geek day out!!

felt so smart yesterday,like an A grade student in history.it was an Awesome day at the museum.no,not the night at the museum okay.i mean like we literally went to the museum.our national museum.so guys,i think this is one of the best discovery in our country seriously.and know what as much as i wanted to travel around the world to look at the beautiful monuments,buildings and cultures,i have to learn and have basic knowledge for my own hometown too right?i mean its kinda like a basic requirement if you don't even know your own roots,what makes you think you will be interested to look about others?so yeah,we did just the right thing there,our first move to the world discovery.indeed.i just had this how do i put this,..erm,intelligent feeling with me lately,not that i feel i am one but i just wanted to be more,knowledgable.in certain aspect that interest me,well my interest always varies from time to time,and now i kinda prefer reading lotsa books on psychology kinda thing,very interested to read more on literature and also find out about what's happening in the world now and before,loves to find out some interesting informations on beliefs..and trust me,i feel i'm getting weirder each day.

if you had like know me way dinosaurs years before,this wasn't the typical me,i'm more of a ''party'' girl,not that I like to party alot,but i enjoy clubbing sessions and also prefers or loves to lepak alot with people(friends..)but not doing anything useful or even talking sensible stuff.favourite location will be coffeeshops.trust me,even the mamak knows us well and kinda regular there,and each time we have our dinner there,he will kinda nod his head as if knowing what i was abt to order.do i look so,...predictable??

anyways, that's not the point,the point is,i get to know myself much better now i guess,where my interest really lies in,and this kinda freaks me out,if that era of my zaman gemilang didn't exist i would probably end up a top NUS scholar in arts and literature or historian student and have been to RGS probably mingling with all those..*thinking face* intellectual students i guess.and probably ideal topic for the day would be exchanging opinions from shakespeare's quote or even Churchill's quotes..*irks look*

well whatever my past was,as it says, past tense,it used to be,and now present tense and future tense,i am so definately going to do more research in the key areas that definately interest me,

this morning,to begin the day with, i even read the booklet that we took from yesterday museum exhibiton's walk.i was trying so hard to understand the context though,as it was in,purfect malay language,with all those new word popping in my head and me trying to digest it by assuming it.so yeah,people working for the galleries,i would definately appreciate if they are available in English too.there's malay,mandarin and japanese context booklets but not in English or even Tamil.So,whats happening guys??you need translator for that?hire more then.

and as i was reading familiar names like,Christian Dior pops out in the fashion booklet,i mean like wow,people from the past do have some basic stylish touch, and trust me,all those display clothing somehow do look or inspired by the now fashion.and i'm so in love with all those traditional costumes,be it cheongsam,baju kebaya,saree,english wedding dress.that is a round of applause to these designers from the past,i mean hey guys,without them,who ARE we?

and i know the girls were enjoying the talk in the food gallery,on why the coconut grater of the past looks so...cocky and we sure had a great laugh till maybe other tourist were interested to know what makes us so terribly happy people in there.we sure do attract them.

and i kinda enjoy the self guided tour as we discover all the info by ourself just by the click of the buttons,why is technology so advanced now,its all computerised and you don't need that someone to like tell you all the stories over and over again till he looks too sick and tired of it and kinda reflects like he's part of the dead from the history?HAHA.thanks Companion!

and lastly, the ticketing guy,can you pls just like seriously Get Over with the fact that we are not students anymore?! whatever you might think of us looking soooo younngg and innocent dosen't make us a student still.this is how somehow the convo goes:

Counter Guy: Are you guys Students?

Us:  ah,No.*wanted to lie but apparantly if he ask for student card,what am i suppose to do?give him ntuc card?*

Counter Guy: Student Cards have special promo...So Students??

Us: No.

Counter Guy: Not Students?SURE??*muke tk believe*

Us: *looking at each other & kinda wanting to give a tight slap on his face indirectly*NO!

hi mat,even though you don't really look like a mat,but who gives a damn right?i call every guy a mat,period.anyways,whatsupp with ya?don't you like believe that we are working adults?!*yarr its true we look younNNG and young at heart too but a fact is a fact we are after 20 years of age and have graduated from dip (wanted to do more than that though)but now we are working?!so can you for once believe uS??i think that he might mistook us for budak case tk abis pelajaran den wanna work,but we are not okayyyy,, we completed our course of study.period.

i just played this IQ test game,and it freaks me out i kinda get it like 80% right,so does that makes me extra ordinary in a way too?i hope not,but this hamba allah,memandangkan dia special,he like made it all right?100% right.in a few seconds.like Halo?though he got the help from the colour generic thing but still??in seconds??*mate terjojol*

i don't know why we need to purchase the tickets,as they were only glancing at it upon checking in and not like tearing it out or something?

muke tk perlu kay.and that's the COmpanion machine i'm talking about*ouch its just too glaring light thus looks so white*..just key in the numbers and all the information for the specific artefact will pop out plus there's audio too.cooL RIGHT??

xoxo

happy girl

Commitment & Trust

Definition of commitment varies from one to another.Commitment is basically a promise, a responsiblity that you need to carry out dutifully,to be given full attention to though at times this will also varies from one person to another,depending on the matter you are suppose to be commited to.I personally got irritated with some people who loves to use the word wrongly,in the wrong context.Commited to a relationship dosen't just mean you stay with that person throughout your life,even though you don't really love him/her like it used to be.That itself means that you are not even commited to yourself.You don't even stand on your own principles and feelings.This indeed is a vice versa thing too;it dosen't mean that you are not commited to that person just because you are always apart from one another,though in your heart that person is there for you.So hence,although its the same word,Commitment,different people have different usage for the words.

Trust is when you gave your fullest believe in a paricular thing,person;reliance on another person or entity.It has to go hand in hand with the word commitment.

So,the reason I blog about this is to answer you people,who have been asking me the reasonS for

Not To Be In Relationship has now officially & finally come to surface,partly,is afraid of Commitment.Ofcos,its not as if you are gonna be at the stage of getting engage after that or even to get married right after that,its just the thing that you need to really OBSERVE and think twice triple or even a zillion times before you can take this person for a further stage.Ofcos,its not just by one meeting and not just pick random people from the streets or market to be that partner.And there is just the thing with me that i don't trust people easily.If someone's wants it,you have to work hard enough to gain that trust of mine(i'm not saying this as if i'm big shot,though i sound like one,i think)but I think that this apply to everyone around the world right?Confession of mine,I don't trust the people i have been with in relationship;only 1*that was, i think 3years back or 4?*sorreh toO long ago,don't remember,and if that's what i called and consider BF-GF thingy.That one just deserves someone way better than I am seriously;and he got it already.Don't even trust the time i have been spending with the people i've dated(not that many,but wait,i really forgot)more than 2 but less than 5.i think.and all didn't even turns out well after a few of well,.. meeting sessions i call it.HAHA.

Well sometimes, I just have to blame myself for it,for having kinda interview session with them instead of like having to date them.I kinda put priorities and set a criteria base kinda chart *in my mind that is* before even going for the next few more dates with them.So once that guy shows the symptoms of not my taste kinda thing *mcm paham* I definately will delete his number from my mobile.I rather do that than have to deceive him and myself to having more couple of meeting sessions right?To tell him ''Stop'' rather than to continue this unintended meeting sessions.I dun wanna lead him like a blind man up to a tall cliff and let him go at the edge of it. It will definately be a harsh fall.

Relationship is also one of the major reason,I would definately avoid family gatherings(my dad's side that is)it has always been the problematic one*shake head*as cousins of the side will always be sitting in a group at some point and will talk about their updates and one MAJOR point that they like to bring up,oh well you know it,''So how are you with Dol bin Mat?'' or sentence for the singles(that will be me)/or unsure whether they are single or attached or even straight,will be ''So are you attached already?''...and right after this moment I will hear a band of cricket synchronising their tune of song.I will tend to be the low profile kinda thing,since well, i don't have anything to share about this point and even so the rest of cousins will be sharing their love drama with me,i will be more interested in looking at my grandma's cooking on the table or even interested to know the experience my grandma had during World War II than having to deceive them and myself in listening the dramas.And there was once,when I had a gathering,I lied  to them that I'm seeing someone(though that time i just deleted the slow guy I dated),cos I wanted to get away from those stares that they will give doubting whether I'm straight or not?and whether I'm like a pure loser in dating scene,so i had to give that away,and when i did that,i give kinda a smirk,that they might not notice, as i was thinking ''Yeah rite bitch,who the heck am I seeing?the newspaper mamak at the bus stand everyday whom without fail staring at me one kind?'' HAHA.whateVER.

And lately,my friends i think, have been exceptionally concern,or even got kinda irritated or feel weird about me not having kinda of  a life partner yet.Like some might give stupid hints,asking me the obvious,asking me the WHY kinda questions with their puppy looking kinda eyelashes which is kinda pleading for help,..all of these which bugged me seriously,and i have gotten a few who like,trying to tell me whom to date or even partnering them with some of their friends,not one,not two but more than FOUR!*these will make me look as if i'm a can of milk that's about to expire and thus i need a buyer to drink me*OH COME ON GIMME A BREAK.

Relationship is not something you can take and throw as and when you like it to be,I have seen stringents of them doing so though.One moment you are so into another party,writing love notes to one another,updating fb status of their love ones and the next minute,all of it just crack apart,cursing each other publicly at fb,telling the whole world that you just broke up,and the next minute,you are hook up with another brat.that's so zaman gemilang adik2 kental.com/tkdearahhidup

And i just wanted to educate the public generally yarrr that the world dosen't just revolve around LOVE,and if it is,it dosen't have to be Relationship kinda thingy,it can be the love for parents,love for friends,love for family,to love YOURSELF & love Allah!amin.

Lastly,as much as i wanna be normal like you guyS out there*whatever look*,who seems to get the right companion of their lives,their saviour,their heroes,I want mine too,but you know what?!I keep getting the wrong choices!and the one that I have been with,I have lose it for good!(i hope he's not reading this).and like i have no interest in looking at guys anymore(look,im still straight)its just that,i don't bother about ANYONE,not even myself now.nah,its okayyy if he's meant for me,he's meant for me.let nature takes its course la gerl!ookaayy great,finally i'm able to type these out.thanks BLOG!

xoxo

one more year wiser..

Good Wednesday Everyone! i know i look pale like a ghost without eyeliner,but who cares??i dunno why i wanna take this shot today,whateverr,anw,nearing another weekend guys,woots!if only life's like that,work for only 3 days per week,i'm gonna be the first to JOGET ah!!LET'S DANCE!!!

ok,,,NEXT,..

here's the day when i grow more...matured,and nani has officially ended her internship!congratulation babeh!

~food galore~

pose baik punya,...

this bike has been there for centuries,pls claim bAK,..

YEAH!i'm so touched by the obvious surprise!

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no place to sit properly,..sorreh.

these are SOME of the PEOPLE who made my day!thankS BuDDies!

Superhuman In Action,period.

terlepas from zoo.

told ya, i love the cake so much!*prangai budak GemokKk*

though another white strand of hair grow in this thick bushes hair of mine,i'm still still the same girl you have known for the past decades,still childish,still straight..?!okay whatever,anyways,thanks for being there for me,conciously or subconsiously,thanks for the beauDIful memories that you have embedded to be part of my life,thanks for all those gifts,those sUrpriSEs that you made for me and making it a package gift one for me and one for mom;by giving her cempedAkS..(you know who you are),thanks for the creative touch of artwork carving my name:cuzzy,thanks for the money you flawn on me:parents.thanks for all those prayers you had for me,those wishes you had for me, thanks for enduring the stupid stories,moments with me*hope it will continue*thanks for sharing those bits and moments of your life with me,and i hope i'll be the best person i can be,best daughter,best friend,best buddy,best cuzzin,best companion of yours eternally and hereafter.insyallah!

xoxo



its,THURSDAY!wohooo!its like finally nearing weekend again!im so looking forward to that yarr!!and i kinda learnt afew things ytd on how this racism works,and i have answered most questions honestly,only one i did not really answer that well enuff.HAHA.cos apparently if i did,everyone's gonna stare at me,giving me THAT look.but the discussion part is damn BORING,seriously, i felt like running off to the field and do 5 rounds,instead of sitting there with them.GET a life man,to bad all of them are well OLD thinking(trying to be young and abit sensible but trying to act as if they heck care but have to be responsible)i don't even know what i'm talking but that two bulging stomachs(pregnant ladies) definately disturbed my rational thinking.there is just this thing about me dislike being near to these pregnant ladies,i'm SORRY if you happen to be one of the readers,but its just me,not liking/uncomfortable with it.if i saw a preGnant lady in the train,i will not only give up the seat to her,but will literally run off to other cabins,maybe few cabins away from her.i know i'm crazy.

anw,here's some photos taken with pa!

i suke ah muke you ni pa!so cartoon character!HAHA

XOXO

Being Rich

hey peeps,have you ever like wonder what life is all about?i have been like thinking alot in train this morning heading to work.its tuesday.i feel so green today.anyway, we kinda have routine life.i was just wondering whether I have kinda Asperger syndrome that i am waking up at routine basis.monotonous lifestyle that is.wakeup shower get ready,go work,leave skool, back home,shower,dinner,tv,sleep.that goes the same following weekdays.and in Singapore you have to keep working and working to simply live the life here.not to live in luxury though,just to live moderately that is,you have to work your ass off.omg.by the time u get your paycheque,hmm,don't wait for end of the month,by the second week, its like 70% gone..so i don't understand the system here.i know there's more to living a life,but this is a typical Singaporean life i guess.go down the street and ask them whether this is their typical lifestyle,i'm sure you gonna get a 99% yes.and the remaining 1%,are those whom are born silverspoon yarr.case dok rumah goyang bontot duit masok bank account.

and i was asking my sista last sunday,how to get rich?standard dot com my sista's answer like the typical mak minah thinking,kahwin orang kaye.den i give the straight look,like,kau tkde idea2 creative ke?? den i was telling her she shud maybe like read some magazines or locate GPS to herself and use whenever she needed it ok.she was laughing her ass off.bro,that was suppose to be sarcasm,too bad she will never be qualified to be in literature class i think.

why marrying rich dude will not solve the problem but instead created a more BIG HUGE ASS problem,trust me in this please.

Case 1:if you happen to get married to a rich OLD man,

1)once he died,his kids(if he had in prev marriage) will come after you for the assets;all they wanted to claim back,from your MIU MIU bags to your luxury bathrobe to  even your toilet bowl seat.
2) he might know what you are after for before getting married to you,so therefore,he might be putting his will under all the orphanage homes in Singapore and around the world perhaps,Pertapis,Darul Maawa,Darul Ikhsan,Home for the elders in Scotland,etc.

3)he might have other scandals way dinosaur years before you and probably got a kid or two or even a lorry of it, and these midgets will therefore come after you to share THAT piece of cake,and hence the BIG portion might left just enough for you to just buy a decent underwear.

4)that old man might be a fren of devil and come back for you after he's dead cos well dude,you know pretty well what you have done to his assets buying all those mak datin wigs.

5)In the first place,even before he die,would you wanna wake with someone as OLD as your grandad and need Yun Nam haircare badly, next to you?!OMG.so please just erase the thought of it having that OLD frigging dude seriously.still wanna cont that relationship??...continue reading then,
6)you might always be mistaken to have brought your 'GRANDAD' along shopping with you.
7)you might lose in being the first to queue for any NEW LAUNCH products as you busy helping him to walk in a straight line without that parkinson jerks.
8)he might well be living for the next century,and you,keep waiting and waiting and waiting for him to pass on his assets,which maybe,you might GO first even before he does.
9)he might just keep you under the list of scandalicious wife,which is in other words,he's married to you but you don't matter to him,and probably your name is not even included in the will.
10)you don't even know how to face your parents,cousins, relatives,as maybe this man is even OLDER than your dad,grandad.SO WAKE UP!!

Case 2:if you happen to get married to a rich YOUNG bachelor,

1)firstly, he might not be a virgin anymore.don't you think so?maybe he uses that mOney to bait on all those pretty girls out there,well even maybe if she's not pretty,she's sluttish.
2)probably he might use that money to bait you as well.
3)one day,after marriage,SUDDENLY(tragic mode),he have no more interest in you,dump you by the roadside without money?HOW?you can't be holding donation tins around right?
4)worst,if you had child with him,he will definately win the custody of your child.or otherwise,he's not even interested to look at the child,which is more WORST.imagine having one lorry of kids with him?!HOW TO SURVIVE?!should apply for sinaran hati donation kay,
5)imagine he's the no. 1 description type of guy,he might get infected by STD,and might pass it to you?thats sad right?no time to enjoy the money.
6)you have to go some LAME parties,having to socialize with the socialites and keeps talking about who has bigger diamonds and carats and what seluar dalam label you wearing and talking about new Chanel products and the launching parties bla bla bla
7)you might go overly crazy to stood the best among others so you can win your annoying cheeky husband's heart.
8)you might even wanna consider to put on fake eyelashes throughout the night,while sleeping.
9)you might also wanna consider putting the cctv camera in your husband's car,office,workplace's toilet,or better still just put in on his head,hence a headgear,
10)there will never be a day you are scared of losing your husband,losing your credit cards,losing your condos,losing your chanel bags,losing your Ferragamo shoes,losing your Victoria secret underwear,losing your restaurant food,losing your bmw,losing to your socialite friends and the rest,fill up whatever you think you might want outta him.SO,BUCK UP!!

the reality is actually always unpleasant to hear,listen,but guys,gotta be real aite?!we are not living in disneyland,fairytale era.we are living in iphone 4s era,where,everything is money,but you have to WORK FOR IT and not GAIN FROM IT.life's like that.unless you are born to a family who thinks PRADA is like KINDER BUENO for you,then thats different right?!or that your family is the neighbour or relative of some KINGS or PRINCE,or that you might end up being in the same college as a young eligible PRINCE(familiar?), then you can consider of dreaming to be rich.my principle is that,if you want something,WORK for it,and not stood so low to get it.becos one day if all thats gone,you are gonna SUFFER A MAJOR HEART ATTACK.or maybe end up in MENTAL HEALTH INSTITUTION singing Chanel PRada BMW song(which is sumpah out of tune).get that?!!

xo
lalala girl

back to skool!

its a fresh new start for the year with new jobscope, making new friends/colleagues(only that most of them are of,senior age that is).their way of talking and topics just dosen't click with mine or it just dosen't get into my brain period.anyways,its a joy learning new stuff and practically learning some new skills,SKILLS?okay whataver we call that,however,this new job has reali indeed open my eyes in alot of stuff.really alot.

not all humans are perfect,however indeed,God make up the 'imperfectness' by having some kinda talent which can make up/complement for that.humans are actually ignorant creatures.they only know how to make things the best for themselves but not for others.one perfect word for these people.SELFISH.this word its great not only that it describes human who think of themselves only,but also these people can like literally SELL FISH at the market for this kinda behaviour.don't mind my nonsense language here pls.

anyway,there's alot to observe and learn here so i hope im able to do all that hopefully.and able to go back to skool for real at the end of the year.not really end,august actually.insyallah.video editing can be fun at times.and now im so freaking sleepy,hope to conclude everything and go BAK soon.ohya,today have to go send off people at the airport la girl!till i blog again!

xoxo

grumpy girl

1st day of the year

A very warm welcome to 2012,hope that I might not be the last to wish that,well its a brand new year with all the brand new start,new resolutions,new beginning a breathe of fresh new hopes.A little kickstart for the new year,is to forget about all the unpleasant in the past year,keep the good ones in memory and look forward for the future.As its kinda weird to be blogging from BB,I am trying something new here.So guys,to begin a new year,you need to prep yourselves with some new exciting activities which you have been wanting to do!I have mine ready,what about you?So guys appreciate that you are able to welcome the new year with your love ones.Well some,might be losing their love ones as I am typing now.Al Fatihah to those who have left us.

Xoxo