Hard working kids vs Smart kids

i mean it.every word i've said,every punctuation that is.i say whatever i think i feel like and noe what,i refused to talk to you.most of them get it,well why not you.thanks for raking up the past.i never did have to feel indebted to anyone.call me a lifeless creature.look,i see things in bigger scale unlike you.trust me,i'm not gonna ever walk back into that phase of life.been wasting quite alot of time of not doing anything productive.well, i made that decision.well, tell you what,my life is plain boring now.yes i know that.wakeup,shower go to work back at home shower eat dinner sleep.daily routine.weekends,sleep in.so what?its my life.not yours.you may live your life you feel like to.that colourful life of yours.so please stop bugging me.a promise that i made,to stay far away from all of you.you have to respect me for that.i'm not what i used to be.don't show me your face.and i just hope that all that phase is totally erased and deleted from my life.

sorry side track.back to the topic

anyways,for the first time i watched 3 idiots.oh well, it might be friggin old movie,but to me,its a meaningful movie and it look as good as new.usually they show it on tv,but i don't really have the patience to watch it.well,i'm not a fan of filem hidustan yar.cos apparently they all seems to have happily ever after ending.so drama,so tragic.however,i like to watch them at times.like yeah,i finally confessed that i have been late for meeting with friends due to watching these filem hindustan.this movie is like teaching you all about life.somehow.

the best part is actually it has comedy kinda touch.so i can't stop laughing like a hyena upon watching it at 12AM.there's a continuous episode today.and so looking forward to it.so basically this movie taught us that not all the intelligent people will be sucessful in life.we have to be 'smart' in life and not do all the things by the book basis.because by the end of the day, you must do the things that makes you happy.and not something which you are forced to be in;to be in someone else's dream.

and the best part is,you don't have to be so studious.study,study,study.like what?!get a grip man.you need to chill in life,you need to learn things with your heart.yeah it might sound so rosy.but its a fact.when you like something,have interest in the things,the knowledge will come to you naturally.when you study so hard sometimes,in life,you fail in practical tests,that,i can bet you.

so guys,i'm not saying that i'm smart,but how the hat i did go through that phase of poly life?when i don't even like the course?first, its because of luCK(God's gift that is);second, because i work smart and not work hard.a real life confession,i never listen to ANY lectures in school.well, at times i went to these classes,but even when i did,NOTHING absorbed to my brain.its like my body is in class,but my soul is floating aimlessly outside.instead of listening,i ask lotsa questions(since i have a big mouth) but i don't ask STUPID questions.what do i mean by STUPID questions?no offence here,but STUPID questions will sound something like this:

lecturer: An apple is red in colour.
student: What colour is an apple?

well unlike some who will ask this:

smart kids:What makes it red? (you need to restructure your sentence to make it sounds intelligent)

trust me,its not about listening skill,its about your own IQ.he/she might have listen ATTENTIVELY,but its about you trying to ask questions so much(just to show that you are well observed kid in class,well which might end up,not so good of impression).

one of such situation when i was wondering why are they always looking down on me (during my poly days); cos they will never,i repeat,will NEVER believe what i told them about plants.for example, i ask my bff(google.com) and found a factual info on one of the topic about plants in class and when i share it with my friends cos they need to answer some questions by lecturer,they will simply give me this ''buzz off'' look.like as if i know nuts about this topic.and know what,i don't give it a damn,i wrote the answer down.got B+ grade for that.and they,what else?C for that.not being braggy,but when someone share with you the perfect answer,you jolly well listen.don't be such a stark up.just becos i don't go to lectures,i skip tutorials,i barely made it in examination,dosen't mean my answer isn't good enuff for your paper.

another perfect incident to share was when i got better grade for this particular module which most of them find it difficult.the weirdest part about myself is,the easy paper i barely pass,but the difficult papers i'll do quite well,not A star standard but okay la.so, this particular module,most of them got like,C+ and ofcos,being HUMAN,they are simply not satisfied with it.however, most of them thought that was the best score they could get.one of them even ask the top student of the class how much she got,and i could vividly remember how stuck up she look,thinking she got the best marks among all of us and replied proudly,B.and hence there was a total silent.thinking thats the best score.and the best part has yet to come.LOL.lecturer was saying we did good job,the best grade is B+(since its a difficult paper).then everyone was like giving this WHAT face.all,each of them announce their grades and they ask among each other,except for me.don't blame me,they didn't ASK me.i mean oh come on,its just,B+?and not A so whats the big deal?well even if i got A,so what?!so all of them was like,WAH HOW COME U SO CLEVER??dear young teens,(cos most of them is slightly younger than me,oh remember i repeated my Os?)so yeah.I wasn't born hardworking,but i was born with slightly higher IQ and not to forget EQ,so therefore i thank God for it.though i didn't stay late in school or at home to REVISE my work,to MEMORISE all those scripts,i did understand the chapter of study and that,is very,IMportant.once you know the definitions of words,trust me, its gonna be easy to ELABORATE.so yeah.im a pure literature student remember,we used to write those long essays and read those in between lines meaning.and yeah,i enjoyed it.sorry for being so kental here.so therefore it was just a piece of cake for me to crap my way thru :-p

so boys & girls,Listen(mcm beyonce nyanyi lagu ni begegar-gegar)

-it dosent make you a successful person if you work hard,it has to be work hard plus smart
-you don't have to announce your good points,goodwill,grades cos it will come to surface without you knowing it
-you don't have to compete in everything,cos you had to do it willingly,and that is more important than the rest of the points,only then you will feel satisfied in whatever the result is.
-why do you need to impress otherS?do something cos you like it and not to prove otherS or whatsoever.rememeber, they don't give you grains to survive cos you gotta feed yourself.
&lastly,
-Don't ever look down on otherS,cos one day, you will need them.remember that(mcm kasi warning pulak)

xoxo

fieza

Humans

Hola!Merry Belated Xmas!

cool kan cake ni?!

christmas gift aku yang punya!HAHAHAHA

this cake is super duper nice,i think.

so today i have no work at all.practically no work.OMG.so here's what i did.went sightseeing.window shop,bought magazine to flip thru it.and now i'm gonna watch dvd.if santa clause is out soon.hehe.

Humans are always not satisfied with everything they have in life.they wanted to have more in life as they claim that they need it.Its actually not a need but a want.Have you ever wonder?why are we created?I have a lot of these thinking lately.Humans are created to create impact to the now existing world.they have their own specific role to play in this world.They are responsible to make changes to the existing things,or they are create to help others,or they are created to ''create'' something for the world.Have you ever play the Lego?When i was a kid,i love to play this Lego bricks thingy.and there's these little people where u can move them around.So what i'm trying to say is that,Life is like Lego.The one in charge for the these little Lego people around is You.But in a bigger scale,the one that in charge of you is God.So i personally think that God is the best Creator of all time.HE can be a doctor,engineer,lawyer all in One.HE can do everything that some of us cannot achieve to be.Only HE knows all your misery,happiness,all your lil' secrets.Only to Him that you are able to tell Everything that you have been thru.cos apparently,even without telling,HE knows everything.

Sometimes, I think I am being lucky in many ways,imagine if you are like living in Africa now.in Somalia to be specific.without food.i think i can't survive,a day at most.i'm sure my gastric will act up.and not that i will lose tragic amount of fats end up like living skeleton,but i'll be a fat lady not moving,without energy and power to.

Next, imagine that you are being raised in country whereby natural disaster is like your next door neighbour. I dunno what will i do.probably i will wear the best clothes all the time,regardless of sleep or bathe.Even when showering,I will always be on my guard.If there's any of the earth vibrating,I clad on the best clothes before running out for shelter.I must be a mad retard then.

So thank you God,for placing me in the best living environment though at times there might be hiccups in life here,I still believe that here is the place to live in.I will learn how to appreciate life more now.And will try to open my eyes to look around me more,those of them who need more help in life than what I am now.This entry might sound depressing or out of the language or out of the universe,but who cares?

xoxo

Fieza

good evening peeps,

i'll blog a short one today since i'm gonna like end my hours at work.urrrgh been waiting like the whole day actually to be 6.haiz mane la dapat pekerje mcm aku ni kan.1 dalam sejute.bagos la tu.semua papers account for the month dah settle and here i am.after reading cik pa's blog.i totally agree wif her.in the train section part.that was a total,LOL.anyways that is supeer true that why the indians and malays had to be blame for that?!ridiculous.its okay people,sometimes it is quite obvious what this country is all about.we the minorities don't have to say anything cos They will say it themself.so yeah.get what i mean?you don't?well nvm, be one of us living here, then you will understand yea.look ALL of us are born the same.all of us is from tanah.we don't ask God to make us darker or having that small sepet eyes than the rest don't we?so just live with it.we are all by nature the same.the only thing that actually truely differentiate us is our deeds.good or bad.

and i was hoping madly dat one day i can fly.like realli do.cos it seems that the public transport is like forever full?regardless of the days, the timing,and mode of transport.like come on girl,i need a break from all these?why is it that the train is forever FULL?and you need to squeeze through it as though you did not pay the full amount for the ride.

today, i got those blurred vision attack a few times.like suddenly felt dizzy and have this blurred vision attack.hope its nothing more than that.

okay 3 minutes to 6,its time to start packing and leave soon.dun wanna make that cranky.com sista of mine waiting that long.

xoxo
fieza

random facts,again

good afternoon peeps,

its 12,lunch time,but i don't really feel like eating.seriously.or its just that i don't really know what to have for lunch.i wanted to have porridge or something soupy,oh well since i'm like sick again.these few weeks i have been like sick for quite alot of times.ohman.its okay,its god's gift.i'll accept it.i'm like having diarhoea plus abit of feverish.i think.popped in the pills last night,and this morning my body was aching all over.and sleepy.like am dragging to work today.what's new?today the pile of work is like,nothing.i mean like i just have like abit more to go and dats it im done for the day.mangkok.what will i do for the rest of the day.i swear i feel like taking mc again.forever.i mean okay fine i'm gonna start my new job like soon.like alamak no rest at all after leaving this.i need a break.dumb me for not tendering like a week before that.

now lets talk about like relationship.okay wait,its not dat im obsessed with this topic or even like this topic that i wanna talk about this.but becos i'm tired of this relationship that goes inside facebook and stuff.when i  on the facebook,there' like some people forever uploading the gifts their partner gave them;post things to say thanks to their love ones(no issue with that but some are too mushy)sampai nak muntah you know, then some like post love qoutes here and there & there is some,who keep changing their status  for attention seeking purpose.and look i have no issue with that either but i kinda get sick you know.so hence,i officially tell myself not to go facebook that often now.maybe once in a blue moon.my facebook is lifeless anyways.

i feel kinda weird nowadays,i dunno whatever the reason is.all i know is i want to get to know better about my religion.period.and insyallah Allah will guide me to the right path.can someone tell me what to eat today??

anyway,this is a random fact.my dad wanted me to wear hijab.okay even mum i think.but they are not forceful in terms of that.they never tell me to do it,but i know deep down in their heart they wanted me to do it.my dad keep being sarcastic to me whenever there's like gathering from his side and that most of my cuzs wear it.i will wear it insyallah one day.but not for him,not for mum,not just to be part of fashion trend to wear it nicely/different styling of hijab is in trend now,but to wear it sincerely for God.Allah that is.i hope that day will come to me one day...

Because,sorry to say,don't mind my directness,if you wear it cos of your parents ask you to,just to look like waheeda/just to wear tudong siti style or that your boyfriend wanted you to wear it cos it look more sopan or what,trust me it will not last.only if you do it for God,it will last.i am not here to preach,cos who am i to do that?i have buckets and dozens of small and big sins.but know what, i will say whatever i think.Directly that is.

an example is a hamba of Allah swt that wears hijab after she met her boyfriend.i think.ya thats good that the boyfriend guided her to the right path,but i just think personally that she wears it because her boyfriend wants her to.i mean whatever the reason is,well, after that, she change to a better person,i think?good alhamdulilah.but one day, she broke up with her boyfriend,she then put away her hijab.so there you go.its not that i wanna bathmouthed her,but I just wanted to share you guys this story so that it we will somehow learnt from people's mistake and hope to avoid it in future.Insyallah.


xoxo
Fieza

cish bedebah!

dear readers, if there's any.

two beetchy aunties/sister(age about late 30s) have offended me this week.Like seriously testing my patience.

today, when i wanna purchase my lunch,it was quit of a queue and when its my turn i quickly ordered mine and thats it.then the auntie was asking me whether i wanted some curry gravy.I accidently said ''ah k'' den i was like ''Eh no,sorrrrry''.then this makcik was like ''TADI KATE NK,DAH LETAK TKNK PULAK,ALAMAKKKK''tragic mode,glancing at the long queue behind me *rolling my eyes* ''AH TKYA NANGIS AH CIK.dah ah sudah dah letak nvm,i''ll EAT''.im not a fussy customer.since you pour it ill take it,its not as if im gonna ask you to change for me or WHAT RIGHT??.OMG.dun be so drama can makcik?!

NExt,
two days ago,i was suppose to send the christmas deco with the banglas(my brothers i called them,sounds better right) so ya.so upon arriving at this particular cafe at Taka,i inform them about the decoration thats gonna take place there at that time,however, the kakak in charge was saying they are still having business so we have to come back later.i told my brothers,that was fine as we can do the other place nearby there first while waiting.Brothers and I went out mcm case group nk rembat org.and aku la chip dia kan.LOL.

an hour later we come back,another kakak whom is part of the crew.waitress/server was looking at me/or glancing towards me unhappily.Like i owe her 10 buckets of mangoes ytd.after decorating the front part,i ask them nicely,politely,sweet as honey it is; ''kak, where to put the rest of the deco bende ni eh?any idea?''*smiling*well i definately was asking the other kakak, the one wearing black shirt since she's the superior.however this kakak (crew) was answering KPOly *if there's such word* looking at my brotherS (cos definately don't have the tetek to look at me) ''Put THAT SIDE la,NEXT TIME I CAN WORK AT YOUR COMPANY BE DESIGNER AH EH.''*with her rude anggEK FACE*and that particular day, i was sick.so its either i show the real bad side of me,debating properly or i cant be bothered show her that i dun understand her sarcasm(looks like im retard)so i chose to be the second one dat day.i kept mum and laugh it off HAPPILY.LIKE hahahahhahaha.then i guess she must be like What?im being sarcastic and you just laugh it off??den what i shud do right?sorreh your sarcasm dosen't take any effect on me.and if i were to debate,im sure she's gonna say sorry SINCERELY sorry by the end of the day.cos this is what I will be saying,

1) in malay sopan sophiscated mode:
''maaf kate la kak (slalu aku dgr makcik pat tv ckp) saye tanye dgn baik,kak tolong la jawab dgn baik.saye tk niat pon nk gado ke ape dgn kakak and saye hormat kak sebagai the in people working here,jadi tahu tempat ni macamane so boleh suggest dkat kite mane nk letak balance bende deco ni smue.kalau kakak tak tau tkpe, ckp tak tau atau diam saje.lebih afdhal.kite sama2 melayu(walaupun aku bukan 100% melayu)dan saye rase adab itu penting ye''*dgn muke mak enon*

OR

2)minahrep mode.
''eh aku cakap ngan kau ke minah??tk kan?aku tanye kau baik2 jawab ah baik2.lu jgn biken darah wa UP eh.lu jgn biadap ngan wa ah.tktau lu diam sua eh sbelom wa sumbat lu punya mulot dgn roti yg lu jual ah.wa rembat lu baru tau.tunggu lu abis keje pat luar ah.ramai ni abang2 aku!''*muke minahrep binget kening naik*

OR

3)english mean girls series.
''Like hello??*flick hair*am i talking to you???are you the superior here?firsTly I AM NOT the designer. im just here to supervise their work,and i jolly well know how to decorate your run down cafe BUT ofcos it will look disgusting having my gorgeous sparkling centrepieces to stand side by side with your BREAD and BUNS.grOSS.so yeah.btw, i dun think you suit to be in our line, cos you are needed here more.you suits selling the buns heh.tyvm*twist and flick hair*come on broS,let's go!just leave the stuff there cos they can decorate it themselves and I'M SURE THEY WILL DO A GREAT JOB''

firstly i am not the designer.yes i did come to view the shop a week ago but i went with the designer, a china girl.i have no issue with her or whatsoever but whenever she wants to talk to me,or i am the one who wanted to talk but we seems not to understand each other.cos she ain't speaking any english.so when we had the discussion what to put for the deco for the shops,we seem to have quite a bit of miscommunication i guess.so yeah.

end and enuff of makcikc/kakak story!

and i went to the next outlet which is also giving me and my brotherS big problem cos that pinoy Manager seems wanted everything to be well perfect clean,after adjusting afew times,i began to give up and give this fuck up look.and he was like...''i....thinnnkk''*giving me this weird look,like smirk but not smirk, just undescripable look la kan,''that oNe Rrright''*pekat accent*...den the abang (bhaiya's supervisor) was like ''eh dia nk MENGGATAL DGN KAU''and i was like *giving WHAT and tkle accept look*i flick my tied hair*ya it sounds weird but i had to flick on something anyway,and walk off hands resting on the abang's shoulder(like jantan buddy)if you get what i mean.and walk off tragicly oh and not to forget,saying''OKAY THANKS i think thats all for today'' leaving that pinoy ALL alone to do self entertainment.

i swear i cant accept all that from PEOPLE.can i just live with humans.Humans have feelings.well at least balance number of EQ and IQ.People have corrupted and polluted thinking and minds.Well, i prefer to be like Jane living in jungle with Tarzan and lead a simple life.

and most of my friends and family members, relatives says that its part and parcel of working life.oh puhleasseee don't tell me all those craps cos i'm not new to working world.i have been ever since i was like,17 or maybe 16.since i had my first job.so this working environment is not something new for me anymore definately.seriously gimme a break will you?

~~angry buurd~

Smiley Spain

Good Afternoon Ladies & Gentlemen, today our topic is about,FOod.

eversince that day i watch this suria show.i know right i never watch suria that much once in a blue moon but that programme they having by najip and cik sal going to spain is making me so interested to watch them going around spain looking at all the beautiful, unique sceneries, the stadium and also ThE FOOD.like ohmyGAWD *case mulot gaging plus jaw dropping*I FALL IN LOVE WITH THE CHURROS!so today for lunch, i kinda invented myself these churros plus hot choc feeling. i bought the plain pretzel from Makcik Anne,and Signature hot choc from starbucks.thinking that it might taste like the churros i saw on tv;*trying to feel like in spain*dipping in the hot choc,taking it out slowwwly,and then.....ALAMAKKK la girl.cos the usual hot choc i bought;caramel hot choc and thus the texture is thick and gorgeously tasted the real chocolatey taste.This signature is like hot Milo plus cream on top.if you could imagine.maybe its like that,or maybe the people make it watery like Milo and not as tasty as that Caramel Hot Choc.It was a mistake to order Signature.Since, I like to try something new and sounds GoOd.Like Signature,means like the original right?so yeah.just have myself to blame on.tsk.

lunch. well i have like 4 pcs of sushi left now.don't feel like eating anymore though.

HAPPY BELATED BDAE DAD!*big hug &kiss*grandad and the two ANNOYING grandchildren that were about to run off, not wanting to take picture.

the two cuzzins: bagus la tu satu dudok macam nk kawin, lagi satu dudok dgn senyuman gatal.

she's always showing this ángry' face whenever she look at me.WHAT DID I DO TO YOU?!

 Love you kids.to the max.I adore you both.and will always be your annoying aunty that plays with you guys regardless of rain or shine.how tragic that sounds heh.

xoxo;

By Your Lovely Jijah.

WinterSeasonCollection



Good Morning ladies & Gentleman,Boy & Girls,

Welcome back to Fashion bitchy news with me,Fieza Fenandez here.All I wanted to do is comment on the clothings in stores all over Singapore right now.Enuff of the winter coats & thick wolly sweaters plus that bubble jackets.I get it that some of you might wanna travel to colder countries or icicle countries that temperatures might drop to as low as 5 deg celcius and you can freeze to death but hello,NOT all of us are travelling right??so why will we need alot of them. That is why I can say our country is like copying almost everything from the West.In terms of style that is thus we have no choice but to simply don on all those fashionwear.OMG.but ofcos we dun right?so left with all those not so needed shirts and shorts.however, I'm in love with those bright colours stuff that is in right now,and when you mix & match nicely and approriately,you will get something like this:

Bright & Bold shows that you are sophiscated but at the same time looking funky.

anyways, I can't be an office girl cos 2h sitting and typing makes my shoulders strain.gorgeously pain.

10 ridiculous fact about fieza:

-loves to shop but hates spending money

-loves nature waterfall,jungle,natural habitat.

-loves to watch all the animal shows;animal planet,discovery channel,BBC Knowledge,but dislike to hands- on on all those living creatures.

-loves to travel but always cashless

-loves to talk alot but at times just prefer to shut the hell up

-loves to debate and will always or 99% win in the arguments

-loves to draw and write but hates her drawings and handwriting

-loves hydrangeas & tulips (random facts on flowers) but totally dislike roses and BABY'S breath

-loves to be part of any form of volunteer work like the mercy relief but never had the chance to go

-loves to buy clothes but always had nothing to wear

-loves to wear sneakers but not sandals

-loves to wear shoes but not wash them and once or maybe quite a number of times got warningS from this particular friend of mine whose so observant of my shoes; ''KAU TKTAU NK CUCI KASOT KAU EH??HITAM PE.KAU JGN SAMPAI AKU SENTAL KASOT KAU!''*prangai mak2*

-loves to clean the house; sweep,mop *sounds like a potential maid* but not everyday basis of ofcos.

and enuff about the lovessss.

I am so boreeed & tired of waiting now,I have work to do, but don't know how to begin seriously.

Almost 12 noon.Lunch i supposed.

& heard from nani that there is like free STARBUCKS drink between 5-7 today.how nice!can i be one of them queuing?hehe.conferm lotsa ppl in the queue!hmph.and i asked her so what do i do upon reaching the counter?should i say something like this?:can i get one FREE drink?*should i emphasize  the word free just in case the cashier didnt hear me and was thinking that FRee is some kind of a drink name??and that i have to repeat saying FREE drink again?i mean rather once loud and precise than having to repeat again right?how embarrased can that be.tsk

Be Right Back.(if i find like blogging again)

welcome back,

its been some time since i last blog.its DECEMBER.yeah!i love this month and always looking forward to this month every year.yeah am mad i know,but i just wanna leave the unhappy past that happens to me heh.period.
i blog today for the sake of killing time till 6.10 more minutes till 6.work done.nothing much to do.so yeah here i am.

5 fun/random facts about me (those who care):

1) I love to see/watch weddings; preparations,deco,dress from magazines,based from reality,from websites,fashion designer blogs,bla bla bla and the list goes on and these will make me either smile kerekly or make my mouth drop 30cm down.
2) I love to listen to real life stories,NOT THE OLD FOLKS story so stop neneks and daoks dun ever tell me your life story.I love to listen to stories on how they fight to live,survive for others,sacrifices made,the journey that brings them to the truth path of light.The story of reverts.
3) I love ice-cream which i jolly piglet well know that its going to make my pants stretch 30cm wider.who cares?!
4) I love my mum.and dad.don't relly know whats life without them.
5)I love the Creator of the universe, I credit my my whole life to HIM.thanks ALLAH.

bye!6pm sharp

that ray of sunlight.

Mother.I need you right now.I am in total dilemma.I have a huge problem right now.I wish God can tell me what to do right now.Like directly give me a sign.Huge sign.I hope someone can tell me what to do.Well they did.My frens did.But afterall its my decision.Its going to end soon.This month.I have to decide if I'm sceduled for the next appointment.Yes it concern my future.As im typing right now,Im looking at the magazine ''WEDDING''.Isn't that what I want?Hey don't get me wrong.I mean isn't that what I wanted to be so much?A wedding planner?but kind of planner actually.& now when I'm given a job which is I have interest for,I got another offer.That offer,is something,someone I wanted to be so much ever since I was a kid.And my dad wants me to be that too.So how?Do I have to take my leave from all these?...

i've pluck up my courage to blog using office computer cos its so tiring every day after work to just on ur lappy to blog or even download songs.cos i've like spent the 3/4 of the day infront of the computer.so yeah.anyway i don't really bother whoever gonna read these.so this week, is a wonderful week as its only a 4 day work week.LOVE IT.

by the way my pocket is abt to burst and my cards are all about to crack as i have overspent my money!!!like again.can someone please slap my face right now.these are the few BIG items i splurged on...

by the way,i don't purchase two phones,i jus wanna compare what's given to me from company and my own personal BB.darn, the nokia somehow looks like BB right,but whatever it is im still in love with my new BB!*do call me lambat load*cos apparently everyone is asking me why i didn't get new iphone/iphone 4s?let me answer this question of yours,BECOS I LOVE TO BE DIFFERENT.and  plus i got an itouch,i'll look retarded having two APPLES in my hand right?plus observe the ppl in the train,ALMOST EVERYONE IS HAVING IPHONE?so yeah.no offence to iphoneS userS,u might wanna consider to change your phone now.

sometimes, good 'accident' happens,ignore my language,i was about to order like normal latte in the morning that particular wet day, and as my hands was busy texting, my itchy mouth which definately didn't synchronise with my mind blurted out, HOT CHOC instead.wanted to change the order initially but looking at those minah and mat at the counter,i didn't have the guts and balls to do that to save my frigging face.it did cost me a bomb.but i never regret that much as the HOT CHOC was awesome!LOVE IT.oh ya!and i bought a new BOOK by Jodi Picoult.LOving it!okay finally something decent i purchased!

anyways,the pile of paper sitting beside me are all now shivering and need me to 'warm' them.so i betta get start on the work!ttyl

xoxo
fieza

issues..

morning gorgeous ppl out there,umm,whom are depressed.like me.its been like alot of things happening of late that i don't really have time to like think of myself seriously.and know what,to kill all this depressed and stressed diseases,ive turn myself into a shophaholic.thats not a good sign.i am already one to start of with.added with this additional feelings,my bank accounts are just way suffering.everytime i reach the atm machine,all i can see is a sad pleading face the machine produced,trying to say that they are tired of giving out notes to me.i have the feeling of freezing my cards in one huge ice cube.like the girl did in shophaholic movie.

anyway, the point is, i have kinda achieved my dream in a way of becoming a planner.wedding planner to be exact.not really a planner but more of a wedding interior design kinda thing,but the think is, i am feeling so freaking tired of this job.yes i felt happy at the end of the day like a wedding is done,but the aching that i got,was like triple times compared to the happiness.i am all rounder.i don't mind being one, i rather have things.work to do rather than none.well, thats me.i like to make myself occupied and busy.NOT STEP busy but really busy cos you are paid to work right?

anyways,the problem is,i have been dealing with all these low EQ ppl,and also those with NO manners,whom are sadly to say ppl from service line. all i can say is that they are well pretenders and hypocrites.and all i can say ppl in hotel line is,,,undescripable.don't mind my language here,i just feel like whining.

INCIDENT 1:
i was like tired after the lorry ride from marina to this hotel although its a short trip it feels so looooooong as the driver uncle could'nt speed up as we are like having plants as passengers,so need to handle it with care. so upon reaching the hotel,with the tired haggard looking face and the phone rang...''HELO!!THIS IS FLOWER SHOP RIGHT?!!YOU GUYS NEVE CHANGE THE FLOWERS FOR SO MANY DAYS AND THERE IS NO PROPER SCHEDULE TO CHANGE THE PLANTS OR WHAT  HUH?THERE IS NO SYSTEM TO IT?LAST TIME NOT LIKE THIS AND MY GUEST IS LIKE COMING BY TONIGHT AND HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO GO ON THE EVENT?!CAN YOU PLS GET IT DONE RIGHT AWAY AND NOT LIKE THIS?!WHERE IS THE FLORIST??*all her words are screaming pitching tone and with no full stop*okay gurl,aku no chance to talk or what?''let me inform the florist and get BAK to you okay??*she must be thinking im pinoy*I WANT IT ASAP SO THAT MY EVENT WILL NOT,....'me:okay ill talk to the floRR,....*WANTING TO COntinue*and there she hangs up the phone.HEY TYVM AHHHHH.SO BITCHY LA KAU!

INCIDENT 2:
i was supposed to gave corsages to the groom,and thinking that taking staff lift is betta than guest lift cos i don't wanna get caught,which actually i am free to take any lifts cos am wearing NORMAL CLOTHES not any uniforms or flower shop aprons.anyways, so there was this two gorgeous,opps not so gorgeous actually, they well just look simply sophisticated with their black hotel coats and smart looking buns on their hair with inches of makeup on their faces and they step in the lift with me,and when in the lift this is their convo;

Bimbo 1:Eh fuck,wanna go find her or just go smoke first??
Bimbo 2: Fuck, find her where?
Bimbo 1: Fuck,no need ah find her just go smoke
Bimbo 2: anything ahh fuck,
Bimbo 1: *smirks*
okay guys,thats all your vocabs are?it consist of FUcks??or maybe,they are too depressed cos they can't say bad words outside when meeting guest,so they vent their ''anger'' in staff lift?i feel sad for you guys,cos at first i have the wonderful high class impression of you guys but the moment you open your mouth, its like,''hi can you pls shut ur gap up?? i will deeply appreciate it.tyvm''

INCIDENT 3:
As i was helping the wedding setup,there was the banquet BLack suit ppl i call them the BLACK MAFIAs,cos they were all wearing black coats (got some ranks,like catering manager bla bla)and most of them are tall and big size ppl,so yeah. one of them slightly midget,hehe bt not as midget as me cos everytime when i wanna talk to them (if i have to) i will have to 'look up to them' like OMG.korg ni manusia ke bukan???or was it just me?being midget me?HAHA.ANYWAY THIS GUY WAS LIKE,
''ahhhh,today you look lady like,good!!!wear dress!girl must be like this'*looking at me with a cheeky smile*'' but why wear flats?''me,*rolling my eyes,and producing this insincere smile,'' well, im not a girl what..''he was like ''dia kate dia bukan perempuan??''*talking to the guy on stage.den the guy went like''alamak,wasted ah.....'' then this previous midget guy was like ''mari check ah!'' I WAS LIKE HALO???that is sooOOO,ARE GUYS IN HOTEL LINE JUST LIKE TALK 'DIRTY' STUFF 24H??i mean okay if he just say it like casual type of joking tone but to me,its still not that nice to hear AND LISTEN OKAY.go home and google yourself whether you are still wanted by the MENTAL HEALTH INSTITUTION.tyvm.

the point here is no matter how reputable your hotel is,and so blooooodddyyy nice to guests which is not so,cos its like more to the hotel name itself is reputable but,TO US Inside; servicing your hotel needS,YOU GUYS ARE SUCHA A BOO BOO!AND YOU NOE WHAT I NOE ALL OF YOU ARE JOLLY WELL HYPOCRITES AND CAN WELL HIDE BEHIND ALL THOSE THICK MAKEUPS BECOS YOU ARE JUST TRYING...TRYING SO HARD TO BE SOMEBODY.SO PLS HELP YOURSELF WITH GOOGLE URL.

ohmy,its raining heavily out there,cats and dogs,its heavy pour and i have to make way to that bitchy hotel again to settle paperworks.FREAK AH....i mean i look so hip hop today wif my sloppy jeans and SNEAKERS.*dun look like working at hotel at all yarrrr*so whateverrRRR

childhood days

pure random photo. (avoid pls)

had this one printed out,hang infront of the girl.she hopes that this guy will one fine day meet & propose to her,SUPER DOUBLE FAT HOPE.

anywayS, here i am gonna tell you guys with my grandma story.eversince i was young,(i noe some of you might be rolling your eyes now)who cares about my childhood days right?but well this is my blog, im gonna tell you so just live with it,refuse to read you can take your leave pls,tyvm.siap warning dulu.im brought up in such a way that im not indulge in those wealthy toys,those electronic gadgets or whatsoever.i had more of a 'energy usage toys' the ones where you need to play physically and not mentally if you get what i meant.and did i mention?that i am soo on the boys side when i was young,well even now that is.but not as much compared to the past.i will tucked in my tshirt and JEANS that is.even on raya.i swear.i cant live wiothout tagging along my brother to soccer plays and matches.i would love to be involved and 'categorized' as one of them.one of the boys that is.

i don't possess a single doll.this might sounds depressing indeed.i remember mum bought me a doll, the ones that is being fed type.every girl has it that point of time.so when i went to the mall,i grabbed that 'thing' first persuading my dad to buy it for me.i wanted that 'one' so much cos,all of my frens has it.so yeah.dad gave in to me for this cos to him its like something new that i like dolls.that doll cost a bomb indeed(cos its something WOW last time)100$ that is.okay fine i did have one doll.one day doll.

i played with that doll for only a day.yes a day,,mum told me that i began to bang that doll against the wall?how brutal i am/was.that doll got its head dislocated and was send to the 'hospital'(washing machine) cos i kept throwing it instead of playing with it, well it kinda look something like this,,

and i dump that doll right after a few days later,cos i thought that i wanna 'join' my brother again.soccer that is. i remember having those bruises on my forehead when that ball 'accidentally' hit on the wrong spot.and brother will shout out at me saying how IRRITATING i am.he even asked me to lie to mum saying that i accidentally hit the wall and injure myself.well it might sound abit nonsense but thats the best excuse he can find since im well known for acidentally banged against things for no specific reason -___- even till now.

when i was in primary school, one of my bestfriend,we are still bestfriend till now in fact, everyday,after school,  between primary 2 and 3 that is,we will always,i mean she will always go my place and we will have this turn by turn skate scooter race??wth right?i noe.cos i got it as present.my parents will never buy me all those toys you noe.both of us will speed up like craazy as if some hantu chase after us.HAHA.I miss those times though.

KAY BACK.

anywayS, ive just reached bAK office after a long walk from Fullerton.wif like laptop.walking with laptop.like OMG.OKBYE.IM LIKE OUTTA BREATH NOW.

noe what?i shud hire a chauffer in future.cos this work does need one indeed.OMG.

cats & dogs

a very good morning to gorgeous ppl out there!yes today is MONDAY,another brand new week for all of us to begin with.why am i sounding like aaaa, radio dj?fine, i have lotsa to blog about till i dun really noe where to begin with.btw, to im sooo blooody harworking, bringing lappy to work.not that i cant blog using work com,its just this com here would'nt except my entry.anyways i wanted abit of privacy,just in case i forgot to delete my entry post from that com,then everyone in the office be able to read it!fine thats just my WILD imagination.

its seriously raining cats and dogs today,like heavily rain,i was shaken by those loud thunders,was getting readi when i heard those loud 'kedebang'!!!if thats how it sounds like.HAHA.actually its pretty scary don't you think so.i was hoping that  'that' sound dosen't trigger me when im out.i might suffer from mild spasm then.i'll be a laughing stock then.

i was like literally flat the whole of ytd,wake up eat, sleep again,wakeup, eat, sleep again.OMG.oh well what to do,its like my first rest day since the last 2 weeks!!im serious ok,,

this candy shop was seen at,... TAKA if im not wrong, selling all the sweet goodS!we wanted to buy some of it, but afraid that we might not eat it cos we dun really have sweet tooth that is.all those the ''chicks'' are actually sweets!!gorgeous or what?!now i noe what to get for bdaeS!especially to those who have sweet tooth heh.

bunny in the house.

alamak quality tk baik.tsk

tempat yang paling menarik untuk bergambar,is T,toilet; tandas.

hi my name is kitty cat. 

more updates later!got to do abit of work first!xoxo

relaxing sunday

oh yeah! i've just gotta blog today,like now since so freaking long never did.i mean i wanted to update so much abt the different things that i have experience namely my first experience meeting bride and groom.oh wait,yes i gotta job already,thank god.i'm not a wedding planner though wanted to be so much,but lucky im not cos this work i have to deal with bride and groom and thus this is really an eye opener for me.

bride and groom can be really hassle to handle as ofcos who do not want their big day to be the best of the best so that maybe who knows it might be featured in mag or something,but who cares? well im still a greenhorn at this thus alot of things i need to learn about.but i hope slowly might be able to handle it.first few days was soooo lost and tiring and i cant sleep well those nights and kept thinking of what will happen the next day,i got so into it that i develop some kinda insomnia.was pissed with myself actually that im not able to sleep well the nights and the next very day i will be very verrry sleepy.darn.

and when to think of it again there's always something good outta something.got like another offer which,i really love to be in it...but i felt as if i'm like ditching this current job if i were to go for this new one.why do they reply my resume like now?whhhhhhhhhhhhy god?i hope you can gimme an answer -_____-

anyways,lemme tell you some catch of the day,this is like super annoying,like i hate BAD, RUDE CUSTOMER SERVICE.and somemore when it comes from a 5/6 stars hotel?!!although she's just a staff at one cafe in that hotel, i think good service must no matter where you are working at.6 stars hotel,4 stars hotel,shopping centre,kopitiam or even kedai mamak right??

i dun see why aunties at coffee shop can gimme a good thumbs up service, but this particular girl whom looks star karat, well she serves us,yes she did ask us what we wanted, well my colleague,an auntie to be precise from the flower shop was like so hungry that particular day after meeting the bride&groom so she decided to purchase a piece of that exotic looking cake.however she ended up having two pieces and requested for two glasses of ice water.that Girl, was like making boxes,she was asking us which are the pieces we wanted but did not stop what she was doing plus give us this ''i am doing work can't you see?can you pls make your order fast?and ONLY TWO PIECES??''look, so we both were feeling dejected looking at her reaction and there goes me producing my bitchy,diva, stuckup face,,i mean she wanted me to do that sooooo much didn't she?

the moral of the story dudes, please, just a smile and polite tone  will make people's day,and plus you dun care whoever your customer is, an auntie,uncle or what,and bytw girl,the auntie is actually quite loaded to begin with, plus from THAT service you gave us,i felt as though we are in Neighbourhood begawan solo or something.

if i can give you good service but well at times,putting up nice front actually but oh well good service is sometimes about being hypocrite actually but who cares??as long as at that point of time you gave us the ''best'' service and a well ''sincere'' smile at that.and to begin with who gives a good,SINCERE, service nowadays??most will be looking at us like'' okay faster purchase your stuff cos im gonna bitch about you soooon'' right??!!! tyvm.next up will blog about star karat rich folks.

thank god today is a wonderful sleeping day,had lotsa naps,and hopefully, i got to be in a deep sleep again tonite.amin.anyway (glancing the tv) hope Mark Webber will win the race,or hope at least he get to stand at the podium receiving prize.(actually i dun really noe who he is but his name sounds cool) and till we meet again.

xoxo

syawal 2011

b4 get started in anything lemme just introduce you to a new lip gloss which does wonderful work to your lips by keeping it mosturize for a long time and also it gives ur lips this kinda 'sugar free' taste/feel.its a gloss plus balm.2 in 1.how cool is that??and the best part this gives me the ''nudest'' colour if there's such word,excuse me please,

every year,without fail,we always take picture at the same location/spot;outside neNEK lift area,same people(cos the rest,guys,kakak-kakak/abang2 sedare wif anakS dah tak kuase nak layan kite) which is,lemme tell u something,im kinda sick of it actually ,but again who am i to disagree with this dominating ladies?HAHA.kalau mereke dgr mangkok aku.walau bagaimana pun akan ku berterime kasih dengan mereka kerana without these photos i have no first day raya photo which sounds quite sad isn't it?whateva,, btw look, why is everybody wearing about the same colour theme as ME this year,KORANG SESUNGGUHNYE KPO OKAY *muke tak terime* mengapakah kamu sekelian tidak memilih corak warna yang berbeza dengan BETA???!!BUT whatever it is, i think, i PERSONALLY think, my outfit looks outstanding than them.I MEAN look, we dun have to look gODDY,too much beaded stuff or accessories to look good girls,,we must look simple and elegant seperti perempuan melayu terakhir ya!*cube memenang kan diri sendiri*and in case anyone thot that i might have lose my kain of the same colour somewhere and just simply take another kain of different colour,im sory bro,you are wrong ah bro,its  the trend la kan to wear different colour of top and bottom.but the pink kain i dun like it so much cos its,,,PINK.EWW.pink is for piglets,tyvm.tel you readers,if there is,HAHA, this secret,this kain of mine is like have to tie type kinda.so macam you have to tie it properly la kan in if not it wil terlepas,at at this one point after alighting from the car, i realised that my kain was...loose.OMG kan, and mum was like ''eh tali kain kau tu dah terkeluar,kau tktau pakai betul2 ke???''*muke nak marah*sory ah mak gua kan prangai jantan pakai ni semua gua taktau ah,den aku under the block dengan prangai burok mengikat kain aku seperti kain samping agaknye.orang nak melihat pon lihat la asl kan aku tak terOPEN sudah kan.

and more photo of the same people..

look at this picture and spot the different,between me and the rest la kan.i love my parents cos they are not the kinda 'force' me to be like them though they really love me to be like them but dad sayin this phrase which makes me look at him,yes,LOOK at him.HAHA.prangai gangster,''lawa dorang pakai tu****(sensitip babe)...''yelah dorang je lawa aku tak kan,.....

lil on ice princess!!love ya!!

wanna see my creation??...here you go!

if wanna noe whether its nice come to my house for raya kay!!raya @  jcc.HAHA. btw,maaf zahir batin!

XOXO

fieza KNOWLES( i noe annoying right)HAHA

love,ramadhan

le bistro parisien...iftar session wif the girls!besarnye heart shape aku.kay whatever la kan.

nice fruity dates...

stress nampak aku nak makan ape...

its a french cafe serving french cuisine but there's alot of malay nostalgic drama posters..so i think the owner is the malay old man who keeps asking us how's the food.he's suppeeer nice!

sedAPP GILERR...the tarts i mean,shephard pies!

kay iqah seems too get agitated,bawak betenang kay azan nk dkat.aishah sesungguhnye semangat mendengar penjelasan dari waitress itu ( tak sangke melayu aku baik)

the soo patient waitress.i think she sHud be nominated for the programme CAN YOU SERVE?

 fish and co. for the first week iftar outing.it was, not soo nice for my new york's fish and chip.maybe it wasn't my taste.

this is good!thumbs up!

not soo good.

this is,.....bye!

though i stay near geylang area,i do not usually,i repeat DO NOT everyday go down to the bazaar.i went countable times to just simply get food!duh.its a must to try the takoyaki balls,ramly burger,kebab,dengdeng.ive tried the first two two,wasnt up to the standard.bluekk.am soo gonna try the deng2 but not the kebab though cos its kinda daily food that we now can mostly see everywhere.

& new feminine footwear (i dun usually buy feminine shoes,that is)

im so in love wif the nude colour wedge

next week is raya so yeah!lots of clean up to do and today am gonna finish wif making the cornflakes!

till we meet soon
xoxo fieza