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ola folks.i was just contemplating on whether to style this bushes differently.for this month my new resolution is just gonna be LESS of 'swiping' of cards.that means people,.. i will try my very best at all cost to stop spending unnecessarily.thank god all the major things i've done.only waiting patiently...todududu..for phone bill.how else gonna plan my finance.it will just crack hairline to my brain as to whats gonna happen if theseee goes on.. anyway,i've been to a wedding yesterday.the deco was wow la.but when its under the block,i dunno why ppl had to do it extravagantly.ok i get it,its a wedding,don't get me wrong,i'm a malay too.in denial one.HAHA.okla,proud to be one de.its just my personal opinion,on why sepnding the amount?okla its your special day.FINE.maybe its just bcos im not even at that wedding2 stage and don't have a companion for life now(awWWWw..sounds sad heh)*giggling right now* but even if i do one day,i dunno.its just too much for an under the block thing.usually i will only look forward to the food.but now,i don't even look forward to it?don't get me wrong again,the food was good yesterday,finger-licking to most.its just me feeling like too much of that draggy oily fattening stuff down my throat.again don't get me wrong,i'm not acceptable size to begin with,not even in the dieting stage or not even acting to eat healthily,maybe oh well,its just...well too much of the 'overwhelming' colour 'blinded' my tastebud. anyway back to the wedding thingy.not saying yesterday's wedding event or whoever's wedding event.cos i believe all of them who did wedding will be really happy by the end of the day no matter how much they spent.cos,thats what they wanted isn't it?so yeah.in general,my personal opinion again,i would rather spend that amount on my degree and probably,a master.i mean,yarr,atleast you get a better qualification for better pay.HAHA.i mean seriously bro,thats alot of freaking dollars people spent wedding; on food,deco,dresses,photos,gifts,hmm and the list goes on..but oh well,by the end of the day as long as they are happy...who are we to judge right.. some of my friends,no,a number of my friends(means more than 10 less than 20)are engaged,planing to get married,or whatever,anyways, some of them will sometimes whatsapp me and we will kinda have group chat,and sometimes they will bring this kinda topic that getting married is not easy.i will always tell them things like.."tak payah kawin bawah blok(lagi mahal),kawin dekat masjid je sudah!(lagi murah)JIMAT."*sounds kampong*i mean really girl,if i were to get married la one day,entah bile la tu kan,but if la kan,i wud just buat dekat masjid.lagi baik!pastu smue bawak bekal sendiri k.save duit.LOL kidding,k ah order satu bun for each je k.air pat water cooler ade,minom je la.practical right?tok kadi dah SAH je kite dua teros lari k,HOORAY! I THINK,ours wud the talk of the town,not becos of the grandness,but becos too STINGE.HAHA.OKAYLA PLAN B,aku akan kahwin di hotel(ni case kalo laki aku Datok*datuk title kaye k bukan datuk title case cucu satu lori* )and gonna wear the wow dresses and everything will be so WOW,cos laki aku DATOK babe jgn lupe).tu kalo DATOK ah,kalo tak,TOO BAD STICK TO PLAN A. well,come to think of it,in islam,our religion,it is not difficult.well,i think we just need to have like 'duit for mas kawin' or what,(thats what i heard during my madrasah last time)part ni je kite dengar dulu.kau tengok punya la cheeky.then maybe exchange a ring kape?which tu pon i dun think necessary?i dunno la,then got saksi,got the father of the bride give consent,got kadi kape...OK GO!NIKAH!DONE! so the thing that makes people think its difficult to get married is the additional additional stuff.like EXTRA ordinary deco,extra delicious food,EXTRA amount of dowry.yadayadayada.haiz pity the guys now have to work freaking hard to get the girl.HAHA. i get it ll of us wants tp look good on the big day,but its more annoying when you spent alot of money but your dresses turns out to be,..ok je la,...normal look*muke mak minah toncet*lebih baik aku jahit sendiri kan??HAHA,MUNGKIN LAGI CREATIVE. okayla,there's mroe weddings to come.im looking forward to the FULLERTON wedding though*if i'm invited la*kesian dia kesian dia...*singing*HAHA.I love to do wedding(part-time maybe) but i would love to handle kids for my daily work.HOW??can anyone like tell me i can do that?!so that i can earn double of what i earn now so that i can like LIFET MY DREAM OF FURTHERING MY STUDY!!!is not that i am ungrateful of what i've got now,its just,..oh well,..i wud love to have abit more so that yarrr i can achieve my goal faster.. K BYE