i mean it.every word i've said,every punctuation that is.i say whatever i think i feel like and noe what,i refused to talk to you.most of them get it,well why not you.thanks for raking up the past.i never did have to feel indebted to anyone.call me a lifeless creature.look,i see things in bigger scale unlike you.trust me,i'm not gonna ever walk back into that phase of life.been wasting quite alot of time of not doing anything productive.well, i made that decision.well, tell you what,my life is plain boring now.yes i know that.wakeup,shower go to work back at home shower eat dinner sleep.daily routine.weekends,sleep in.so what?its my life.not yours.you may live your life you feel like to.that colourful life of yours.so please stop bugging me.a promise that i made,to stay far away from all of you.you have to respect me for that.i'm not what i used to be.don't show me your face.and i just hope that all that phase is totally erased and deleted from my life.
sorry side track.back to the topic
sorry side track.back to the topic
anyways,for the first time i watched 3 idiots.oh well, it might be friggin old movie,but to me,its a meaningful movie and it look as good as new.usually they show it on tv,but i don't really have the patience to watch it.well,i'm not a fan of filem hidustan yar.cos apparently they all seems to have happily ever after ending.so drama,so tragic.however,i like to watch them at times.like yeah,i finally confessed that i have been late for meeting with friends due to watching these filem hindustan.this movie is like teaching you all about life.somehow.
the best part is actually it has comedy kinda touch.so i can't stop laughing like a hyena upon watching it at 12AM.there's a continuous episode today.and so looking forward to it.so basically this movie taught us that not all the intelligent people will be sucessful in life.we have to be 'smart' in life and not do all the things by the book basis.because by the end of the day, you must do the things that makes you happy.and not something which you are forced to be in;to be in someone else's dream.
so guys,i'm not saying that i'm smart,but how the hat i did go through that phase of poly life?when i don't even like the course?first, its because of luCK(God's gift that is);second, because i work smart and not work hard.a real life confession,i never listen to ANY lectures in school.well, at times i went to these classes,but even when i did,NOTHING absorbed to my brain.its like my body is in class,but my soul is floating aimlessly outside.instead of listening,i ask lotsa questions(since i have a big mouth) but i don't ask STUPID questions.what do i mean by STUPID questions?no offence here,but STUPID questions will sound something like this:
lecturer: An apple is red in colour.
student: What colour is an apple?
well unlike some who will ask this:
smart kids:What makes it red? (you need to restructure your sentence to make it sounds intelligent)
trust me,its not about listening skill,its about your own IQ.he/she might have listen ATTENTIVELY,but its about you trying to ask questions so much(just to show that you are well observed kid in class,well which might end up,not so good of impression).
one of such situation when i was wondering why are they always looking down on me (during my poly days); cos they will never,i repeat,will NEVER believe what i told them about plants.for example, i ask my bff(google.com) and found a factual info on one of the topic about plants in class and when i share it with my friends cos they need to answer some questions by lecturer,they will simply give me this ''buzz off'' look.like as if i know nuts about this topic.and know what,i don't give it a damn,i wrote the answer down.got B+ grade for that.and they,what else?C for that.not being braggy,but when someone share with you the perfect answer,you jolly well listen.don't be such a stark up.just becos i don't go to lectures,i skip tutorials,i barely made it in examination,dosen't mean my answer isn't good enuff for your paper.
another perfect incident to share was when i got better grade for this particular module which most of them find it difficult.the weirdest part about myself is,the easy paper i barely pass,but the difficult papers i'll do quite well,not A star standard but okay la.so, this particular module,most of them got like,C+ and ofcos,being HUMAN,they are simply not satisfied with it.however, most of them thought that was the best score they could get.one of them even ask the top student of the class how much she got,and i could vividly remember how stuck up she look,thinking she got the best marks among all of us and replied proudly,B.and hence there was a total silent.thinking thats the best score.and the best part has yet to come.LOL.lecturer was saying we did good job,the best grade is B+(since its a difficult paper).then everyone was like giving this WHAT face.all,each of them announce their grades and they ask among each other,except for me.don't blame me,they didn't ASK me.i mean oh come on,its just,B+?and not A so whats the big deal?well even if i got A,so what?!so all of them was like,WAH HOW COME U SO CLEVER??dear young teens,(cos most of them is slightly younger than me,oh remember i repeated my Os?)so yeah.I wasn't born hardworking,but i was born with slightly higher IQ and not to forget EQ,so therefore i thank God for it.though i didn't stay late in school or at home to REVISE my work,to MEMORISE all those scripts,i did understand the chapter of study and that,is very,IMportant.once you know the definitions of words,trust me, its gonna be easy to ELABORATE.so yeah.im a pure literature student remember,we used to write those long essays and read those in between lines meaning.and yeah,i enjoyed it.sorry for being so kental here.so therefore it was just a piece of cake for me to crap my way thru :-p
so boys & girls,Listen(mcm beyonce nyanyi lagu ni begegar-gegar)
-it dosent make you a successful person if you work hard,it has to be work hard plus smart
-you don't have to announce your good points,goodwill,grades cos it will come to surface without you knowing it
-you don't have to compete in everything,cos you had to do it willingly,and that is more important than the rest of the points,only then you will feel satisfied in whatever the result is.
-why do you need to impress otherS?do something cos you like it and not to prove otherS or whatsoever.rememeber, they don't give you grains to survive cos you gotta feed yourself.
&lastly,
-Don't ever look down on otherS,cos one day, you will need them.remember that(mcm kasi warning pulak)
xoxo
fieza
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