feel weird too.HAHA.i like it to be mixed.

in d morning,d boss like ask me do i noe how to make coffee?i gave d first sotong look.like ape???KOPI?SUAR.heard alot interns have to be a coffee gal at work..& dat qns did terrify me.pls la mak i je tau buat tu bende okay.wtv.gave d blurr look,smile*tk sincere* and then step tk dgr..LALALA.HAHA.next, got this particular guy,colleague of mine,keep testing my knowledge on d name of plants la!scientific name!fuck.hw d hell shud i noe.i kept repeating i dunno.giving this blurr super sotong look.u just try to imagine it.try ur best.thnx...! he's okay la.at least he brought me out to the site for landscape stuff.rather than sat in d office rot..rot & rot.den d admin gal.i think she is.cos she bz faxing stuff ,filing work and she got this look,like she dun approve me of working dere??maybe. i dunno.but dats d irritating part of me.i always have feelings what ppl think of me and others & its always TRUE.but den,dun give it a damn.just do my part.get a pass grade,6mths,chao!

one thing surprise me is that,they super duper can eat alot.i mean.during working hours,BK breakfast at arnd...10 plus?LIKE A FULL MEAL.den chilll...i mean they work....den at 3,lunch break,some noodles,like a heavy meal.again.ohmy.melantak je?they said i'm weird or shy?for not eating breakfast that the anak boss bought.me shy?pls la.firstly,me no eat breakfast kind.second of cos la  abit shy?like i am eating FREE FOOD for my first daayy at work?i dun like ppl buy for me food,which i neve ask them to.even if its free.i felt guilty,like wanting to pay,..but to dunno who.cos d rest seems to be happily consuming the food.which i dun.i dunno whether they pay themselves...or free from anak boss???*muke lost* lunch time knowing i had my break earlier than them,they still bought for me drink.again i felt lost & guilty and i asked them d most kental qns...''do i have to pay for this?''when they gave me this strange look like,JUST DRINK....i was like..''okay....thnx...''*in d most timid way*so kelakar.kental nye i.LOL.I JUST DUN LIKE PPL BUY THINGS FOR ME...food!when i dun ask for it.den HAVE TO EAT IT COS i have to?den FELT GUILTY FOR NOT PAYINGG!!!OHMY.

OKAY, for the 8h at work, i basically do some office work like filing?not related but atleast got sumthing to do la kn.kill the time.den after lunch went to d site.chk2 aft dat tyme to go off!wohoo.maybe shud have more of going out visiting the site!kn gerek.kill the tyme.not need sit in office & give this sotong look.& everytyme d boss enter,dere i am siting not doing anything & dere he is asking d rest of them to give me some work...*dia mcm tk happy nmpk aku tk bekeje*when im doing work,he's not arnd! F.

my instructor needs a new car badly.though he's rich,he's cheapo.handle break.i thot i it was locked when i tried opening it,i look like a perompak,skali chk2,handle dia memmag dah pecah.suar.who d hell so violent did dat siol??must be d work of sum monster.told PETER*instructor* abt it..he was like''aiya!nvm,i go thailand buy!''i look at him wif this dirty look...''I THOT U WANNA BUY NEW CAR,NEW HANDLE ONLY??CHEAT MY FEELING!'' he looking so innocent brushing his hair, and i teketawe seketike melihat dia sikat rambot.terigt my member satu ni tk abis skit d fringe!even on d road -.-

 

 
yesh.dapat gaji ape lagy gang.shop shop shop.muke budak2 baru kaye seketike.

i.me.myself.

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