extending hands,connecting hearts

have been dragging myself out of bed todae..have to do some elective subject project on enterprising.my group specially pick out on 'MERCY RELIEF' organisation.we are suppossed to make/raise money for them.so yeah had to go down d place and find out more about their works...

i'm reali impressed though by their works.okay helping people who are in need is a common phrase one ever heard of.but getting to see what they reali do and d video footage that they shown us...reali touched me on what they do*jiwang jap*but yar reali all those in third world countries have been thru..was alot difficult to digest psychologically.they need more than just cash help...

we had beforehand make an appointment wif the manager.i'm more of reluctantly go there to hear the talk.but however all members of d grp must present so yar.had to just listen to d manager having a talk wif us explaining d details of their work.

got d tins and some stickers for d fund raising, have a talk on how ngee ann students can help them.*mcm paham*well i hope they do,cos my skool students lotsa rich folks excluding ME.

after d talk,d manager pass us sum volunteer forms...i just dunno why i felt so 'connected' to them so i signed up for it...i dun mind helping and volunteering tis kinda of work..not at sum other fundraising events..*or particularly any other volunteery work especially for skool*

wif penuh semangat i fill up d particulars form to be one of the volunteers!*wow*

aniwaes, enuff about dat,now i just feel so bored wIf all d upcoming things/test to do.tmr especially have d first common test paper dat d particular lecturer didn't want to have it on common test wik.thnx ah.its gud in one hand but its bad in d other cos no matter what you noe me,will neve reali study for it,conferm case last minute.i still have 5 pages to go..yar only 5..but luk at d amount of words.its like freaking full A4 size paper wif words paragrapgh after paragraph and have to understand it.*CCB*I'll try.i will try.i will...ltr...

my wikends was crap daes.didn't do much.had turn down all offers to be out at clubs.*yes i managed to turn down*cos i am/was reali reali broke.now not reali broke,just got expenses from dad last night.so yar.

thurs will be d starting dae for my work...hmm...been wondering how it will be lyke.had to rush to work after my skool den..hope no one will give any trouble for me..its okay its just 3 daes dere.nothing much...

I AM SUPER DUPER TIRED AND BORED*MUKE LOST INTEREST IN EVERYTHING*

why am i feeling super duper exhausted?!

sumtymes.i.dun.reali.like.to.do.what.ppl.wanted.me.to.*naNI...WHOSE STYLE OF WRITING IS TIS?!*WOHOOooo.aniwaes, yar.sumone always wanted me do tis dat.well luk on d brighter side he wants me to be betta or what,but i dun reali want it la!dun nid it though.i had to be forced out of bed last sun as early as 9.pls la sun isnt it supposed to be like,a resting dae??lucky sis drove us dat dae to...d place we intend to go..greeted by d DR. and sum STUPID NURSE aka my sis fren.me dun lyke her.sumpah.she so annoying.in d morning talk craps n random*case auntie2 nye* sepak d face den u noe.whats worse is dat she is lyke freaking 20 plus plus.late 20s though.bla bla bla she went on and on....lucky my sis not AUNTIE like her although she is talkative too.

plugged in my ear.went on listening to sum songs which made me WIDE AWAKE.FULL BLAST.*avoiding dat irritating chirping BIRD*I was d last to enter d chemical room.as usual dat boy always wanted to be first?i dunno why he's getting lame nowadaes la.OKAY FINE,WE WENT TO DENTAL CLINIC.FOR dental chkups duh?6mth thingy its always dat eversince my sis werk in tis line.DAMN.its gud to have clean teeth but i just dun feel like doing it*busok gurl*.dat boy forced me to.registered my name.even d marathon.10km.everyone was lyke.WTF."you running for it??"my frens faces all in disbelief.LOL.esp.WAN."KO PENGSAN KN TKDE ORG NK CARRY''*continued wif HYSTERICAL LAUGHS.Kau GY MAMPOS K wan!kambing betol kau!and nani, my sis lup also dissaprove of me running"kau giler la fizah"AKU GILER?no.dat boy sumtymes make me gila.LOL.niwaes it turn out my teeth DOSENT NEED CLEANING?only learn PROPER BRUSHING?*muke preschoolers*

DR says: eh gurl!*telor nyonya*u no need cleaning!save money
fieza:okla syaitan tkya pekik pat muke i pe?!bapak i yang suke waste money?*mumbles*
DR.says:COME COME I JUST TEACH U HOW TO BRUSH ON CORNER PARTS?
fieza: apape la nyonya....*mumbles*

LALALA D DAES PAST BY.by d way.d boy  refers to my...DAD.

skip skool today.'vonlunteered' to follow dad for dr.chkup.he's not been feeling well lately.i dunno..i just felt tis butterflies in stomach when dr.called up for him.like i dun want another patient in my house.my mum already is.his BP went up.and guess what,he said im d reason for it??taking care of me is like what??maybe..LALALA.but i sacrficed my dae at skool to accompany him.*self praised*no matter what.im just scared if ppl are diagnosed wif sumthing.just hope he's gonna be okay...no matter how irritating he is at tymes,he's still my dad...*anak2 solehah*

at noon todae,went for driving prac again...and damn.todae's prac lyke drained out my energy TOTALLY LA.slept and ignored msgs for like 2h after back at hm.went in d circuit.expensive route.58$for dat?!fucking   EX rite?!wtv.learn d slopes.i dunno everyone seems so cool.but when's its my part?I HAD TO USE BOTH MY HAND JUST TO PULL UP D FREAKING HANDBREAK!paiseh too d max seh.OMG.d ppl or drivers or to be exact...LEARNERS wif their respective instructor laugh upon seeing how SEMANGAT I LUK?!*mcm tk cukop energy*THNX AH.SALAH ORG NK LAUGH AT EH.I TAP D OIL N ZOOM I WENT 'WANTING' TO CRASH them!my instructor turn to me and EH SYG!!APA LU BIKEN?!i reali thot he wanted to lecture me after that.*muke takot*"I  noe u marah sama dia olang but circuit cannot tap oil so much...so we block sama dia olang!''turning to him in disbelief..PETER,U SUPPORT I??*menang award pe fieza*HAHA.he told me to turn to d curb,do it slowly...lag their tyme....PURPOSELY.STOP one corner,I MUKE step dunno..HOW PETER how?*step je* PETER REACTING SLOWLY...TURN SINI....RIGHT...BANTAI SAMA DIA...and you could see all d other faces were burning red lyke they are saying...''EH MINAH LU TKTAU DRIVE RELEK ONE CORNER AH''*matrep style*HEHE.

dats all folks!two daes left for SKOOL  tis wik...hopefully it end SUPER FAST.

fashion alert!

i noe tis is gonna be random.like totally random.but after much browsing thru d mags and watching all d live runways, i've decided to concentrate to be a successful person in lyfe?heh heh.inspired by all d things in media.but not gonna be d wannabe fashionistas.just wanna werk in sum line associated wif this.first and foremost i just wanna graduate asap.den my plans will be to werk for sum landscape designs company since my course can only land me in such jobs or be a real BOTANIST d ones reali noes all d plant species names and stuff?!eww.not gonna be one.i've been doing lotsa landscape drawings assignments lately.not reali super gud at it but oh well managed to do it quite presentably.so im gonna train my skill and be gud at it.so after graduating sum of my fren 'encouraged' me.ya not all my frens like d path i took..to be in this course but dere's 2..oh 3 of em supported me.saying dat i will get gud pay as my starting pay will be arnd 1.8K?so if i do well,they say i mite be able to bring home arnd 3-4K a mth?WOW.since spore now nids ppl like us doing landscape designs.cos engineers/architects thinking are square box.or worst come to worst?shall be tch for MOE.primary will do.*mampos korg ader tch mcm ni*next?!

gonna werk for abt 4 to 5yrs.dat sounds alot,well mayb just 3 yrs,at d same tyme enrol myself at cosmoprof.learn d art of beauty.MAKEUP!love.though i dun use it one inch like sum do. after which,gonna open a bridal boutique/wedding planner!WOW*cite cite besar*but yar hope will make it and gonna make it happen!all my workers will b all my frenzzie.speciallizing in diff. things!sum gud at henna*u noe who you are,sum gud at photography*camwhore 24h*,sum gud at logistics*thinking of wan*sum gud at business IT*hehe*others i will just find you things to do.yeah!so happy if my dream come true!LOL.

been tired and had a fuck up wik though.but today just managed to blog awhile b4 out at nite. i've spent d last few hrs on screen luking at all d runways fashion.lotsa of it.so impressed by CHANEL IMAN luk!haha.DONNA karen,CHANEL,MARc JACobs,armani EXCHANGE,  i dunno but it luks so inspiring!been watching videos on makeup tutorials..luv sum of it!

p.s: i reali had a super duper bad wik tis wik and my whole body is aching!!SUM PPL JUST DUN DESERVES TO BE IN TIS WORLD!they are just dere to make my lyfe DIFFICULT!hope tonite i can chill well.and tmr,gonna watch paranormal online b4 having a counselling session!I WANNA SEE HW MY SIS LUP HAIR IS DOING??!!

busy days ahead

as d title says,it means dat im gonna be busy for next fews daes?cos of stupid projects and stuff which had to be cleared.i'm super duper tired.can imagine i was fighting wif my eyes not to fall asleep ytd nite to finish up sum drawings.basically d past wikends was a dum dum dum one.did sum werk.last fridae was a gud friday!we had lotsa fun catching up wif d GURLS!!LOL.super fun but shab just had to leave first.its okay we still got to mit up!i had quite of a terrible sat.was luking so unglamorous walking down at town.but d weirdest part is ppl notice us when we are in d shittest clothes!notice as in saw a few presentable luking ppl chking us out?HAHA.SUMPAH TKTAU MALU.MAYBE they c how sloppy we luk?but wtv,they luk at us n gave us d sweetest smile ever.

FRI nite wif gurls!WOHOO

WHAT I WORE ON SAT.SO LEPAK TO D MAX!

den at meritus,had sum event to do.had to deal wif tis toot person la.his name is RAYMOND. he's d event leader or wat?had difficult tyme negotiate wif him.first we thit we were late.den were are not?in fact 10mins early,den stand dere like two buffalo idiots.cos me and umairah were werking together dat dae and we didn't noe dat we had to.it was last min.but we want it.so turn up at sum hotel wif d shittest clothes ever.me...WEARING SLIPPERS??!  I noe fahionistas would'nt agree wif wat i'm wearing to a hotel.BUT WHO CARES?IM JUST DOING my hours for sum event?NOT as if im going dere for a prom or dinner?!*muke tknk kalah*

both of us were luking very d rejected items one corNAR.dunno where to head to.sum photographers came up to us asking us whether we want a snap??LOL.WAS DAT A COMPLIMENT OR SARCASM?compliment becos...although dere's lotsa jerks and bimbos*which dosent luk hot?all dressup mcm suar, chinA mari* at d hotel for company dinner,we are among d lucky ones noticed by d photographer although we dress down like shit.people mistook us for tourist.thnx ah maybe from phillipine?OR maybe its JUST A sarcastic remark to make us feel worst after taking our pix la.maybe d photographer wanted to take d pix to let us see how 'WONDERFUL' we luk?esp. me wif slippers?!

lotsa of em wanted do d glitter tattoo thingy?about 40 ppl came to us.did a quick one.70% turns out nice.d rest...OK BYE!.was mumbling2 to myself as usual.complaining abt hw sial tis RAYMOND IS.supposed start at 6 but it turns out to be 635.wtv.its okay i like d job niwaes.hehe.but dere is tis particular lady wearing sleeveless dress and she approached me waiting in d queue.den...she lift her hand up and was like...A BALL OF THREAD....EWW..*not trying to be WHAT?but yar,knowing u wanna wear dat,pls do trim d hedges?THNX.had to peep umairah and grab her shirt,whispering at her in a super fast tone hoping she catch it.well yes she did,cos gossiping part,mesti lincah punye!she was giggling while doing and me blushing red like shit trying to stop from bursting out.LOL.

todae did quite a gud job at d ciruit..it was quite gud for me but maybe not to my instructor?he was confident of me not doing well for my test?he kept giggling and commenting"EH wa boleh heart attAck ah ini mcm lu bawak!jantong ada keluar hor!,*cina accent*HAIYO CI SEH...''N BLA BLA HE went off in his native language.wtv i paid for it u teach!plus he was all over chking out hot ah lians and cursing all d minahs who was having bike pracs..commenting they'll neve make it?bloody hell,here i was struggling,he's dere giving unnecesary comments?!but okla he sooo funneh...I ALMOST SLIP OFF DUE TO D PUDDLE just now.SO MALUUUU!!!*sempat chk blindspot org tgk tak*HAHA.LASTYLY,CAN I SAY I DUN WANNA GO SKOOL TMR?!!

EWAH!I WANNA WATCH 2012 N PARANORMAL!!

verrryy d sad movie!!!

we were supposedly to be in skool.but our brains couldn't werk.so we met up very d early in d morning as if we are going to skool yar...haha.chill one corner buy paper searching for job..?any part time will do.just nid to get sum cash as i am BROKE!!haiz.so sedih plus pathetic la.went for a few interviews.ok actuali onli two.LOL.i tink we got d first job i guess?cos we were put on hold if d full timers on mc,they shall call us..?wtv.but i tink it sounds promising cos dere's other areas we can do for dat particular company la kn.niwaes we headed to d next next one at ION which is we'll get back to u ltr?cos according to her alot of O level students applied for it?syyyaitan la 'em!!dok pat rumah goyang kaki la.i nid d job more den u do!cos i'm a total SPENDRIFT person yar!!case tk bleh nmpk duit.haiz.now my nets is happily hibernating at home.neve took it out nimore and sumore its of no use la kn?!haiyo.

we bought d movie tix for a 6pm show?mcm sial.can imagine we ended d interviews arnd...1 plus?den wat to do for d next like 4 hrs plus??dats d only timeslot so we just grab it.lunch,hang arnd...took several bus..up down bus just to pass by tyme.since we also have concession...make FULL use of it!*muke makcik budget*hehe.WE WERE TOTALLY EXHAUSTED.like reali reali.dunno why.dat always happens when we skip class/skool.n we've been listening to lotsa JIWANG song.thnx to IRYANI SAM mp3.back to cathay to catch...''MY SISTER'S KEEPER''

its a worthy sacrifice for d waiting tyme as d movie is SPLENDID!I LUV IT!!its such a sad movie.ppl have been crying in d theatre??can imagine dat it turns to be like HINDUSTAN show or sumthing..??even me n NANI d hardcore gurls, can't take it nimore la.we broke down.YES WE DID.my tears were rolling like tap water.but wipe it silently tinking dat i was d onli IDIOT who so emotional la kn.den i heard sumone like having a terrible RUNNY NOSE.d ones u usuali had after a cry..chk chk skali...NANI one CORNAR,''EH KO ADER TISSUE??"'*whispering*HAHA.its her.well,not onli her,most of d others in d theatre cried.sum..super loud,as in d runny nose can be heard la.HAHA.whatever it is,we had a whale of time watching it!!must catch 'em for those have not yet.star rating will be 10/10!!maybe becos it made us cried??cos a gud movie will  surely have an impact on us rite?? d gurl ABIGAIL BRESLIN is so cute!SOFIA VASILLIEVA is actuali quite cute although she's bald in d movie..BUT I LOVE HER BF IN D MOVIE,TAYLOR;THOMAS DEKKER.SO HOT!!

ENDURE,TOLERANCE LEVEL...??EXTREMELY LOW!!

there's only one thing in my mine rite now.i tink SINGAPORE IS POLLUTED WIF PPL??can i say...its really really polluted.went out to town today for awhile.d train,bus,streets,shopping malls,POLLUTED WIF PPL.its as if SINGAPORE REALLY REALLY PACK WIF HUMANS.like over populated.ppl pushing everywhere.lyke SUPER KIASU.me and NANI sumpah cursing all d idiots la kn.met zeema and umz last wik.chat until 3am lyke dat.chk chk,eh bsok skolah pa??oh no.zeema,WERK.HAHA.suke?okla.sumpah i giler.ok went out wif d gurls on fri,camwhore.as usual.act mcm model.for me,model tk menjadi la kn.okla tu syok sendiri.nephew AIMAN now sumpah irritating,i feel lyke strangling him??cos he broke my frame and ran away HAPPILY wif his SUPERMAN SHIRT??HERO PA?!WOW THNX AH.no matter wat,I STILL LUP U DIP DIP AIMAN!!MUACKZ.ok moral story,i just want SINGAPORE stop 'inviting' ppl in.n pls use any kinda spray to ensure u smell...ok?24/7.not asking u smell WOW.but presentable la rite.if not oso PLS DUN WEAR ANY SLEEVELESS SHIRT.THNX AH.n i sumpah FEEL LYKE QUITTING SKOOL??!HELP ME!!I NID A PROFESSIONAL HELP.PM ME OKAY?*SIGNS OF GETTING MAD;ASKING QNS,ANS MYSELF??BABBLING 24/7*

aniwaes,we were queuing up for food just now,den...got tis COUPLE intimate infront of us la kn.OMG.we start gossiping behind em la.saw tis auntie and uncle sitting at d table though.didn't expect its d couple's parent.we gossip lyke so obvious la kn.HAHA.ER,after realising we were all filled wif guilt...BUT WTV.ITS DONEDED.n i'm sure they oso gossip abt us.cos d guy turn behind;chk us out and turn to d gurl to say sumthing.oh well.n it seems lotsa MINAH tudong wearing d same trend.FLOWERY DRESS.OPPS.OK BYE!TMR DRIVING ...LEARN PARKING?CONFERM..DAMN!HOPE TO PASS BY HOT CD GUYS!!D VAN KE??WTV IS RELATED.ME LUV GUYS IN UNI!!OUCH!NANI SHARE D SAME TASTE TOO!!SIS LUP PA KITE??HAHA

QUALITTYYY SLEEPP!!

lazy to blog nowadaes.nth much lately.driving lesson last thurs was damn fuck up. totally lost as i've last drove b4 raye.so yar was long ago.so dat dae prac was abit smooth but was terrible overall.PETER gonna have heart failure sooner or later.sorry PETER.too bad having extraordinary wonderful student lyke me.i noe.*rolled eyes*met cik aspa aft dat as she was on an off dae.lepak wif her and we were having sum conversation about WHO SHUD PAY FOR D FIRST DATE??$$.shared our experiences and were laughing our ass off wif sum stupid jokes when a chingchong guy approach us to have a DARE session i guess.cos its his bdae.was requested to write a bdae msg for him on his shirt.did so.done.continue our chatting session.and yar,GUYS by rite shud pay for first date.well,at least offer to rite??me not d type to accept though.but oh well, they shud have d initiative to do so.*pixs wif aspa*

another lepak session of us as usual.fri nite!haha. luk super formal dat nite.like kakak2 office.chill,listen mj 12 scare d shit out of us.back hm.tyme chk 4 slept.6 plus wakeup for werk at sum events.

ytd,first stop:SINGAPORE ZOOLOGICAL GARDEN

been centuries ago when i last landed here.managed to catch up wif d dudes frm d place though as d event was held dere.did sand art for em.snap sum pixs b4 leaving.cos sum ppl reali dying to have d pixs?so she used my phone to do so.haha.

b4 going for d second stop,we gurls had to take tis mini van dere.was super dizzy and restless wif little fresh oxygen for us.but had fun in dere like sardine though.*p.s: we were all cooped up lyke a chicken wif d stuff for the event namely; popcorn machine,boxes,ikea bag etc?but sempat snap pixs when d van stop for traffics*

second stop was SINGAPORE POLO CLUB.they had halloween event namely d rich folks,mostly caucasians?did for them sum puppet bat thingy..all of d kiddos dress up as fairy godmothers,witches etc.they were all damn cute!didn't managed to snap pix though.and last stop was MERITUS MANDARIN HOTEL.dat was d super funneh one i guess,they were having dinner and dance for factory workers i guess??cos most ppl dat turn up for it were d...banglas and chinamen?haha.did for em glitter tattoo and hairspray.one indian guy hair was SUPER STIFF BIG TYME when i sprayed d hairspray.was talking to myself.."sial la cicak jatuh mati tk sempat mengucap,AMEK KO AKU SPRAY BNYK2''*evil luk*haha.since a few wanted hairspray and lots wanted d tattoo,helped my fren to do it.super funny cos once i chose d wrong colour for d indian guy and it turn out d tattoo blend in wif his skin tone.haha!sory la dey!first try.next subsequent was okla.*da pandai choose colour for em,hehe*but skali,jeng jeng,d glue was drain out.NO MORE GLUE for d thing.damn.dats d most important stuff for it la.suggested to my fren to put in sum water in it.maybe to dilute it abit so we can have abit more to be use??damn.dat was stupid thing ever cos d glue is still dere but became so diluted dat...all d glitter tend to stick one spot which luks like a bird's drop.HAHA.D banglas and china ppl were talking in their native language but we noe wat they are saying...like"WATS TIS MAN??''*luking at d shit*both of us were containing our laughter and tried to luk as professional as possible.LOL.

wanted to head back home after dat b4 changing to go out again mit my frens.dats d initial plan.after d long tiring dae,didnt join em as they headed to jb instead of clubs for halloween.SO YAR, i wanted go club,not jb.DAMN 'EM.i noe d idiots who ruin d nite!*SUPER ANGRY*OKAY wtv, always got a coincident calls from other frens asking me out.haha.so tis tyme it was DINO.okay as if everyone noe him.but for centuries neve mit him.he's getting more taller i guess?or maybe its just me getting shorter.*LSE*so we chill nearby my place b4 me heading home.had a cold shower,bunk in!damn dat was a gud nite sleep i had.when you are super tired.dats d best tyme to have quality sleep!maybe dats a reason for everything, never go club,so i had chance to have my quality sleep!hmm.

but oh well woke up tis moning and whole body was aching!!arghh.so, today stayed at home.must have a gud rest.waiting for call from sumbody though.hope to purshese d thing by thurs.if they never call,i'm gonna call em to buy d stuff!haha.

ANYWAYS,HAPPY HALLOWEEN PPL!