that ray of sunlight.

Mother.I need you right now.I am in total dilemma.I have a huge problem right now.I wish God can tell me what to do right now.Like directly give me a sign.Huge sign.I hope someone can tell me what to do.Well they did.My frens did.But afterall its my decision.Its going to end soon.This month.I have to decide if I'm sceduled for the next appointment.Yes it concern my future.As im typing right now,Im looking at the magazine ''WEDDING''.Isn't that what I want?Hey don't get me wrong.I mean isn't that what I wanted to be so much?A wedding planner?but kind of planner actually.& now when I'm given a job which is I have interest for,I got another offer.That offer,is something,someone I wanted to be so much ever since I was a kid.And my dad wants me to be that too.So how?Do I have to take my leave from all these?...

i've pluck up my courage to blog using office computer cos its so tiring every day after work to just on ur lappy to blog or even download songs.cos i've like spent the 3/4 of the day infront of the computer.so yeah.anyway i don't really bother whoever gonna read these.so this week, is a wonderful week as its only a 4 day work week.LOVE IT.

by the way my pocket is abt to burst and my cards are all about to crack as i have overspent my money!!!like again.can someone please slap my face right now.these are the few BIG items i splurged on...

by the way,i don't purchase two phones,i jus wanna compare what's given to me from company and my own personal BB.darn, the nokia somehow looks like BB right,but whatever it is im still in love with my new BB!*do call me lambat load*cos apparently everyone is asking me why i didn't get new iphone/iphone 4s?let me answer this question of yours,BECOS I LOVE TO BE DIFFERENT.and  plus i got an itouch,i'll look retarded having two APPLES in my hand right?plus observe the ppl in the train,ALMOST EVERYONE IS HAVING IPHONE?so yeah.no offence to iphoneS userS,u might wanna consider to change your phone now.

sometimes, good 'accident' happens,ignore my language,i was about to order like normal latte in the morning that particular wet day, and as my hands was busy texting, my itchy mouth which definately didn't synchronise with my mind blurted out, HOT CHOC instead.wanted to change the order initially but looking at those minah and mat at the counter,i didn't have the guts and balls to do that to save my frigging face.it did cost me a bomb.but i never regret that much as the HOT CHOC was awesome!LOVE IT.oh ya!and i bought a new BOOK by Jodi Picoult.LOving it!okay finally something decent i purchased!

anyways,the pile of paper sitting beside me are all now shivering and need me to 'warm' them.so i betta get start on the work!ttyl

xoxo
fieza