Monday, September 27, 2010

F1 again...

random update actuali.just felt like babling while charging mp3.i'm super duper tired after entertaining the guests.i hope dad shall not have another ''OPEN HOUSE'' nimore.its fun wif people coming to vist,but ofcos mum having to cook and me having to wash all the crapz was not fun at all.Niwaes,F1 just now was....AWESOME.expected the winner duh.but the thing i couldn't imagine is...HAMILTON was not able to complete it.AWWWW.dah so smangat si Nicole tu amik gambar dia kan b4 the race...suay agaknye take picture b4 race...hehe.nvm Hamilton,its not always good to be a winner,sometimes you just have to feel being a loser(in a good way) i mean,if everyone is a winner...who's gonna be the loser?hee hee.& please dun vent the anger on the steering wheel.poor innocent s.wheel! -____- you shall win in the more upcoming race okay??nvm,you have hot sexy babe to console you tonight ritez?think on the positive side okay.HEHE.congratz to ferrari,F.Alonso! ^ ^

tmr shall be it!hope its gonna happen for real!HAHA.be prepared for accomplice and me to make way to YOU guys!!and what shall i wear tmr???hmm..oh not to forget our RAYBAN shades!HEHE.

xoxo
fieza hanz

Saturday, September 25, 2010

zoooom!

cancelled the zoo trip again ytd.like again.tsk.hope that it will come true.soon.very soon.LOL.mcm nk pergi mane je eh?padahal ZOO?okla tu kan.the weather have been not so good lately kan...i'm just afraid that if we go we would be stuck in the rain.with the hippos.with the tigers.with the elephants.you name it.that will be super hilarious right?silap2 aku berendam sbelah hippo.

mum and dad went out for raya outings again today.with the Eman's pa and ma(mamak way of calling).didn't follow them.didn't i said i dun celebrate raya nimore after the second week?yerp so i was excluded.wan and gang raya session is gonna be tmr.i was exempted becos i was sick?HAHA.hmm.hopefully i'm not gonna be REALLY sick.actually i wanna watched F1.LIVE.on TV.hoho.well, its like once in the blue moon you get to see that right?(oh, thats becos i'd love to be like them,girls version)well, maybe i can't drive,but believe me  i can drift.HAHA.

it was a mistake to on FB just now.wanted to help aspa to get jerry's number and stuff.got to chat wif cha(aspa's fren ,so yeah).was about to logoff den decided to make a stupid move.look into his fb account.i kinda dunno why i'm fren wif him nimore.becos he was history.deleted him.and his fren.period.its way betta than blocking people from viewing wall post right?(familiar?)i felt so much better now.like a burden off from my chest.AWESOME.sudddenly,chey suddenly kape.yeah skali this fren of mine.pop.like POP.out chatting wif me,this boy is like a raya boy,why i name him raya boy?cos he always wanted to visit my hommie for raya wif his frens(mostly i know cos its like my pri skool frens, eunos community).aku sumpah tk kuase nk jalan raye bersame lagi eh.he wanted to come for raya.on MON.(act mcm paham,''okay maybe aku ade ah.pape picet " *in the heart was like...RAYE BARU NK CARIK aku?).FREAK.den he step gerek wif me ''kau nak join kite after that?join ah'..'TKNK PULAK??

and my poly mates wanted to jalan raya the coming sat,ARGH!!i just feel like saying NOOOO!!!but i really do miss them.its been sucha long time neve mit them!the reason why i Really dun wanna go...its becos all of them stay in the WEST!ALL.i'm the only freak stays in the EAST.imagine me having to make my way back alone wif baju kurong plus a weekend plus its nearly end of raya next week??i'm in dilemma.HAHA.mcm paham.they can come my house if they want to.i welcome them.its just.i dun wanna join them jalan.thats all.

i wanna do something about my hair.but i dunno what.i'm content wif the length maybe not the texture?-_-
its raining outside right?its good weather to sleep!btw,i'm just sharing this.i'm gonna be auntie to another lil pie soon.november i guess.part of me is excited.cos its gonna be a niece!girl rox!wtv i know.Eman is gonna have cousin.so cute kan.mcm kecik2 dah ade cousin.i dunno but mcm kelakar.part of me is i'm gonna be stressed again.its not as if i'm gonna take care of the niece but they are gonna move in here for 4 MONTHS!cos its like afterbirth,maternity leave thingy.and my sis have been so excited & looking forward about spending her days here.duh its her home,she can't be spending her maternity leaves at her PIL(parents in law) house.cos she have to go for urut and stuff.pfft.why can't they just skip the urut session and stuff??so troublesome.leceh you know!cos wif her around,my life is gonna be hell again.well, i hope not wif newborn around.


raya at nani's!

wif aspa and  her future bro in law....lalalala.

ex-colleague came for food (duh) and celebration.they bought me hamper (so familiar),usually i bought the fruits for the basket.HAHA.and in the hamper there's BOOKS!aww.the uncle still remember me heh.gonna read it soon!i think,i miss them,in a way.

zooooom!
fieza hanz

Sunday, September 19, 2010

EID photos plus plus!

1st day raya!!
lil' eMAN is listening to mp3 and he seems to be interested in the SEAN PAUL's songs  and was mumbling following the lyrics?EH SHUDDUP OKBOY.later ur MUMMY conferm accused me of negative influence??-_____________- 
2ND DAY!woots.


our movie date outing!^ ^

okay that was last minute hairdo for photoshoot!curls for the shoot! ^ ^

and more photos coming up..i think.but who cares right.HAHA.niwaes ytd photos was....LALALA.upload soon.its wif them.& im sorry i just like to be myself and WHO ARE YOU TO JUDGE ME?you dun need to like me becos we are not even related okay??bye!

PS: I DUN WANNA GO ANOTHER Raya outings/open hse pls!!!im tired of it!pls dun force me to!!!!+_0

Sunday, September 12, 2010

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!

i hope im not the last to wish you guys out there SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!woots.if i do happen to offend you guys,i seek for your forgiveness.and i do hope you guys enjoy all the outings and food eh!dun be sucha bimbo trying to avoid fatty stuff and seating one corNAR refusing to eat (guilty of that actually)IM NOT AVOIDING food.its just I DUN FEEL like eating cos all the food dun look appetizing.period.oh well raya,typical dishes.rendang,ketupat bla bla bla as the list goes down.

next,two of my frens have asked me these question.DO I REALLY LIKE RAYA?to tell you seriously,i do not really enjoy it as much as i do during my younger days.not becos i get less money(in fact i get more red colour this year, dah besar kan)but its becos sometimes,i do feel like its just a procedure kinda of thing.i prefer ramadhan betta,fasting.do call me a freak,but i do like something different.

reasons for not realli liking Raya,firstly,you have to ask forgiveness,okay that is a good thing i know.but me being not so good at arranging my malay sentence,go all betarabuh trying to ask forgiveness from my parents and grandmas.i do ask from my sis, but not my brother and thus i kinda feel bad.

next,when people ask for forgiveness that means after that they won't do anything bad or talk bad about the other party right after that??its not for some people.they are what we call two faced people/split personality/tebiat creatures.one minute crying and stuff asking for forgiveness.next minute they one corNAR gossip about that person they just asked for forgiveness.i really DO NOT understand them.

next,every year,i have to go about the same routine.each year i will look like a criminal/suspect have to answer questions from the 'investigator' asking my brother's whereabouts.well those who know my family stuff they will understand.i dislike my dad's side to put it in a nice way.but I DO Love all my cuzzies from both side.they are nice living creatures.so far no issues wif them except for with the typical minah twins twat. i dislike some of my aunties and uncles from my dad's side.first,they being so bitchy and laser at times, always like to talk unnecessary stuff which somehow sometimes hurt people's feeling w/o realising.GREAT.one of them i know loves to judge people.i know you do even when you dun spit out.last year,this auntie 'observe' one of my cuz in sucha weird way.like becos she do not really have good education plus dress up not appropriately,not wearing hijab.this year,my abit of a minah cuz changed,transform to be betta,alhamdulilah.already wearing tudong,plus duh have to dressup appropriately,my auntie like kinda 'like'/ 'approve' her.and now she kinda 'observe' me next.like give this kinda weird look.okay thats becos my other cuzzins that are not wearing tudong all either older/younger than me.the ones about my age are all covered.period.so thats the reason i got those strange glances from her.

WE do not judge by one physical look right??its up to us to wear or not right?maybe im just not ready for it yet?cos its a freaking huge responsibility for me.a huge change i have to go thru if i want to wear it.the major one is i can't hang out late wif the matS motorS.its just not appropriate right?i dun wanna be 'minah tudong' okay.the title is given out to those wear tudong but neve hold the responsible well.again who are we to judge.

next,those org TPs (tak puase) seems to Raya more than us.LOL right.they act as if they do full month course of fasting.WOW.haha.again up to them la kan.but its just so contradicting.this story is about one of guy fren whom happen to like fast as and when he like but ytd when he texted me to wish raya,i thot he was busy working(dun expect him to celebrate raya) but he was like''EH mesti aku amek cuti,raya sak.mau jalan raya,makan2!'' kay bro,bawak betenang -_________-

next,people do make surprise visiting when you dont expect them.this was especially for my dad's side.they said wanted to visit my house ytd at about 12pm.about 12 means,,11,11 plus,12,12 plus right?not like...1040am????freak.i just wokeup wif my messy retarded hairstyle plus big jersey (pass down from brudder) walking like a zombie 'salam' them.my freaking laser uncle was like ''eh kau pakai kain ah sarong!''intend to say that i can't wear my shorts.its not that short of a shorts,u get what i mean,like not hotpants?its shorts but knee length.okay what kan?baru bgn tdo what?malas ah nk change.then the laser uncle's wife which is my laser auntie(padan la tu, husband and wife)look at me one kind.cos i do seems to give this wtf look and walk towards the kitchen 'voluntarily' helping mum.you guys are sucha hassle what?janji palsu.kasi timing mrepek -______- and after which force me to siap fast to go out gether.wtf suke ati aku la nk keluar what time.

lastly, for me,raya is all about waiting,testing my patience.really.wait for siblings to come,wait for relatives to make a move to next house, wait for people to get ready,come visting.wait for this and that, bla bla bla.sucha hassle!

aniwaes,i do not wish to have any raya outings nimore after today.today maybe shall be my last.LOL.niwaes,(tkde link jap) wassup with our neighbour country,lotsa crimes committed.murder,rob,kidnap,rape,'dump' babies.im thankful for being in sucha peaceful country!peace! ^ ^

i hope this friday's photoshoot turns out good!...hope no problem arouse...hmm...lalala.

a gift from one of my cuzzy.she seems to noe im obsessed wif this BREADOU stuff.there was once i squeeze the stuff at the shop till its squashed up and KOYAK.HAHA.tragic pe.


xoxo
fieza

Friday, September 3, 2010

baking mode




ytd was our 'rajin' baking mood.nani decided to come my place for baking session.initially we wanted to do one recipe.like brownies only.but later during our visit to the supermarket,it seems that everything is nice for us.like the premix oreo slice,and bla bla...so we bought the ingredients  for brownies and the premix oreo slice.HAHA.(prangai tamak i know).then later after doin that both,we were like,...its all in small proportion...so why not do another recipe??(super smangat).so there we are going down again buy the ingredients for our cookies.nani was smangat wif the cookies at first but after baking technical faults(we had no choice but to bake in a???HAHA.)the cookies turn out burnt at the beginning,like totally dark,black,hitam hangus,chau ta?but later some turn out better...?okayla...so the 3 recipes we made were; oreo slice,brownies,chewy chocolate chip cookies(yar TOTALLY chewy indeed)the only thing that turns out SUPER GOOD was our brownies!shud'nt have done the rest and do more of brownies right?nah its okay.its good to experiment wif stuff.



okay this was done about 4 days before.its a traditional malay kuih ondeh ondeh(i tasted two or three only).mom gave me the recipe to do it.she bought the ingredients all so the thing i have to do is just make it.produce it.LOL.
had this at pasatamania  for break fast that day.satisfy my craving for pizza!on that particular day was super funny.okay i dunno whether its funny to you but yar, my fren and i didn't know whether dah azan ke blm...7.11pm..so i was like ''eh chkout that dude,he drink oreadi(b4 that he was oso in the kinda waiting mode wif the gf)''but my fren was like''no la,skali dia tk puase ke....?''den the minah tudongs all start drinking  and this fren of mine was like ''EH AZAN READI LA.MAKAN AH''chewah stereotype pe ni budak.she dun follow the example of the mat,but budak pakai tudong je dia believe.haiz.typical.den i was like''ntah si tudongs tu pon puase?''(trying to be sarcastic)den she gave me this kinda unbelievable mode,and i realised i was harsh wif the words though.like the table next to us malay couple can oso hear,and ltr trying to correct my words''ntah maybe they mense??''we both then laughed mcm org giler!!den i realised it was a bimbotic comment.like pls la there was like 4/5 minah tudongs there??tkkan all menses together??HAHAHAHAHA.

and i have traded in my psp for a new mp3.didn't really need psp nimore right?just need to listen to songs.but i kinda regret it in a way for buying it(psp) at a high price but later traded for much way cheaper than that...how sadded.

chauchinchau till next update
P.s: i haven't really clean my house/room for raya and its like...next week??friday!damn.have about a week  more?where shall i begin???malas la...-____________-

i.me.myself.

life is not a routine but creation