Hard working kids vs Smart kids

i mean it.every word i've said,every punctuation that is.i say whatever i think i feel like and noe what,i refused to talk to you.most of them get it,well why not you.thanks for raking up the past.i never did have to feel indebted to anyone.call me a lifeless creature.look,i see things in bigger scale unlike you.trust me,i'm not gonna ever walk back into that phase of life.been wasting quite alot of time of not doing anything productive.well, i made that decision.well, tell you what,my life is plain boring now.yes i know that.wakeup,shower go to work back at home shower eat dinner sleep.daily routine.weekends,sleep in.so what?its my life.not yours.you may live your life you feel like to.that colourful life of yours.so please stop bugging me.a promise that i made,to stay far away from all of you.you have to respect me for that.i'm not what i used to be.don't show me your face.and i just hope that all that phase is totally erased and deleted from my life.

sorry side track.back to the topic

anyways,for the first time i watched 3 idiots.oh well, it might be friggin old movie,but to me,its a meaningful movie and it look as good as new.usually they show it on tv,but i don't really have the patience to watch it.well,i'm not a fan of filem hidustan yar.cos apparently they all seems to have happily ever after ending.so drama,so tragic.however,i like to watch them at times.like yeah,i finally confessed that i have been late for meeting with friends due to watching these filem hindustan.this movie is like teaching you all about life.somehow.

the best part is actually it has comedy kinda touch.so i can't stop laughing like a hyena upon watching it at 12AM.there's a continuous episode today.and so looking forward to it.so basically this movie taught us that not all the intelligent people will be sucessful in life.we have to be 'smart' in life and not do all the things by the book basis.because by the end of the day, you must do the things that makes you happy.and not something which you are forced to be in;to be in someone else's dream.

and the best part is,you don't have to be so studious.study,study,study.like what?!get a grip man.you need to chill in life,you need to learn things with your heart.yeah it might sound so rosy.but its a fact.when you like something,have interest in the things,the knowledge will come to you naturally.when you study so hard sometimes,in life,you fail in practical tests,that,i can bet you.

so guys,i'm not saying that i'm smart,but how the hat i did go through that phase of poly life?when i don't even like the course?first, its because of luCK(God's gift that is);second, because i work smart and not work hard.a real life confession,i never listen to ANY lectures in school.well, at times i went to these classes,but even when i did,NOTHING absorbed to my brain.its like my body is in class,but my soul is floating aimlessly outside.instead of listening,i ask lotsa questions(since i have a big mouth) but i don't ask STUPID questions.what do i mean by STUPID questions?no offence here,but STUPID questions will sound something like this:

lecturer: An apple is red in colour.
student: What colour is an apple?

well unlike some who will ask this:

smart kids:What makes it red? (you need to restructure your sentence to make it sounds intelligent)

trust me,its not about listening skill,its about your own IQ.he/she might have listen ATTENTIVELY,but its about you trying to ask questions so much(just to show that you are well observed kid in class,well which might end up,not so good of impression).

one of such situation when i was wondering why are they always looking down on me (during my poly days); cos they will never,i repeat,will NEVER believe what i told them about plants.for example, i ask my bff(google.com) and found a factual info on one of the topic about plants in class and when i share it with my friends cos they need to answer some questions by lecturer,they will simply give me this ''buzz off'' look.like as if i know nuts about this topic.and know what,i don't give it a damn,i wrote the answer down.got B+ grade for that.and they,what else?C for that.not being braggy,but when someone share with you the perfect answer,you jolly well listen.don't be such a stark up.just becos i don't go to lectures,i skip tutorials,i barely made it in examination,dosen't mean my answer isn't good enuff for your paper.

another perfect incident to share was when i got better grade for this particular module which most of them find it difficult.the weirdest part about myself is,the easy paper i barely pass,but the difficult papers i'll do quite well,not A star standard but okay la.so, this particular module,most of them got like,C+ and ofcos,being HUMAN,they are simply not satisfied with it.however, most of them thought that was the best score they could get.one of them even ask the top student of the class how much she got,and i could vividly remember how stuck up she look,thinking she got the best marks among all of us and replied proudly,B.and hence there was a total silent.thinking thats the best score.and the best part has yet to come.LOL.lecturer was saying we did good job,the best grade is B+(since its a difficult paper).then everyone was like giving this WHAT face.all,each of them announce their grades and they ask among each other,except for me.don't blame me,they didn't ASK me.i mean oh come on,its just,B+?and not A so whats the big deal?well even if i got A,so what?!so all of them was like,WAH HOW COME U SO CLEVER??dear young teens,(cos most of them is slightly younger than me,oh remember i repeated my Os?)so yeah.I wasn't born hardworking,but i was born with slightly higher IQ and not to forget EQ,so therefore i thank God for it.though i didn't stay late in school or at home to REVISE my work,to MEMORISE all those scripts,i did understand the chapter of study and that,is very,IMportant.once you know the definitions of words,trust me, its gonna be easy to ELABORATE.so yeah.im a pure literature student remember,we used to write those long essays and read those in between lines meaning.and yeah,i enjoyed it.sorry for being so kental here.so therefore it was just a piece of cake for me to crap my way thru :-p

so boys & girls,Listen(mcm beyonce nyanyi lagu ni begegar-gegar)

-it dosent make you a successful person if you work hard,it has to be work hard plus smart
-you don't have to announce your good points,goodwill,grades cos it will come to surface without you knowing it
-you don't have to compete in everything,cos you had to do it willingly,and that is more important than the rest of the points,only then you will feel satisfied in whatever the result is.
-why do you need to impress otherS?do something cos you like it and not to prove otherS or whatsoever.rememeber, they don't give you grains to survive cos you gotta feed yourself.
&lastly,
-Don't ever look down on otherS,cos one day, you will need them.remember that(mcm kasi warning pulak)

xoxo

fieza

Humans

Hola!Merry Belated Xmas!

cool kan cake ni?!

christmas gift aku yang punya!HAHAHAHA

this cake is super duper nice,i think.

so today i have no work at all.practically no work.OMG.so here's what i did.went sightseeing.window shop,bought magazine to flip thru it.and now i'm gonna watch dvd.if santa clause is out soon.hehe.

Humans are always not satisfied with everything they have in life.they wanted to have more in life as they claim that they need it.Its actually not a need but a want.Have you ever wonder?why are we created?I have a lot of these thinking lately.Humans are created to create impact to the now existing world.they have their own specific role to play in this world.They are responsible to make changes to the existing things,or they are create to help others,or they are created to ''create'' something for the world.Have you ever play the Lego?When i was a kid,i love to play this Lego bricks thingy.and there's these little people where u can move them around.So what i'm trying to say is that,Life is like Lego.The one in charge for the these little Lego people around is You.But in a bigger scale,the one that in charge of you is God.So i personally think that God is the best Creator of all time.HE can be a doctor,engineer,lawyer all in One.HE can do everything that some of us cannot achieve to be.Only HE knows all your misery,happiness,all your lil' secrets.Only to Him that you are able to tell Everything that you have been thru.cos apparently,even without telling,HE knows everything.

Sometimes, I think I am being lucky in many ways,imagine if you are like living in Africa now.in Somalia to be specific.without food.i think i can't survive,a day at most.i'm sure my gastric will act up.and not that i will lose tragic amount of fats end up like living skeleton,but i'll be a fat lady not moving,without energy and power to.

Next, imagine that you are being raised in country whereby natural disaster is like your next door neighbour. I dunno what will i do.probably i will wear the best clothes all the time,regardless of sleep or bathe.Even when showering,I will always be on my guard.If there's any of the earth vibrating,I clad on the best clothes before running out for shelter.I must be a mad retard then.

So thank you God,for placing me in the best living environment though at times there might be hiccups in life here,I still believe that here is the place to live in.I will learn how to appreciate life more now.And will try to open my eyes to look around me more,those of them who need more help in life than what I am now.This entry might sound depressing or out of the language or out of the universe,but who cares?

xoxo

Fieza

good evening peeps,

i'll blog a short one today since i'm gonna like end my hours at work.urrrgh been waiting like the whole day actually to be 6.haiz mane la dapat pekerje mcm aku ni kan.1 dalam sejute.bagos la tu.semua papers account for the month dah settle and here i am.after reading cik pa's blog.i totally agree wif her.in the train section part.that was a total,LOL.anyways that is supeer true that why the indians and malays had to be blame for that?!ridiculous.its okay people,sometimes it is quite obvious what this country is all about.we the minorities don't have to say anything cos They will say it themself.so yeah.get what i mean?you don't?well nvm, be one of us living here, then you will understand yea.look ALL of us are born the same.all of us is from tanah.we don't ask God to make us darker or having that small sepet eyes than the rest don't we?so just live with it.we are all by nature the same.the only thing that actually truely differentiate us is our deeds.good or bad.

and i was hoping madly dat one day i can fly.like realli do.cos it seems that the public transport is like forever full?regardless of the days, the timing,and mode of transport.like come on girl,i need a break from all these?why is it that the train is forever FULL?and you need to squeeze through it as though you did not pay the full amount for the ride.

today, i got those blurred vision attack a few times.like suddenly felt dizzy and have this blurred vision attack.hope its nothing more than that.

okay 3 minutes to 6,its time to start packing and leave soon.dun wanna make that cranky.com sista of mine waiting that long.

xoxo
fieza

random facts,again

good afternoon peeps,

its 12,lunch time,but i don't really feel like eating.seriously.or its just that i don't really know what to have for lunch.i wanted to have porridge or something soupy,oh well since i'm like sick again.these few weeks i have been like sick for quite alot of times.ohman.its okay,its god's gift.i'll accept it.i'm like having diarhoea plus abit of feverish.i think.popped in the pills last night,and this morning my body was aching all over.and sleepy.like am dragging to work today.what's new?today the pile of work is like,nothing.i mean like i just have like abit more to go and dats it im done for the day.mangkok.what will i do for the rest of the day.i swear i feel like taking mc again.forever.i mean okay fine i'm gonna start my new job like soon.like alamak no rest at all after leaving this.i need a break.dumb me for not tendering like a week before that.

now lets talk about like relationship.okay wait,its not dat im obsessed with this topic or even like this topic that i wanna talk about this.but becos i'm tired of this relationship that goes inside facebook and stuff.when i  on the facebook,there' like some people forever uploading the gifts their partner gave them;post things to say thanks to their love ones(no issue with that but some are too mushy)sampai nak muntah you know, then some like post love qoutes here and there & there is some,who keep changing their status  for attention seeking purpose.and look i have no issue with that either but i kinda get sick you know.so hence,i officially tell myself not to go facebook that often now.maybe once in a blue moon.my facebook is lifeless anyways.

i feel kinda weird nowadays,i dunno whatever the reason is.all i know is i want to get to know better about my religion.period.and insyallah Allah will guide me to the right path.can someone tell me what to eat today??

anyway,this is a random fact.my dad wanted me to wear hijab.okay even mum i think.but they are not forceful in terms of that.they never tell me to do it,but i know deep down in their heart they wanted me to do it.my dad keep being sarcastic to me whenever there's like gathering from his side and that most of my cuzs wear it.i will wear it insyallah one day.but not for him,not for mum,not just to be part of fashion trend to wear it nicely/different styling of hijab is in trend now,but to wear it sincerely for God.Allah that is.i hope that day will come to me one day...

Because,sorry to say,don't mind my directness,if you wear it cos of your parents ask you to,just to look like waheeda/just to wear tudong siti style or that your boyfriend wanted you to wear it cos it look more sopan or what,trust me it will not last.only if you do it for God,it will last.i am not here to preach,cos who am i to do that?i have buckets and dozens of small and big sins.but know what, i will say whatever i think.Directly that is.

an example is a hamba of Allah swt that wears hijab after she met her boyfriend.i think.ya thats good that the boyfriend guided her to the right path,but i just think personally that she wears it because her boyfriend wants her to.i mean whatever the reason is,well, after that, she change to a better person,i think?good alhamdulilah.but one day, she broke up with her boyfriend,she then put away her hijab.so there you go.its not that i wanna bathmouthed her,but I just wanted to share you guys this story so that it we will somehow learnt from people's mistake and hope to avoid it in future.Insyallah.


xoxo
Fieza

cish bedebah!

dear readers, if there's any.

two beetchy aunties/sister(age about late 30s) have offended me this week.Like seriously testing my patience.

today, when i wanna purchase my lunch,it was quit of a queue and when its my turn i quickly ordered mine and thats it.then the auntie was asking me whether i wanted some curry gravy.I accidently said ''ah k'' den i was like ''Eh no,sorrrrry''.then this makcik was like ''TADI KATE NK,DAH LETAK TKNK PULAK,ALAMAKKKK''tragic mode,glancing at the long queue behind me *rolling my eyes* ''AH TKYA NANGIS AH CIK.dah ah sudah dah letak nvm,i''ll EAT''.im not a fussy customer.since you pour it ill take it,its not as if im gonna ask you to change for me or WHAT RIGHT??.OMG.dun be so drama can makcik?!

NExt,
two days ago,i was suppose to send the christmas deco with the banglas(my brothers i called them,sounds better right) so ya.so upon arriving at this particular cafe at Taka,i inform them about the decoration thats gonna take place there at that time,however, the kakak in charge was saying they are still having business so we have to come back later.i told my brothers,that was fine as we can do the other place nearby there first while waiting.Brothers and I went out mcm case group nk rembat org.and aku la chip dia kan.LOL.

an hour later we come back,another kakak whom is part of the crew.waitress/server was looking at me/or glancing towards me unhappily.Like i owe her 10 buckets of mangoes ytd.after decorating the front part,i ask them nicely,politely,sweet as honey it is; ''kak, where to put the rest of the deco bende ni eh?any idea?''*smiling*well i definately was asking the other kakak, the one wearing black shirt since she's the superior.however this kakak (crew) was answering KPOly *if there's such word* looking at my brotherS (cos definately don't have the tetek to look at me) ''Put THAT SIDE la,NEXT TIME I CAN WORK AT YOUR COMPANY BE DESIGNER AH EH.''*with her rude anggEK FACE*and that particular day, i was sick.so its either i show the real bad side of me,debating properly or i cant be bothered show her that i dun understand her sarcasm(looks like im retard)so i chose to be the second one dat day.i kept mum and laugh it off HAPPILY.LIKE hahahahhahaha.then i guess she must be like What?im being sarcastic and you just laugh it off??den what i shud do right?sorreh your sarcasm dosen't take any effect on me.and if i were to debate,im sure she's gonna say sorry SINCERELY sorry by the end of the day.cos this is what I will be saying,

1) in malay sopan sophiscated mode:
''maaf kate la kak (slalu aku dgr makcik pat tv ckp) saye tanye dgn baik,kak tolong la jawab dgn baik.saye tk niat pon nk gado ke ape dgn kakak and saye hormat kak sebagai the in people working here,jadi tahu tempat ni macamane so boleh suggest dkat kite mane nk letak balance bende deco ni smue.kalau kakak tak tau tkpe, ckp tak tau atau diam saje.lebih afdhal.kite sama2 melayu(walaupun aku bukan 100% melayu)dan saye rase adab itu penting ye''*dgn muke mak enon*

OR

2)minahrep mode.
''eh aku cakap ngan kau ke minah??tk kan?aku tanye kau baik2 jawab ah baik2.lu jgn biken darah wa UP eh.lu jgn biadap ngan wa ah.tktau lu diam sua eh sbelom wa sumbat lu punya mulot dgn roti yg lu jual ah.wa rembat lu baru tau.tunggu lu abis keje pat luar ah.ramai ni abang2 aku!''*muke minahrep binget kening naik*

OR

3)english mean girls series.
''Like hello??*flick hair*am i talking to you???are you the superior here?firsTly I AM NOT the designer. im just here to supervise their work,and i jolly well know how to decorate your run down cafe BUT ofcos it will look disgusting having my gorgeous sparkling centrepieces to stand side by side with your BREAD and BUNS.grOSS.so yeah.btw, i dun think you suit to be in our line, cos you are needed here more.you suits selling the buns heh.tyvm*twist and flick hair*come on broS,let's go!just leave the stuff there cos they can decorate it themselves and I'M SURE THEY WILL DO A GREAT JOB''

firstly i am not the designer.yes i did come to view the shop a week ago but i went with the designer, a china girl.i have no issue with her or whatsoever but whenever she wants to talk to me,or i am the one who wanted to talk but we seems not to understand each other.cos she ain't speaking any english.so when we had the discussion what to put for the deco for the shops,we seem to have quite a bit of miscommunication i guess.so yeah.

end and enuff of makcikc/kakak story!

and i went to the next outlet which is also giving me and my brotherS big problem cos that pinoy Manager seems wanted everything to be well perfect clean,after adjusting afew times,i began to give up and give this fuck up look.and he was like...''i....thinnnkk''*giving me this weird look,like smirk but not smirk, just undescripable look la kan,''that oNe Rrright''*pekat accent*...den the abang (bhaiya's supervisor) was like ''eh dia nk MENGGATAL DGN KAU''and i was like *giving WHAT and tkle accept look*i flick my tied hair*ya it sounds weird but i had to flick on something anyway,and walk off hands resting on the abang's shoulder(like jantan buddy)if you get what i mean.and walk off tragicly oh and not to forget,saying''OKAY THANKS i think thats all for today'' leaving that pinoy ALL alone to do self entertainment.

i swear i cant accept all that from PEOPLE.can i just live with humans.Humans have feelings.well at least balance number of EQ and IQ.People have corrupted and polluted thinking and minds.Well, i prefer to be like Jane living in jungle with Tarzan and lead a simple life.

and most of my friends and family members, relatives says that its part and parcel of working life.oh puhleasseee don't tell me all those craps cos i'm not new to working world.i have been ever since i was like,17 or maybe 16.since i had my first job.so this working environment is not something new for me anymore definately.seriously gimme a break will you?

~~angry buurd~

Smiley Spain

Good Afternoon Ladies & Gentlemen, today our topic is about,FOod.

eversince that day i watch this suria show.i know right i never watch suria that much once in a blue moon but that programme they having by najip and cik sal going to spain is making me so interested to watch them going around spain looking at all the beautiful, unique sceneries, the stadium and also ThE FOOD.like ohmyGAWD *case mulot gaging plus jaw dropping*I FALL IN LOVE WITH THE CHURROS!so today for lunch, i kinda invented myself these churros plus hot choc feeling. i bought the plain pretzel from Makcik Anne,and Signature hot choc from starbucks.thinking that it might taste like the churros i saw on tv;*trying to feel like in spain*dipping in the hot choc,taking it out slowwwly,and then.....ALAMAKKK la girl.cos the usual hot choc i bought;caramel hot choc and thus the texture is thick and gorgeously tasted the real chocolatey taste.This signature is like hot Milo plus cream on top.if you could imagine.maybe its like that,or maybe the people make it watery like Milo and not as tasty as that Caramel Hot Choc.It was a mistake to order Signature.Since, I like to try something new and sounds GoOd.Like Signature,means like the original right?so yeah.just have myself to blame on.tsk.

lunch. well i have like 4 pcs of sushi left now.don't feel like eating anymore though.

HAPPY BELATED BDAE DAD!*big hug &kiss*grandad and the two ANNOYING grandchildren that were about to run off, not wanting to take picture.

the two cuzzins: bagus la tu satu dudok macam nk kawin, lagi satu dudok dgn senyuman gatal.

she's always showing this ángry' face whenever she look at me.WHAT DID I DO TO YOU?!

 Love you kids.to the max.I adore you both.and will always be your annoying aunty that plays with you guys regardless of rain or shine.how tragic that sounds heh.

xoxo;

By Your Lovely Jijah.

WinterSeasonCollection



Good Morning ladies & Gentleman,Boy & Girls,

Welcome back to Fashion bitchy news with me,Fieza Fenandez here.All I wanted to do is comment on the clothings in stores all over Singapore right now.Enuff of the winter coats & thick wolly sweaters plus that bubble jackets.I get it that some of you might wanna travel to colder countries or icicle countries that temperatures might drop to as low as 5 deg celcius and you can freeze to death but hello,NOT all of us are travelling right??so why will we need alot of them. That is why I can say our country is like copying almost everything from the West.In terms of style that is thus we have no choice but to simply don on all those fashionwear.OMG.but ofcos we dun right?so left with all those not so needed shirts and shorts.however, I'm in love with those bright colours stuff that is in right now,and when you mix & match nicely and approriately,you will get something like this:

Bright & Bold shows that you are sophiscated but at the same time looking funky.

anyways, I can't be an office girl cos 2h sitting and typing makes my shoulders strain.gorgeously pain.

10 ridiculous fact about fieza:

-loves to shop but hates spending money

-loves nature waterfall,jungle,natural habitat.

-loves to watch all the animal shows;animal planet,discovery channel,BBC Knowledge,but dislike to hands- on on all those living creatures.

-loves to travel but always cashless

-loves to talk alot but at times just prefer to shut the hell up

-loves to debate and will always or 99% win in the arguments

-loves to draw and write but hates her drawings and handwriting

-loves hydrangeas & tulips (random facts on flowers) but totally dislike roses and BABY'S breath

-loves to be part of any form of volunteer work like the mercy relief but never had the chance to go

-loves to buy clothes but always had nothing to wear

-loves to wear sneakers but not sandals

-loves to wear shoes but not wash them and once or maybe quite a number of times got warningS from this particular friend of mine whose so observant of my shoes; ''KAU TKTAU NK CUCI KASOT KAU EH??HITAM PE.KAU JGN SAMPAI AKU SENTAL KASOT KAU!''*prangai mak2*

-loves to clean the house; sweep,mop *sounds like a potential maid* but not everyday basis of ofcos.

and enuff about the lovessss.

I am so boreeed & tired of waiting now,I have work to do, but don't know how to begin seriously.

Almost 12 noon.Lunch i supposed.

& heard from nani that there is like free STARBUCKS drink between 5-7 today.how nice!can i be one of them queuing?hehe.conferm lotsa ppl in the queue!hmph.and i asked her so what do i do upon reaching the counter?should i say something like this?:can i get one FREE drink?*should i emphasize  the word free just in case the cashier didnt hear me and was thinking that FRee is some kind of a drink name??and that i have to repeat saying FREE drink again?i mean rather once loud and precise than having to repeat again right?how embarrased can that be.tsk

Be Right Back.(if i find like blogging again)

welcome back,

its been some time since i last blog.its DECEMBER.yeah!i love this month and always looking forward to this month every year.yeah am mad i know,but i just wanna leave the unhappy past that happens to me heh.period.
i blog today for the sake of killing time till 6.10 more minutes till 6.work done.nothing much to do.so yeah here i am.

5 fun/random facts about me (those who care):

1) I love to see/watch weddings; preparations,deco,dress from magazines,based from reality,from websites,fashion designer blogs,bla bla bla and the list goes on and these will make me either smile kerekly or make my mouth drop 30cm down.
2) I love to listen to real life stories,NOT THE OLD FOLKS story so stop neneks and daoks dun ever tell me your life story.I love to listen to stories on how they fight to live,survive for others,sacrifices made,the journey that brings them to the truth path of light.The story of reverts.
3) I love ice-cream which i jolly piglet well know that its going to make my pants stretch 30cm wider.who cares?!
4) I love my mum.and dad.don't relly know whats life without them.
5)I love the Creator of the universe, I credit my my whole life to HIM.thanks ALLAH.

bye!6pm sharp