issues..

morning gorgeous ppl out there,umm,whom are depressed.like me.its been like alot of things happening of late that i don't really have time to like think of myself seriously.and know what,to kill all this depressed and stressed diseases,ive turn myself into a shophaholic.thats not a good sign.i am already one to start of with.added with this additional feelings,my bank accounts are just way suffering.everytime i reach the atm machine,all i can see is a sad pleading face the machine produced,trying to say that they are tired of giving out notes to me.i have the feeling of freezing my cards in one huge ice cube.like the girl did in shophaholic movie.

anyway, the point is, i have kinda achieved my dream in a way of becoming a planner.wedding planner to be exact.not really a planner but more of a wedding interior design kinda thing,but the think is, i am feeling so freaking tired of this job.yes i felt happy at the end of the day like a wedding is done,but the aching that i got,was like triple times compared to the happiness.i am all rounder.i don't mind being one, i rather have things.work to do rather than none.well, thats me.i like to make myself occupied and busy.NOT STEP busy but really busy cos you are paid to work right?

anyways,the problem is,i have been dealing with all these low EQ ppl,and also those with NO manners,whom are sadly to say ppl from service line. all i can say is that they are well pretenders and hypocrites.and all i can say ppl in hotel line is,,,undescripable.don't mind my language here,i just feel like whining.

INCIDENT 1:
i was like tired after the lorry ride from marina to this hotel although its a short trip it feels so looooooong as the driver uncle could'nt speed up as we are like having plants as passengers,so need to handle it with care. so upon reaching the hotel,with the tired haggard looking face and the phone rang...''HELO!!THIS IS FLOWER SHOP RIGHT?!!YOU GUYS NEVE CHANGE THE FLOWERS FOR SO MANY DAYS AND THERE IS NO PROPER SCHEDULE TO CHANGE THE PLANTS OR WHAT  HUH?THERE IS NO SYSTEM TO IT?LAST TIME NOT LIKE THIS AND MY GUEST IS LIKE COMING BY TONIGHT AND HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO GO ON THE EVENT?!CAN YOU PLS GET IT DONE RIGHT AWAY AND NOT LIKE THIS?!WHERE IS THE FLORIST??*all her words are screaming pitching tone and with no full stop*okay gurl,aku no chance to talk or what?''let me inform the florist and get BAK to you okay??*she must be thinking im pinoy*I WANT IT ASAP SO THAT MY EVENT WILL NOT,....'me:okay ill talk to the floRR,....*WANTING TO COntinue*and there she hangs up the phone.HEY TYVM AHHHHH.SO BITCHY LA KAU!

INCIDENT 2:
i was supposed to gave corsages to the groom,and thinking that taking staff lift is betta than guest lift cos i don't wanna get caught,which actually i am free to take any lifts cos am wearing NORMAL CLOTHES not any uniforms or flower shop aprons.anyways, so there was this two gorgeous,opps not so gorgeous actually, they well just look simply sophisticated with their black hotel coats and smart looking buns on their hair with inches of makeup on their faces and they step in the lift with me,and when in the lift this is their convo;

Bimbo 1:Eh fuck,wanna go find her or just go smoke first??
Bimbo 2: Fuck, find her where?
Bimbo 1: Fuck,no need ah find her just go smoke
Bimbo 2: anything ahh fuck,
Bimbo 1: *smirks*
okay guys,thats all your vocabs are?it consist of FUcks??or maybe,they are too depressed cos they can't say bad words outside when meeting guest,so they vent their ''anger'' in staff lift?i feel sad for you guys,cos at first i have the wonderful high class impression of you guys but the moment you open your mouth, its like,''hi can you pls shut ur gap up?? i will deeply appreciate it.tyvm''

INCIDENT 3:
As i was helping the wedding setup,there was the banquet BLack suit ppl i call them the BLACK MAFIAs,cos they were all wearing black coats (got some ranks,like catering manager bla bla)and most of them are tall and big size ppl,so yeah. one of them slightly midget,hehe bt not as midget as me cos everytime when i wanna talk to them (if i have to) i will have to 'look up to them' like OMG.korg ni manusia ke bukan???or was it just me?being midget me?HAHA.ANYWAY THIS GUY WAS LIKE,
''ahhhh,today you look lady like,good!!!wear dress!girl must be like this'*looking at me with a cheeky smile*'' but why wear flats?''me,*rolling my eyes,and producing this insincere smile,'' well, im not a girl what..''he was like ''dia kate dia bukan perempuan??''*talking to the guy on stage.den the guy went like''alamak,wasted ah.....'' then this previous midget guy was like ''mari check ah!'' I WAS LIKE HALO???that is sooOOO,ARE GUYS IN HOTEL LINE JUST LIKE TALK 'DIRTY' STUFF 24H??i mean okay if he just say it like casual type of joking tone but to me,its still not that nice to hear AND LISTEN OKAY.go home and google yourself whether you are still wanted by the MENTAL HEALTH INSTITUTION.tyvm.

the point here is no matter how reputable your hotel is,and so blooooodddyyy nice to guests which is not so,cos its like more to the hotel name itself is reputable but,TO US Inside; servicing your hotel needS,YOU GUYS ARE SUCHA A BOO BOO!AND YOU NOE WHAT I NOE ALL OF YOU ARE JOLLY WELL HYPOCRITES AND CAN WELL HIDE BEHIND ALL THOSE THICK MAKEUPS BECOS YOU ARE JUST TRYING...TRYING SO HARD TO BE SOMEBODY.SO PLS HELP YOURSELF WITH GOOGLE URL.

ohmy,its raining heavily out there,cats and dogs,its heavy pour and i have to make way to that bitchy hotel again to settle paperworks.FREAK AH....i mean i look so hip hop today wif my sloppy jeans and SNEAKERS.*dun look like working at hotel at all yarrrr*so whateverrRRR